Chapter 3
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Jane's POV
I've been driving around the small town of Forks for awhile now the rain hasn't let up a bit at all and soon it'll be nighttime. I decide to stop at a small dinner I order a small medium rare burger and a small dr. pepper not to raise suspicion. The soda tastes like dirt and the burger is worse but is somewhat bearable with the middle being uncooked with drops of blood and a pool of it on the plate gave me a comfort and a way to quench my growing thirst. When the waiter came back with the bill I paid cash and gave her a big tip and left before she could thank me. I could feel my throat ache from not fulfilling my thirst slowly becoming blood lust, I could control myself but if my lust for blood took over I could kill someone losing control of my actions letting my instincts take over and go for the throat. I drove to a beach or bay or whatever and saw from a distance teens have a bon fire party. I decide to crash it and test my control. I blend in with the teens wearing dark clothes and having pale skin because the weather's not so sunny here. I guy from across the beach watches me than walks over I can hear his heart speed up and his pulse at a steady beat. I decide to have some fun so I give him my most dazzling smile and introduce myself with a fake name of course. I sit next to him and his friends come over with a keg of beer cans and offers him and everyone beer. I can tell it's most of their first times drinking and the guy is somewhat drunk so I ask him if he could take me for a walk around the beach shore on the other side. Once we're at a desolate part I decide to test my control, we sit in silence than he leans forwards to kiss me I let him than I start to feed off of his bottom lip without killing him. I listen to his pulse as it slows as I feed then I stop as he begins to fade from lots of blood lost and faints. I still hear is heart beat and I still can smell the alcohol on him I lift him and drop him right next to the party goers bags without them noticing being under the influence. I wipe my mouth with satisfaction because the test of my control worked and the guy won't remember a thing or anyone at the party because they were drunk. I go back to my car and drive to a hotel and decide to start fresh tomorrow morning and leave town.
Esme's POV
After that strange encounter with Jane me and my husband Carlisle walk back to the house in silence. As we enter the house the rest of the family are gathered in the living room probably for a family meeting to get answers. Emmett is the first to talk by saying what the hell is going on I tell him to watch his language. Then after a few moments of silence Carlisle begins to talk by saying Jane rang the door bell and we were surprised to see her and she explained her flight was earlier than expected arriving. I continue by explaining she wanted to talk to us in private. From the looks on their faces they wanted to know what. Alice asks what did she want to talk about and why did she retreat so fast and don't leave any details out. We look at each other and Carlisle nods so I explained her voice cracked lightly as she explained that it probably wouldn't be best for her to stay 18 months in our house and she can come observe the child every once and a while and write back to Aro, I argued that it will be fine there will be absolutely no conflict, than Carlisle argues what if Aro calls to talk to you or sends someone from the volutri to check on you . She says she has to go we tell her we could be at fault with the volutri if she doesn't stay and ask if there's another reason for her leaving. She told use no we nodded but wasn't convinced. I tell her we prepared a guest room. She looked kind of guilty and told us she'll be gone for two weeks then return to stay in the guest room. Before we could respond, argue, or stop her she ran at full vampire speed to her car and speed off the property and out of the forest. Jasper speaks up and says there's not real motive in her actions except fear and nervousness. I suggest we should look for her before she kills anyone in town to feed I tell the family she couldn't have gone too far yet. Edward is the first to object than Bella , and Rosalie saying we should leave her alone and let her runaway. I tell them how could they say such a thing , we all come from different backgrounds none of our lives were perfect and everyone had their faults so how dear you look down on Jane like stuck up snobs, that's probably why she hates us so much. Obliviously the girl has her own problems and she's trying to solve them on her own which is hard to do so don't be fooled by her fake image to hide all of this. At this point everyone looks down ashamed and apologizes except Rosalie and Edward. So let's do the right thing and find her. Than Bella's eyes turn wide into panic and say what if Jane is going after her daughter on the reserve, she says she thinks her and Edward should go check on her at the reserve. I nod clearly annoyed by their antics and get ready to find Jane.
