Christian's Pov

After the call Anastasia recieved, she left abruptly, leaving me alone with my questions in this hospital room where I am trying hard to remember my lost time. Lying on the bed, I stare at the ceiling and my mind is blank, I can't think of anything. I am a Dominant... or was... or what..? I don't know now, but I wanna know. Was Anastasia my sub who wanted more and I eventually gave in. If that's the case, I don't want to think about that. I never wanted to marry any of my sub, hell I never even wanted to marry and to think that I have a son, God how did I turn this way. Wife, son..doesn't they want love from their husband and dad and as far as I know I don't do love and stuff. But Anastasia's eyes were full of love for me, I don't deserve that. I was looking so happy in those pictures...how? I can't remember anything, but I want to know everything and first of all I wanna know who is this Anastasia. An idea comes to my mind.

"Taylor". I shouted so that he hear me. Of course he is standing outside. But no reply.

"Taylor". I try again but nothing. I am about to get out of my bed when a man enter the room. His looks and posture tells me he is my security too.

"Mr. Grey, it's good to see you well again". I nod my head. "I am Sawyer, Mrs. Grey's CPO".

Ohk!

"Where's Taylor?" I ask.

"He is with Mrs. Grey, sir".

Oh God I can't wait for my plan to get into action. I glare at him but his face is impassive.

"I can call him if you want".

"If you can bring me my phone, it would be more helpful". I hiss at him. I don't know why I am getting angry. Maybe because I don't do waiting.

"I believe your phone is with Mrs. Grey sir".

"Fuck!".

"Sir". He nods his head and start to turn on his heel.

"I want him to be here as soon as possible. Do you get that?". He nods again and leave the room. Here goes nothing. My plan is still a plan. I wanna punch something, maybe a round with Claude, that's if I still see him.

I am pacing in my room, raking my hands through my hair. Fucking waiting! There's a light tap on the door. Taylor's here, about fucking time. I yank the door open to see Elliot standing there.

"Hey little bro". He says cheerfully entering the room. He grabs my hand... Oh God no! His intentions are clear. He wants to hug me. What he's thinking? I panic and maybe he has seen this in my eyes because he releases my hand, taking a step back. I sigh in relief.

"Sorry". He whispers. Before I say something to her a lady with strawberry blonde hair enters the room and stand beside Elliot.

"Hey Mogul!". She says to me earning a look from Elliot. I immediately dislike her.

"Christian, this is Kate my wife". Expressions on my face might have said it all because Elliot starts laughing and Kate elbowed her.

"I can't believe you are married."

I said in disbelief. This man-whore is married for real, but who I am to question this, I am fucking married too. I chuckle humorlessly.

"What's this for?". Kate asked raising her eyebrow at me. Did I already mentioned I dislike her.

"Nothing that concerns you". I give her my evil eye earning a chuckle from both Elliot and Kate.

"This"... Kate says motioning her hand between us "will never change". Still grinning.

"C'mon, I thought we'd start a fresh since you don't remember anything, but you still hate me, right?" Her grin widens.

Oh! how happy I am to know that I still have my earlier instinct.

"But just for your information, the feelings are still mutual". And now she's laughing at me. Elliot is trying to control his laughter. Bloody fucker.

Katherine Fucking Kavanagh! What?

"Katherine Kavanagh". I say not sure why just say that in my mind.

"Whoa! you remember her name, Christian". Elliot exclaimed, looking pleased.

"Whose name?"

"Of all the people you might have remembered, you remember my name. Seriously!". She chuckle but there's a sadness behind it. So she's Katherine Fucking Kavanagh!

"But I would be happy if it was Ana rather then me. have I already told you I hate you". She is getting on my nerves. Who is Ana now? I glare at her but she's not backing off, she glare back at me.

"You two behave. Kate, c'mon baby. It's going to fine. Ana will be good and he will come around". Elliot says sincerely and for the first time I see sympathy in Kate's eyes. Oh lady I don't need that. But who is Ana and why they all are worried about her so much.

