Full circle

Chapter 4 – Drunk in love

AN: Yes I was inspired by Beyonce's Drunk in Love it is one of my favourite songs ever. No copyright intended. I figured its been a bit heavy with olitz sadness since I started so why not have some happy times to feed your appetite..

I've been drinking, I've been drinking I get filthy when that liquor get into me I've been thinking, I've been thinking Why can't I keep my fingers off it, baby?I want you, na na
Why can't I keep my fingers off you, baby?I want you, na na

Sunlight streaming in through the windows Olivia stretches out her hand to the other side of the bed, its empty as expected but it's still warm which means he hasn't been gone for long. She sits up and stretches, a huge smile creeps on to her face and she starts laughing

'well good morning to you' Olivia says out loud.

Heading to the bathroom she hears him come through the door down stairs, turning the shower on hoping to get it at the right temperature before he comes in. Stepping under the water her hair instantly curling – she knows how much he likes her natural hair.

The bedroom door opens its quiet for a second before she hears him enter the bathroom 'you better get in here cause I plan on using all the hot water', she keeps her back to the shower door, a smile on her face as she turns around at the same time he enters

'hi' she says

'hi. You are beautiful' Fitz replies back, a small chuckle escapes her, god she loves this man.

His left hand runs down her just before he teases her entrance a swift kick is felt they both laugh at the same time. Fitz bends down and places his hands on her stomach 'good morning princess I hope you had a great sleep what would you like for breakfast' he waits just like if she was actually responding 'oh you want daddy's French toast and bacon good choice princess' he then places several kisses on Olivia's stomach and just like that she is instantly calm.

'Now where we' he smiles and Olivia bites her lip he then crashes his lips onto hers and pushes Olivia gently into the corner of the shower, his hand travelling from her face down to her left breast he teases the nipple just for a minute and she moans into his mouth.

He then runs it down the side of her waist to the front of her core. He runs his finger along my lips, Olivia breaks away from the kiss catching her breath as he runs kisses down her neck, he then slowly enters a finger into her he gives her a minute to adjust and then enters a second. He slowly starts pumping them in and out of her gradually building the sweet torture. He runs the kisses back up my neck 'Fitz' she moans and then his lips are back onto hers.


Cigars on ice, cigars on ice Feeling like an animal with these cameras all in my grill Flashing lights, flashing lights You got me faded, faded, faded Baby, I want you, na na Can't keep your eyes off my fatty Daddy, I want you, na na Drunk in love, I want you

Walking into the kitchen Olivia smells bacon and French toast cooking, Fitz is at the stove, he is wearing jeans and dark blue pull over and even from behind she can see how happy he is. Olivia has to bite her lip to keep herself from moaning at how incredibly handsome he looks.

She walks over to him and wraps her arms around him from behind, she kisses his back before he turns around and plants a kiss on her forehead he then guides her to the table and pulls out the chair. He already has her orange juice waiting and she smiles at how thoughtful he is.

It isn't long before he is bringing over the food and it smells delicious it's only then that she realises how hungry she is. Olivia smiles at the thought of the mornings activities.

'What's your day' she asks him

'Got meetings with the book publisher I'm going down to their office to go over the contracts and then I promised I would go down to the council to see if I can speed up the problems they are having and then I'm yours. Oh I forgot to tell you they want me to throw out the first pitch. I hate throwing out the first pitch.'

Olivia laughs at him 'Throwing out the first pitch at a nationals game is a completely different animal than throwing out the first pitch for the Vermont Lake monsters.' She replies to him then takes bite of bacon.

'You throw a strike, it's because you're a couple feet short of the mound. Short-hop it, you're on the blooper reel of every two-bit local sports show in the country'.

'Babe you're the president of the United States everyone loves you, just not as much as me and the princess.'

Fitz smiles and places his right hand on her stomach as they continue to eat and talk.

'The appointments at 2 are you sure you can make it, it's ok if you can't' she says to him

'Are you kidding I would never miss seeing our little girl. I told you Liv nothing in this world is more important than you 2'.


'Okay baby should we make some jam for daddy' and with that Olivia got a nice little kick in response she smiled at the feeling.

