Authors Note- Well I really don't have an excuse for not updating ha-ha I been so caught up in watching Korean dramas on crunchyroll ha-ha. Plus that Hurricane that we had kind of just pissed me off to the extent where I just didn't feel like writing anything for a while, but don't worry I'm back and ready for action DUN-DUN-DUN so I hope you guys like it. OH and one more thing, if any of you got confused about the switching of Point of views in the last chapter, don't worry this one has the Point of views up, so it'll be a lot easier for you guys to follow.
Declaimer- I own this plot and the new characters, but not the camp rock people. I don't want to get a law suit on me so there yah go lol. BUT I'd KILL to meet the Jonas brothers seriously man ha-ha ok enough with stalling here's the chapter.
Summary- Summary- Shane and Mitchie go on a canoe ride spending their last day together with one promise, what happens when Mitchie's school hires connect3 to perform at her school? And Shane sings a song to Mitchie to get her to remember the promise they made.
Previously –
Mitchie is something wrong? You love this guitar and piano, I hear you practice on them all the time, and to suddenly just tell me to throw them away? What's wrong?"
"We already arrived, its time to get off. You can sleep when we get to the hotel, or later tonight, we have things to do."
"Relax Sierra, I'm going to sing, but its going to be the last and final time I ever sing."
"Mitchie"
"Listen…when Mitchie loves something, she loves something hard….and for her to change this much even go as far as quitting singing and playing guitar and piano…means that she liked you a lot, so in my opinion honestly I think Mitchie has a good reason to break that promise, and my guess is she already did …good bye"
"Um as in to be your girlfriend?" I asked nervously once again, he just nodded.
"Um sure James" He had that smile on his face, I had one too…but something didn't feel right…I just agreed to be James's girlfriend; I should be happy right now. So why aren't I happy? James is every girls dream guy…so why does it feel so wrong?
Sing to me Darling
Chapter four
Broken music
&-& I lost all the rhythms in my hands
And I lost the music from my voice
Leave me breathless and alone
Colder than the falling snow.
Not like you'll ever know
Mitchie P.O.V
News had traveled fast about my new relationship with the school's most popular guy James Griggon, I should be happy I got instant popularity. I had access to anything I wanted, seeing how Jim's father runs the entire district, so why wasn't I happy? The attention started to get on my nerves, random people who never liked me before started coming up to me and trying to be friend me, teachers treating me like I'm actually SOMEONE. I sighed, if this all happened last year I would have died from happiness, but ever since the Shane issues I been miserable. I sighed again the yelled in surprise when a pair of warms wrapped around waist, quickly turning around I was met by James's smiling face.
"Didn't mean to scare you babe, you just looked so cute all deep in thought. So were you thinking about me?" I inwardly gagged at James's question, no! no I wasn't thinking of you, you suck get away from me you disgusting male and take your overly sized ego with you! I battled with myself to tell him that or not….BUT then I remembered that I was his girlfriend, talking to him like that, lets just say I should kill myself before I talk to Mr. Prince charming like that. So I replied like any girlfriend would, lie.
"Um of course I did, where were you this morning we were suppose to go to class together?" Not that minded him not showing up, God how love how he's always late, saves me from all the noisy eyes that'll be looking at us like they never seen a girl and guy, dare I say it HOLD HANDS. Note to self- make sure to pick up some germ x god only knows where James's hands been. The guy was a total womanizer and yet here I am, Miss I can't get over Shane grey so I'm wallowing in my misery dating this guy. I let loose another sigh.
"Sorry I didn't set my alarm clock, and my mother was pissed because I missed my first two classes. That's what sucks about having your mom work as one of the assistant principles at a school. Don't you feel sorry for me?" I gagged inwardly again when I saw James give me that sad puppy dog look, ugh that look he can not pull off.
"Um well I don't think it's bad, I mean you get to be close to your mom and everything. I mean I would love for my mom to work here…" I was cut off when James put his hand over my mother, and then looks at me as if I was some germ infected disease.
