Note: This is a chapter where that M rating goes into play further a bit. Just so you know.
Sure, there were other things then just Jake's pack to worry about. None of them seemed important right now. I walked me and Edward over to my bed and we sat down. I crawled onto his lap and he cradled me.
"What are you thinking, Bella?" He asked me, looking down at me. I felt peaceful starring up into his topaz eyes.
"I was just thinking about what will happen when Jake's pack finds out about his murder." I looked away from his eyes, trying to hide my fear. I knew it would end badly. Someone would have to be hurt.
"Don't worry love. We can take care of things. I promise things will turn out okay." He cooed. Before I could fret any further, he was rocking me back and forth humming my lullaby. I was such a sap for that. I fell asleep easily in his arms.
Two weeks later-
I woke up again, with Edward laying by me. A few days ago he had told me that my heart beat had been faster then normal. That made me wonder if I was getting sick or something. This morning though, was scary.
I felt nauseous, life I was about to throw up. It was horrible. I didn't even have time to say good morning to Edward. I got up as quickly as I could and managed to sputter the word "Bathroom!" before I ran out of the room. I just made it there in time to up chuck. I hadn't felt this awfully sick in a long time. I sat there with my head over the toilet, nauseated, puking, for I don't know how long. Finally I felt better and I stood up. That was weird. I felt perfectly fine now. I cleaned up the bathroom quickly and returned to Edward. He looked worried.
"Bella love, are you alright? Do you feel sick?" I shook my head no.
"Well, I did but now I feel perfectly fine." I said quietly. He came forward and hugged me. I didn't understand why I was feeling so strange lately. I suddenly wanted a nice, hot shower. Maybe that would help. "I need a shower." I told Edward. He nodded. I think he understood. I smiled at him briefly before I went to the bathroom and got into the shower. Then I briefly remembered Jacob and I shuddered. Why hasn't his pack attacked yet? Surely they aren't that dumb! I mean, to not notice their second in command leader missing would be the dumbest thing ever. Then I decided to think of happier subjects.
I just stood there for a while, enjoying the heat while I washed my hair. The I went to wash my body and I was washing my chest. I went to wash my nipples and I was surprised to find that it hurt. Badly.
"Ouch!" I yelped lightly. That was weird. I suddenly noticed how heavy my chest had been feeling lately, too. I had noticed it before, but I hadn't really given it any thought. I was so confused. What was with all the sudden body changes? Then it dawned on my like a punch the the stomach. My symptoms all pointed to pregnancy! I tried to remember all the other symptoms I had learned in health classes through out the years, and I was afraid that I might be carrying Jacob Black's baby! I couldn't tell Edward, not yet. I needed to be sure first. Some how I'd need to ditch him for a bit to go to a store and get a pregnancy test. That may or may not be a problem. I procrastinated a while in the shower, but finally the time came when I knew I'd wasted enough time with that. Then I slowly got dressed, taking special care not to rub my nipples wrong again. I was glad I had chosen a sports bra today. It felt nice. I slowly brushed through my hair, unknowing each tangle individually. When I was finally done with everything I could do, I went out to face Edward. I think he already had the same hunch I had. I hoped he didn't.
"Hello Bella. Have a nice shower?" He asked me, looking impatient and antsy.
"Yup." I looked at him, finally deciding to tell him. I was about to say something when he decided to go first.
"Bella, you know I'vie been to medical school before." He said lightly. He had his face completely calm, patent. I burst into tears.
"Edward, I think I'm pregnant!" I sobbed. My voice cracked and broke several times. He kissed me lightly.
"I think so too, love." He picked my face up in his cold hands and made me look at him. "We can't be sure though. You should make a doctor's appointment Bella." I was in denial, but I nodded anyway. I was so scared. How could this have happened? What would everyone say? Oh god, why did Jacob have to knock me up and get me pregnant? "Love!" He called to me. I hardly heard him. "You may be over reacting!" I looked at him, hysteria kicking in.
"Oh, I could be pregnant with a wolf child I don't even want, let alone the child of a freak I don't love! I'm suffering physically and mentally because of it, and you think I may be over reacting! Well you try living with it Vamp boy!" I was so pissed I couldn't see straight. My vision was blurred by tears, and I suddenly felt very dizzy. I gasped before I felt the floor beneath me give way. I felt two cold hands catch me and hold me up. I hardly noticed. "Oh god!" I moaned. This was absolutely horrible. There was not light at the end of the tunnel for me any more.
A/N: So I'm still merely an artist, and this was only a passing thought (this whole story I mean) and there is a lot I want to do with it. I have a whole story planned out already. Hope you readers are ready, cause things may go a little crazy! YAAY crazy! Thanks again to all my wonderful fans and reviewers! I'll try not to disappoint too much! Just promise me you'll read to the end! - OH and just another quick side note: I'm 14. I don't know much of anything about pregnancy, so I had to do research. I'm not kidding, I really did research for a story! Go me! Hope this will keep you all hooked! I really don't know how long mood swings can last, and how often they happen, but I thought this seemed pretty good.