She goes looking in the fridge and sees what they have left. 'I think we should make daddy's favourite don't you little one and I know how much you enjoy it too'.

Olivia sets to work on making boysenberries jam, she gathers all the ingredients and pauses for a moment feeling her little girl moving around inside of her, she places her hand over her growing stomach and says little prayer at how thankful she is for this life.

She starts working on the berries still thinking of how thankful she is in this moment and more so for Fitz than anything else, this all seemed so impossible at one point, the pain they caused each other more so her seemed to be the end for them but somehow he was always there, at her darkest he was the light bringing her back to him, when she was running he was bringing her back, when she was making mistake after mistake he was guiding her to the right path and when she killed his dream or so she thought he never held it against her, he held her, he brought her back. He saved her.

With the berries now on the stove she sets to tidying up the kitchen she then adds the extra sugar and leaves it for a couple of minutes. Making sure the jam is the thickness that Fitz likes she leaves the jam to stand, she goes to check her emails and texts and laugh at the message Fitz has sent her it's a selfie of him pulling a funny face in the meeting with the caption look how presidential I am being.

This is something Fitz started after Olivia's breakdown, he would often send her pictures of him trying to make her laugh or just take her mind of things for while. With nothing pressing needing her attention she moves back to the kitchen and starts placing the jam in the jars. She can't wait to see Fitz's face later. Looking at the time she goes to the bedroom and grabs her coat and shoes to head to the appointment.


We woke up in the kitchen saying, "How the hell did this shit happen?" Oh baby, drunk in love we be all night Last thing I remember is our beautiful bodies grinding up in the club Drunk in love

A small smile escapes her lips as drunk in love is playing on the radio 'hmm I wonder why you're moving around in their princess' she says out loud making her way to the doctor's appointment, secret service trailing behind Olivia thinks back to the night that their princess was conceived, it was the first time Fitz and her had gone on holiday together shortly after his term ended.

They were staying in Barbados and saw that there was a beach party going on for that night, never in a million years did she think Fitz would be up for something like that but he surprised her and it was one of the greatest nights of their lives, close to their wedding and their first time together.

She was feeling sexy and the looks Fitz was giving her were only heightening the feeling she was having for him. Drunk in love came on and they made their way to the middle were some other couples were dancing. The feeling of Fitz's hands on her whilst she grinds against him still sends shivers down her spine, as the song comes to an end Olivia turns around in his arms and they say at the same time 'let's get out of here'.

How they made back to the villa with all their clothes still intact is a mystery to her. Coming out of her haze she sees Fitz's car waiting for her in the car park, she pulls up next to him and makes her way over to him.

'Hi' and he pulls her into a kiss.

Walking hand in hand to the doctor's office they are quickly escorted inside- perks of being with a former president. Weight and blood pressure are quickly taken and now they sit waiting for the doctor to perform the ultrasound.

Fitz has one hand holding hers whilst the other is resting over her 7 month stomach. Olivia stares at this beautiful man her beautiful man just as the doctor comes in. She shakes their hands like always.

'Everything seems to be progressing really well Olivia. Lets take a look at her shall we'.

Today they are having a 4d ultrasound done. 'Oh the little one seems to be sleeping and is facing away from us do you want to start talking to her dad'.

Olivia laughs no need for sugar over here she is a true daddy's girl on her hands and true enough as soon as her daddy starts talking to her she is moving around, Olivia smiles with tears coming down her face as she sees their beautiful little girl on the screen.

After the appointment they decide to walk around for a little bit, some people still stop and stare but not nearly as much as they used to .After Olivia worked through her issues she found it not only refreshing but also uplifting to be able to hold his hand in public, she stopped being afraid and let their love guide her through.

After a couple of hours they decided to head back home, Fitz trailing behind her along with the secret service keeping an eye out for her. They made it back home were they settled on having takeout and watching movies.

'Oh I almost forgot there's a surprise for you in the fridge.' She says to him, he kisses her and makes his way to the fridge

'oh my god I love you' A giggle escapes her lips, he makes his way back over to Olivia

'you know what I think I'm in the mood for'

'what's that' She asks him

'Olivia Pope and boysenberries'

A smirk appears on his face as she edges nearer to his lips and says 'don't you mean Olivia Grant' and she pulls him into her.