OMG! I totally forgot about this one but I remember now! So, without further ado, Chapter 4 of Don't Leave Me. SORRY AGAIN! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW!
Hermione's POV:
It had been a day since the last of the funerals. Ron and I had a huge fight and are officially broken up. Harry feels like it's his fault and he is keeping away from me. Ginny is hinting furiously at wanting Harry to propose, or at least get back together, but he's totally ignorant. I don't know. That's the one way to describe my feeling for right now. I just don't know. I don't know if I'm in love with Harry, and I seemed to be so sure about it before. It's all so confusing and frustrating not to know.
My whole life I've always known, but now I don't. I'm groping in the dark. Right now I'm running around my shared room with Autumn, grabbing all my things as fast as I can and stuffing them in my trunk. I have to go quick or else I won't go. Believe me, I want to see my mum and dad again, really I do, but I just don't know how long it'll take. I'll miss everyone too much. I'm leaving tonight. No one will notice. The main point, Harry won't notice. We haven't said a word to each other since before we saw the Weasley's all huddled together like that, crying. Poor Fred. But, the next day, Ron came over and asked me to be his girlfriend. I was shocked, but I accepted. (I don't know why!) But, like I said before we broke up. Now we both know we're better off as just friends.
I know what you're thinking. Normally, well, before a month and a half ago, I wouldn't go to the loo without saying goodbye to Harry. And now I'm leaving for at least a year, and not a word of goodbye. I know it doesn't make any sense. Any sane person would agree. Except me, of course. (And yes I do consider myself sane; I'm just so damn and hopelessly confused!) I'm determined. I AM leaving, and no one (especially not Harry) is going to stop me.
Sorry it's so short, it's just I'm suffering from homework overload and I can't concentrate on it! Plus my little sister is bored out of her mind and won't leave me alone so I'm waiting till she goes to ballet class so I can do my work. Sorry for taking so long again, and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW!