Hey. I've been sick, almost lost my voice(I've never lost my voice before so I was scared I was going to), gotten better and I'm hoping to stay better. Anyway, leave a review and such. :) Love you all lots, ~gum wrapper. OH, P.S.! I got a Twitter account finally! If you want to know my name just PM me!
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Phil's p.o.v.
Maybe
I stare at Dan for a good amount of time. His milk chocolate eyes staring right back at me.
"I don't know." I say. "I-I...I don't know."
Dan nods. "That's okay Philly."
I look down at my feet. It's not okay. Not really. I should be able to say yes or no instead of pulling him along through the mud.
"You're too good for me Dan." I say finally.
He frowns. "How?"
"You're too caring, too nice, you love with your whole heart I know you do even if you try to hide it with being ironic…" I sigh. I could go on. There's a lot more. Dan's sweet and innocent sometimes. Sometimes. When he's sick or sleepy or when he's not on camera and all he wants to do is talk to someone about something. He can act like a child sometimes and then other times he can be… much different. But it's all Dan. Everything he does is unique to him. It's what makes him Dan and what makes him my best friend. The way his brown eyes are always showing how he truly is feeling so I can always know if he's telling me the truth about being fine… It's Dan.
But there is always that moment. Where he leans towards me and I almost say something I shouldn't. The moment where he says something just to annoy me and I feel my face get hot…
Maybe it is different than I have always told myself it was?
Maybe.
And maybe, maybe now is the time to tell him.
Maybe.
Dan looks at me still. Still waiting for me to keep going. I look up and notice how cute he looks. And somewhere. Somewhere in my brain, a voice is telling me to kiss him.