Jane's POV
It's morning finally all night I played my guitar, listened to my ipod, and tried to find an explanation for running away from the Cullen's the way I did which would satisfy me but couldn't find a decent one. I refreshed and changed to a simple tee, dark washed jeans, leather jacket, my vintage Italian leather volutri shoes minus the robe, and sun glasses that hide my eyes. After that I checked my phone and Heidi, Chelsea, and Alec blow up my phone with voice mails and text messages, I chuckle it reminds me of Lady Gaga's song telephone. I decide to text them a chain letter saying everything that happened and I'll call them later and not to say a word to Aro. After I check out the hotel I decide to hunt because I couldn't get a full fill last night without killing the guy. I decided to try the vegan diet for awhile so I don't have to wear contacts and I don't want to kill innocent humans for their blood. I end up hunting a deer which was kind of bitter and disgusting and a bear which tasted pretty good for animal blood. I smile in the mirror I can't believe my eyes are gold it's so weird but it makes me feel like a better person. I decide to go to my house in California the Cullen's are probably looking for me but a sunny place is the last place their look. I stop at a gas station and notice the only way to get to the highway to California is to cut through the reserve road were all those mutts live. They probably will smell my scent on their territory and try to rip me to shreds and kill me or get the Cullen's. I swear under my breathe and decide to stay in the town than explore other places like Seattle. I drive to the shopping district of this in the middle of nowhere town and buy some new clothes, shoes, and as I'm about to enter a accessory store to buy glasses and jewelry I see the shield, Blondie, Esme, and Alice (I only know her name because Aro wanted her to join the guard and the mind rapist). We catch and lock eyes with each other for a few moments then I remember I should be avoiding them and break eye contact and look down then I see them approaching me at human speed since it's still daytime from across the street on the opposite far side of the block. I'm caught in a trance and realize I'm not moving at all and speed walk than run at a human speed to vampire speed to my car and throw my bags in the back and front seats and start the car and speed off pass them and in my rear view mirror I see them hop in their car to follow me .
Alice's POV
We started to look for Jane all over town and I suggested we look in the shopping district plus I could shop in the stores as I looked for her. After we parked the car we walked on the side walk approaching crossing over to another side walk as we turned the corner we saw her and we each locked eyes with her she breaks contact and looks shocked and realizes she should be running from us. We exchange shocked glances with no words noticing her eyes were gold which means she went vegetarian as we start to move forward approaching her crossing the street than she starts to speed walk than run at human speed which soon becomes vampire speed when she gets closer to her car. She throws all her shopping bags quickly in her back seat starts the car and takes off fast. Maybe I can get along with her, from all the bags she has she has to love to shop plus Bella still doesn't like to shop even after she was changed. I'll have to return to my thoughts later as we rush and hop in the car to follow Jane she had the nerve to drive past us as when we rushed to our car. We start to follow and tail her with our car. She goes on a dirt road and parks her car and runs out we do the same and quickly follow. We find her sitting on the edge of a mountain overlooking the ocean and view in deep thought she looks almost so peaceful we don't want to disturb her. Esme nods and we go forward and she calls her name she doesn't respond so we sit next to her except for Rosalie and Bella of course I'm starting to think Bella replacing me with Rosalie as a best friend. We try again and say we just want to talk still no answer. Rosalie comes over clearly annoyed and says "Little girl you should be happy we used our valuable time and we came looking for a cold heartless monster like you, so the least you could do is respond". Me and Esme scold her and ask her what is wrong with her. She replies that pointing directly at her and asks her to say something or do something. She gets up and starts to walk away and Rosalie begins to taunt her saying she's afraid and a monster that preys on the weak and defenseless and spits on her to get a reaction she can be a real bitch sometimes! . Jane turns around with a insane look in her eyes telling us she snapped, her eyes begin to darken into a glare directed at Rosalie as she starts to uncontrollably shake and her breathing in heavy and loud. She starts toward Rosalie furiously than stops looks at everyone her eyes bloodshot with anger looking for release we all prepare to intervene even Rosalie looks worried. She goes crazy uprooting trees and rearranging the forest we try to calm her but she won't stop and begins practically foaming at the mouth with venom. She drops to the floor like a person in despair and says in a raspy filled with anger voice staring directly at Esme " Mrs. Cullen you wanted to talk, can we talk in private". Esme tells us to go home she'll be there soon we all reluctantly nod because Jane is pretty unstable at the moment.
