A/N: Hello and welcome to the next chapter of giant walker killer.
James had woken up after falling asleep again and decided to get up out of the bed in the infirmary.
He heads outside and Denise came up to him. "Glad to see you up." She says.
He nods. "Anything i miss?" James asks. Denise sighs.
"Yeah a group of people attacked us they crashed into the wall with a truck and the horn went off. Lots of people died." Denise tells him.
"Damn it. Who did we lose?" James asks.
"We`re writing their names on the walls as a memorial. You`ll have to read that, if i tell you i`m going to break down and cry. I`ve got patients to look after, Come see me if your feeling light headed or something." Denise says and then she walks inside and James walks up to the wall.
He writes Nicholas and Glenns names on the wall. Daryl, Abraham and Sasha weren`t back yet and people were getting worried for them. Hopefully no one else was missing from the group.
James spots Rick out of the corner of his eye and he walks up to him. "Rick" he calls.
"Glad to see your awake." Rick says to the much taller man.
"I wanted to ask, Back at the RV did you kill someone or something?" He asks.
"Yeah. I got attacked by them and they tried to kill me so i shot two of them and then the rest through the wall of the RV." Rick informs him.
"Was it those pricks that attacked us?" James asks.
"Yeah. I guess i`m a dumbass for shooting that gun and letting walkers almost surround the both of us." Rick says shaking his head.
"It ain`t on you. You were protecting yourself. You were attacked and you dealt with it. I`d have done the same thing." James tells him his voice going a bit colder.
"Have you killed before?" Rick asks.
"Yeah." James replies and then he walks off knowing that the amount of people he had killed would shock Rick.
A couple of hours later and James heard that Maggie and Aaron had gone out to find Glenn as she believed he wasn`t dead. James went off to find Maggie and found her sitting down.
"What the hell were you doing?" James asks. Maggie sighs and then rolls her eyes.
"Trying to find my husband. He isn`t dead, he can`t be." Maggie says.
"Did ya find him?" James asks sarcastically.
"Couldn`t get out of Alexandria." She tells him. Then she begins tearing up. "He needs to be here for this." Maggie says looking at the sky. "I`m pregnant." She tells James.
James hugs her then releases her after a few seconds. "Listen i know you want closure. But you ain`t gonna find it. I wanted closure as well to find out if my brother died in the first coming days. We were surrounded by a herd of walkers in the first days and then they surrounded him. He told me to go and i did go. I left him there not knowing if he died or not. I found a body a couple of weeks later and it was him or someone that looked like him, I killed the walker and ever since then i have felt nothing but pain as i remember my brother." James says.
Maggie was shocked. James had never opened up to many people and he opened up to her.
"Okay i won`t look for him. I`ll wait to see if he turns up." Maggie says.
"We can still look but that herd is still there and there ain`t no way we`re getting past that." James says. When Maggie shakes her head no he nods and then leaves.
Later that day around midnight. James was still up. He got up and went out of his house and decided to go for a stroll.
He walked for about ten minutes before noticing two people standing on a porch. He noticed it was Deanna and Spencer.
"James what are you still doing up?" Deanna asked him.
He shrugs. "Just walking around, couldn`t really sleep." James says.
Deanna thinks for a moment. "Spencer get him a coffee. James come inside." Deanna orders and James hesitantly does.
"What`s wrong?" She asks sitting down on her chair as James sits on the couch.
James sighs. "You always could read me like a book." James says. "I told Maggie about my brother today." He says. "I`ve never told anyone except you." He says. Deanna tenses up.
"You`ve got to tell people. Keeping it closed isn`t good and it`ll make people think you`re insane." Deanna tells him as Spencer returns with his coffee which he happily takes.
"Remember my first couple of weeks here?" He asks the pair of them. Spencer laughs slightly.
"Everyone was basically afraid of you. You could kill walkers with your hands and you were a giant." Spencer says.
"No one trusted you. Until you saved Spencer and my husband as the wall was being built." Deanna says.
"Where have the times gone?" He asks. "I remember when this community started and we were weak as fuck. Well most of us. We have lost so many people and gained even more that i`ve became numb to feeling the pain." James says.
"Listen to me James." Deanna says sternly. "You are strong if anyone is going to survive this world it is you and you will survive everything. You need to let things out and need to stop being so angry with people." Deanna tells him.
James finishes off his coffee. "Thanks the both of you i should get going." James says and with that he leaves the house and when he returned home he fell asleep straight away as Deannas words played in his mind.
A/N: Thats it for this chapter. You have learnt about James` past and have learned how people first treated him. Until the next chapter goodbye from Brandon547 PEACE.