"We came to see you bro, Doctor said you have to stay here for couple of days more".

I nod my head and climbs back into my bed, I am feeling tired. Elliot sits on the bed and Kate on the chair beside the bed.

"No one except for the family knows about your memory loss". Kate tells me. Good!

"Keeping in mind about your recent business deals, Carrick suggested ..."

"Mommy, daddy...see what Grammy gave to me". A little girl enters to the room with cookies in her hand. "They are yummy".

"Slow down Ava", Kate hold the little. My eyes shoot to Elliot's when I realized that she is the daughter of none other than the great Elliot Man-whore Grey. he smile sheepishly at me as if reading my thoughts.

"Uncle Christian!". The girl practically would have jumped on me, if I wasn't sitting on the high hospital bed.

"Hey". I say, not knowing how to react.'

"It's okay, you are good with her. She loves being with you. Hell! you have taken her to your office many a times."

"Really?". I can't help the sarcasm in my voice. The girl is exact copy of Elliot with Kate's hair. I can't believe my fucking eyes. I took her to my office, I can't believe it.

"Uncle Christian, How are you feeling now?".

"I am good". I reply watching her twinkling eyes. She reaches out to touch me and I automatically pull myself backward. She wriggle her brows but doesn't say anything.

"Teddy misses you and he cries at the school too". Oh! "And Phe..."..

"So this young lady is here...". Anastasia says entering the room and Ava runs towards her and hug her legs. Anastasia scoots down and kisses her cheeks.

"Aunt Ana, I missed you so much". So, Anastasia is Ana. Hmmm... I kinda liked 'Anastasia'.

"I missed you too sweet girl".

Anastasia is here, that means Taylor is also here. Good! Kate hugs Ana and kissing the top of her head, she takes Ava's hand and excuses herself leaving the room. Elliot reaches for Anastasia enfolding her into his embrace and she hides her face in his chest. Fuck! The sight is giving me the pain. I can feel anger coursing in my blood. She is my wife, right?

"All will be fine, Little lady". Elliot says releasing her. Anastasia wipes her tears. Oh why she cries all the time! Elliot turns to me and grins sensing my anger I guess.

"Bro, I am happy you still have your jealous side on when it comes to Ana". Anastasia giggles at this and oh what a sound it is. She looks more beautiful when she giggles. I give him a no nonsense glare and he dramatically zips up his lips with his fingers.

We all fall into awkward silence.

"You have a daughter". Eventually I speak up.

"Yeah". He smiles.

"I can't believe".

"Me neither". He grins this time.

"And I have a son".

His expressions changes and so does Anastasia's, they are worried about my reaction. I continued.

"Well it's difficult to digest this, but still I am happy I don't have a daughter. I mean what would I do to her with all my fuckedupness. But I can't put my head around something you said earlier that Ava likes being with me. Really?". I can't believe it, though the girl was at ease with me, still!

Elliot looks sad and Anastasia's eyes are cast down. Was she really my sub?

"Yep". Elliot says hastily. " I guess I should leave, I'll come tomorrow". He said nodding at me but I said nothing. I know they are hiding something.

"I'll see you out". Anastasia stammers and follows him out.

What's this all about? What are they hiding? My life's fucking 16 years has become a question mark to me. I sit there holding my head in my hands.

"Sir". Thank God! Finally he's here.

"Taylor, I want a background check on Anastasia". I tell him in my CEO command.

Taylor seems to be taken aback with my words.

"What?" I raise my voice to warn him off.

"Sir, with all due respect, I think this is not required".

"Am I not clear Taylor? I know what's required and what's not".

"Sir". He goes impassive again, he knows not to mess with me. I pay him for this job.

"Everything she used to do before marrying me and everything she did after marrying me. Do you get it?".

"What's going on here?". Anastasia asks while standing at the door.

Fuck!

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