Jane's POV
I don't know what happened but somehow I snapped and my emotional turmoil came out when Blondie targeted and insulted me, than had the nerve to spit on me like I'm trash. Somehow I found my voice which shocked me when I heard it which was filled with anger and asked Esme what she wanted to talk about and can we in private just the two of us. I was so upset because I couldn't kill Blondie at the moment because of that dam shield I probably couldn't fight her without that bitch intervening so I just had to watch her stand there and looking worried like she went too far so I destroyed whatever was next to me imaging it to be her. So I ask Mrs. Cullen what she wanted to talk about. She tells me to please call her Esme and says what is truly going on with me. I look at her warm kind eyes than look directly down and put my head in my hands and let it all out all the pain and suffering with a angry dry sob because I was having a breakdown in front of someone in a public forest plus this someone is a Cullen. She walks over shocked and tries to comfort me but fails as I still shake. I look at her kind eyes filled with worry and concern and feel guilty and notice how much she reminds me of my own mother. My eyes fill with sadness and pain during the eye contact she notices it as I quickly advert my eyes. Suddenly I feel nothing but anger that I'm giving in to my weakness and losing myself and dignity in front of this woman. I begin to feel by badass heartless persona become not a act but real as it builds its foundation on my emotional turmoil. I tell her in an impolite angry voice to leave me alone and go home to her family and don't look for me you won't find me. I'm probably being a bitch right know but I don't care as I wipe the Blondie's venom spit off of me, she should be the one apologizing for her actions right now not me. When I angrily walk away I see nothing but sadness and understanding in her eyes. Right now as I hop into my car I don't give a shit what anyone has to say about me or thinks to hell with it all right now. I going through that dam reservation and I'm going on that highway to California if any of them get in my way they will pay the ultimate price with their lives and that shield won't be there to save them because I'm Jane the most hated vampire and I don't care anymore. I'm tired of this vicious cycle of pain that my life is of always have to please others before myself but not anymore for the next 18 months I'm living life for me and myself only. It all started when my real mom was murdered by a "animal" and my dad remarried a monster that hated kids and my older sister ran away to be with a guy. My stepmother and brain washed lovesick turned insane dad abused me and my brother made us work hard and one day to get rid of us them and other religious extremist decided to play god and accuse us of one of the most worst sins of that religious era witchcraft and punishment is being burnt alive on a stake (funny how the people who wanted religious freedom attempt to murder innocent children on a false ridiculous claim) . As they announced the crime and began the fire with us on the stake our stepmother and dad just watch us as we screamed. I gave up and excepted death than Alec after seeing screaming was getting us nowhere. Then I guess Aro saw what was happening and saved us and killed all the witnesses and burned that side of town. He let us grow until he thought our bodies were mature enough and changed us me at 15 and him at 17 and we have been called the witch twins ever since by our enemies that know of our past even though he's two years older in age but not physically looking 15 also we got revenge on the other parts of town and witnesses like my stepmother and father that fled the scene. Ever since we'll been loyal to Aro and the volutri for saving and giving us a new life. He taught us to except our past and what we are now. Even though they say the day you were changed and awoke is your birthday we still acknowledge but don't celebrate our real birthdays in public but in private with friends. As I speed I smell the scents of wet dog and speed more as I enter the reserve to exit to the road leading to the highway I smirk as I enter their territory and they probably smell me and are doing absolutely nothing about it I don't know why I was even afraid they're a bunch of cowards just like those Cullen's hiding behind a shield using her to fight their battles. As I'm about to exit on the other side of the reserve I start to see what I thought was a pack of wolves in the forest but I ignore them and successfully exit using all the speed at the limit of the car to outrun them entering the highway and smirk as I feel some of my anger melt away at my accomplishment. I kiss my special necklace around my neck quickly and start humming LA Baby as I drive to my destination.
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