Light's pov.
I thought back at what really happened and felt guilty. 'if only I could have told him truth' I thought, while tears slipped down from my eyes. 'I love L, but I couldn't tell him. My father controlled my every step and word. I can't escape him. He would not only kill me, but also L. I can't let my father end his life, even if it hurts both of us.'
I sat down in my seat and looked at the computer, typing some random stuff. After about 10 minutes L walked into the room and looked at me with eyes that burned a hole into my heart. He sat down in his seat and ignored the taskforce's questions.
All of us worked in a awkward silence, until mogi said: "it is getting late, i have to go home." "yeah me too" matsuda said, and they went home. "safe trip" me and my dad said as all of them left. My dad looked ate me and said: "are you coming home tonight son?" my father said " your mother misses you." "i know dad but tell her i'm coming home tomorrow night… i have to work on the case a bit more tonight" i said. "goodnight son" "good night dad" and he after that. finally L looked at me again. We stared at each other until L stood up and walked away. I sighted and yelled: "L wait" as i ran after him.
L walked into his bedroom and i went in after him while saying "oh stop L, i just want to talk to you." "just what do you want light-kun" he says as polite as ever. "L…" we looked at each other in silence. "well what is it?" he asks again. I didn't know what to say and stayed silent. "if you don't have anything to say then please leave" L turned around. "do you really think this is funny?!" i yelled at him. L sat on the edge of the bed and looked up up at me expectantly, waiting for me to explain myself. "L i had a reason to act the way i did" there was again silence between the two of us. "well" he said impatiently. "what was that reason" "i-i can't explain it to you" i whispered under my breath. "if you cant explain that leave already" he said angered. I took a step forward and took a deep breath. "i cant explain but maybe i can show you, just like you showed me" i whispered in the air. His face was a bit shocked as i leaned forward and lifted his chin. I captured his lips with mine in a pure and wonderful kiss. After what seemed like hours we parted and looked into each others eyes.
"I-I don't understand light-kun" L said to me. I saw the confusion in his eyes. "I do" I whispered "I just love you" and then I kissed him again. He was still very shocked but started to return my kiss. The room was full of passion and caught up in the moment I pushed him against the wall. He yelped but it was silenced with my kiss. My hand slipped under his shirt. I started playing a little with his nipples. " mnngh" he threw his head against the wall moaning. I slipped his shirt of him. He was panting as I kissed up his torso, slowly, coffering all of his skin with my kisses. Sucking a that special spot on his neck. I heard L moan loudly, I held my hand on his mouth and whispered in his ear: "don't you think that's is a little loud L, or is there a chance you want everyone to know what we're going to do in here". I saw his cheeks colour up as he started to stutter "n-n-no t-that i-is not what i-i w-want." I grinned and said: "than you better keep quiet." I pushed L on the bed and started going down his chest. I sipped down his pants and slit them off. I stroke him teasingly trough his underwear and gently bit his tight. I heard L moan under me. Gasping, moaning unable to control any of them. I pulled my shirt of and threw it onto the floor. I stared into L his eyes and lend down kissing him roughly, then going down his chest. Down to his crotch but just before he was able to pull his boxers down….
"LIGHT" both my and L's head threw themselves to the door. My dad was standing there, and even furious isn't enough to describe him. "get dressed and come downstairs IMIDIATLY" he said as he tried to control himself. "you too L" he said with despise in his voice. He than closed the door and went down. I got of L and started dressing and so did L. "this is the reason I couldn't tell you… that I love you.. back than." I whispered in the silence. "what will he do to us" L asked. I detected a hint of fear in his voice. I kept silence at this question but actually I had a feeling of what he would do. "do you have a gun with you" I asked him in such a cold voice I even scared myself. "Light you can't be serious" "do you or don't you L" I snapped at him, he took a step back and said softly: "y-yes." "take it with you and use it to protect yourself if necessarily." He gulped and then put the gun behind his belt. I then took his hand into mine. One stare into each others eyes, one kiss wich would probably be our last. We started going down the stares, to our battle of love. To the places where we won't get out of unharmed.
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I'm so so so sorry for the long update.
A lot has happened to me the last few months and I even have to go to a psychiater so… yeah I don't have much time for the story. I don't feel like writhing lately but that won't stop me. I will continue this story. I will finish this story.
I hope I'm able to update in a month or maybe two months.
Laterzz
Xxx sandra52519