"That's disgusting don't ever talk like that again, having a parent work here are you stupid or something, If I hear about you talking nonsense again I'll drop you faster than you can blink. And trust me NO guy would want to date a girl whose status is at the bottom." There he goes acting like he's king of the school again, sheesh people only like him because he's rich, damn…actually I wouldn't mind him dropping me, I could care less. It'll give me a chance to hang out with Sierra again.
After a few seconds I was allowed to breathe again when James took his hand away from my mouth, seriously I'm going to really need to brush tonight, that was just disgusting. "I'll be busy after school with football practice, I expect you to be there" I narrowed my eyes at him when he turned around and left me all alone. God ok- Who died and made him king over my life? Ordering me around? Tch like that's going to happen.
"Mitchie" I heard a voice come from behind, I smiled and turned around when I knew whose voice that was. Finally I can actually have a fun conversation with out James hanging around. Two days of going out with him and I'm already sick of it.
"Sierra, I'm so sorry that I haven't called you lately or hung out with you like I promised, it just that…" I was cut off when Sierra put a hand up telling me to be quiet, so I did. I couldn't help but smiled when she smiled at me, then placed a hand on my shoulder, which I thought was kind of weird.
"Its ok having a boyfriend, being in love, takes up most of your time." Ok my smile was officially gone now; I felt like my stomach had just dropped, I felt like I was going to be sick. Boyfriend, being in love? Ok boyfriend unfortunately yes, I don't know what possessed me to agree to become a girlfriend of a guy I don't even like. And love? I don't love that person. I want to be Shane's girlfriend, and I want to be in love with…wait…no-no I don't I DON"T. I found my self sighing a lot every time the thought of Shane popped into my head. He's like permantly glued in there."
"I DON"T"
"You don't what Mitchie?" I blinked when I heard Sierra ask me that question, I bit my bottom lip and I couldn't help but think right now at this very moment, as people are looking at me like I'm crazy. That I'm officially screwed right now, and laughing nervously doesn't help my position either.
"Come on Mitchie lets go for a walk and you can tell me everything. Class doesn't start for another four minutes, and since we both have the same class you can explain everything to me along the way."
Great this is going to be the longest four minutes of my life; I don't even think I can tell her everything in four minutes?
&-& I told you darling
That when the guitar strings break
Sing from your heart
Even if it's already shattered too
They'll still admire you!
Shane P.O.V
"No, it's good, it's really good. And I don't lie"
Her eyes…those beautiful eyes that had looked so innocently into mine, those eyes that made me see what I been missing.
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
Her voice, that voice that made me feel like I was a person not an idol to be worshiped. That smile she gave me, gave me butterflies. Angrily I threw all my music papers on the wooden floor, she was all I could think about, and I don't know why.
"Hey man, what's going on for the past two days you have been getting really upset out of no where, and we can't work well with you like that! We have a performance in three days. Pull yourself together!" I said nothing when I heard Nate speak in one of his authority like tones.
"I…I can't get her out of my head! It's driving me crazy." I hissed, I didn't look at Nate or Jason because I knew for a fact they were both looking at me in one of those confused looks. OK well maybe the confused look would be Jason, but Nate was probably looking at me in a way saying that I was being pathetic.
"Why don't you go and apologize to Mitchie if you're feeling so guilty." Nate replied to me calmly then taking a seat on one of those wooden chairs.
"OH you can get her chocolate and flowers as a way to say sorry to! Girls love chocolate and flowers'" Jason suddenly said seating up then looking up at the ceiling with one of his wide stupid smiles.
"Dude, you only give a girl chocolate and flowers when you're going out on a date not as an apology" Nate resorted smacking Jason across the head. I on the other hand got tired of them bickering at each other, so I left the room to get some fresh air.
Mitchie….
I couldn't help but think about her, Nate was right she did see and hear everything I said on TV. I should have thought of my words carefully, I had my reason; I had good intensions of why I said what I did.
