So… chapter 2…
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This will be another chapter with a lot of Bella's thoughts in it, plz don't flame me for it… xD But I just need to sort things out before anything else…
Lets get on with it then…
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters
Song: The end – Simple plan, the lyrics are just amazing and I think parts of it fits the story…
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Chapter 2 – Hospitals
Today it's Tuesday, the day I'm starting treatment. Well… not treatment yet. Dr. Cullen said he'll have to take a small part of the tumor away to see if it's a good kind. But he said I shouldn't hope for that.
So here I am, sitting in a hospital gown again. Looking at him while he's explaining to me what he's going to do.
Great, he'll have to shave part of my hair off.
I lay down on the operation table and saw Dr. Cullen's face above me. 'Don't worry Bella, you'll be awake again in about 4 or 5 hours…' I nodded at him and they put the mask over my face.
'Okay Miss Swan, count to 10…' The nurse who held the mask over my face told me. And I started counting. I didn't even get to 3…
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CPOV
As soon as I saw Bella drop off and the nurse shaving away a bit of her hair, I started the surgery.
I know doctor's aren't supposed to get involved with their patients. But as soon as I'd seen Bella, I knew I would do everything I could to make her better. Someone like her doesn't deserve to get a tumor in her head.
So, even though there isn't much chance by the looks of that scan, I'm hoping so bad that this surgery will tell that the tumor is good.
All I can do right now is pray for her…
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BPOV
I woke up by the sound of Charlie's voice. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him. 'Hey dad…' I whispered and I smiled a little. I was still sleepy from the sedation.
'Hey Bells…' He smiled. 'How are you feeling?'
'Well… I've been better.' I looked up when I saw Dr. Cullen walk in. And he smiled a little at me. 'We'll have your results in a few hours, Bella. So in the mean time, I'm sure you and your dad got something to talk about…'
I looked at Charlie and I smiled a little. 'Yeah probably…'
Dr. Cullen walked back out and Charlie started talking about random things. Just to get my mind of my illness. It made me feel so much better that he knew I didn't want to think about any of this right now.
After a few hours, Dr. Cullen came back in.
'Oh hey Dr. Cullen…' Charlie smiled.
'Oh please, call me Carlisle… Dr. Cullen makes me feel so old…' I smiled a little at that. I started hoping that if he was joking, it didn't mean anything bad for me.
But when he looked back at me, his face turned serious, and it looked like his eyes turned darker. 'Bella… I really hoped I would have some good news for you… But I'm really sorry. I don't, it doesn't look good.'
I bit my lip so I wouldn't start crying. I've never been anyone to cry in public. So I wasn't going to start now.
'We will start chemo this Friday, unless you don't want to…' He looked at me. 'It's your choice… but you have a very good chance Bella…'
I looked at Charlie and then at Carlisle. And I nodded. 'Of course… I just want this to end…'
He smiled quick. 'Okay… I will see u Friday at 3 then…'
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When we got back home, I walked up to my room right away and sat behind my computer. Checking if I had any emails. And ofcourse there was one from mom. I started reading it.
Dear Bella,
I'm so sorry I can't be with you through all this… I really wish I could. Phil and I think about you almost every minute of the day.
I can't stop thinking: Why her… Why Bella… She doesn't deserve this…
And it's true… you don't deserve this, you've never done anything wrong (as far as I know) and you're nice to everyone.
Why can't it be some guy who killed people, who has done everything wrong in his life. Someone like that deserves this. Not you.
Phil and I will come and visit you and your father again next month. And I'll be with you every moment of the day.
I'm sure you're going to be fine…
Love,
Mom
I had tears rolling down my face when I finished reading this. I know she didn't really say it. But I could read it through the lines. I'm hurting my family with all this.
I'm hurting everyone. Not only myself. I got up and laid down on my bed. I saw the teddy bear my mom got me when I was 5 years old and I took it holding it tight to my chest and I started crying.
I must've been there for about 2 hours. Crying all the time. Because when I finally looked up I could smell my dad making dinner, it smelled like burned eggs. I got up and walked to the bathroom to see if I looked too bad.
My eyes were all red. And I splashed some water in my face. Hoping Charlie wouldn't notice.
I walked downstairs and I saw him in the kitchen, I walked over and saw the burnt eggs.
'Jeez dad…' I smiled a little and pushed him aside and I threw the eggs away and started making new ones.
I could feel him looking at me, maybe my eyes were more red than I thought. But he didn't say anything. And I was very glad he didn't.
He has always been like that, whenever I'm emotional, which isn't very often, he doesn't say anything. He waits until I want to tell him. That's what I loved about him.
I put the eggs on plates and I put them on the table. 'Dad…' He looked up at me. 'Please don't ever try to make me eggs again…' I smiled and as soon as he saw my smile he grinned.
'I'll try to remember that next time…'
When we finished eating I got up and cleaned everything up.
Charlie sat in the living room watching a game and when I finished cleaning up I joined him. I just wanted to act a little normal tonight.
I probably won't get any normal days again any time soon…
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So… what did u think? :) I hope you liked it! This chapter went so fast! Before I knew it I had 1,5 pages…
It's still not very long… xD But u have no idea how long this is for me… xD Normally I have chapter around 500 words xD
R&R plz… and Im sorry if it was boring :)
Before anyone asks: I'm not sure if I'll put Jacob in, probably not…