"S…Shane"
She couldn't even manage to look at me for more than three seconds before running away. I could see that she was hurting, I wanted to run after her but I just couldn't. I had my guitar at hand, sitting on the balcony playing music, with the fresh air hitting you, calmed me a bit, but not fully.
Everything I wanted to say…always came out the wrong way…
If you could find it in your heart, to listen to my words.
I'll always find you where ever you are
I'll jump to the stars and travel through space
Just to see your angelic face
"so does your music sound better over here?"
I'll move the mountains and drain the see
Battle the dragons just to set you free. You're the voice I hear inside my ear
It's all I wanna hear. You're the part of me I need to be complete, your so much more than meets the eye you burned your image inside my mind.
Can't leave you behind..
I sighed and stopped playing, placing my guitar against the wall I just sat there wondering when I'd see Mitchie again, I can't play a good song with her haunting me. It wasn't a bad thing I loved thinking about her, but not in a way that made me feel guilty.
"You know if someone keeps coming in to your head, maybe there suppose to be there, I don't know that just me." I looked at Jason like he was complete moron, because there he goes just leaning against the wall licking his fingers, then walked back into the room when he was done speaking.
Maybe…he was right.
I want to let you know one thing…
I want you to leave…
Leave and never come back.
Even if those words are just lies…
Class ended and I was able to tell Sierra everything about what happened between me and Shane and the whole camp rock stuff. She didn't look surprised when I told her; apparently she already knew thanks to Shane and the rest of connect three. I was just glad that she wasn't mad at me for keeping it from her; apparently she understood why I kept it from her one reason why I loved Sierra so much. Its hard to find friends that completely understand and still forgive you right on the spot.
"Why don't go talk to Shane about it then Mitchie?" I kept walking to the exit with Sierra trailing beside me, not bothering to answer her question. I hated the fact that when school finishes the hallways are always so crowed which makes it difficult for me to get out faster than I wanted to. Which means that it gives Sierra another chance to pester me on and on about the same question that I would pretty much like not to answer.
"Mitchie don't pretend like you didn't hear me, what don't you go and talk to Shane about it?" There she goes shot gun number one. I kept walking and gripped the side of my backpack tighter, looking down I thought about it for a little while then decided to answer. Might as well seeing how she'd probably still ask and ask.
"Because I can't face him" I told her plain out short, simple and BAM to the point. Opening the white doors I walked out with Sierra still following beside me.
"You can't? or you won't Mitchie?" I looked at Sierra still gripping the side of my backpack tighter, I still didn't answer, when Sierra decided to speak again.
"Its going to happen one way or another why not do it now and get it over with?" She asks way too many questions for her own good, I told myself. We kept walking until we met were we usually parted.
"Because I just want him to go away." Once again plane, short and to the point, I turned around walking slowly when I heard Sierra yell something out to me which struck me pretty hard.
"Choices will have to be made Mitchie!" Duh I knew choices have to be made which is why I chose NOT to go see Shane, save me from getting another heart break from him. Beside I'm just a fling to him anyway! And I already have a boyfriend…gags.
"EVEN IF IT MEANS CHOOSING THE WRONG ONE!" Slap to the face right there I tell you. I sighed again and continued on walking, I didn't find it odd that Shane kept popping into my head I was in love with the super star and that's not an easy thing to get over once you actually hang out and get to know him.
I thought that…having a boyfriend would actually help me forget about him, but it actually made me think about him more and more everyday. I wonder what he's doing now, how's his music coming along, and if he's still here.
Not like it matters to me…because I never mattered to him.
Next time-
The talent competition is quickly on its way!
I want to end everything on that night! Everything I was will never be again
What happens when Shane and Mitchie meet head to head?
"I don't want to listen to you anymore!"
What will Shane do when he sees Mitchie with her boyfriend?
"I'm James Griggon Her boyfriend"
"You broke the promise"
One boy- and one girl will have to open there eyes
"I didn't matter to you so you don't matter at ALL. You never did"
Before one walks away
"You have your life Shane, go live it. Why hold yourself down for something so trivial as me"
Next time-
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