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- ||| Chapter Four ||| -
- The demand of being prettier,sexier,more talented than any one else or being more original than anyone else in this town is insane. - Naya was continuing with her random outburst while enjoying the July sun around the pool. - I can't afford to be less fit or eat whatever I think I can, anymore. Now I'm at a certain point where I have been constantly watched by press or fans...
- This is very much true,but I still believe we are the ones in charge of some specific boundaries to whatever we like to represent.
- You still believe that ?- Naya asked surprised.
She has been in the movie business longer than any one else from her glee friends and she had been trough all the possible stages before the success. Her mother was her agent at the beginning and as most mothers she blindly believed her daughter is the cutes and most talented little girl out there. Back then Naya wouldn't know what means to be rejected a job from a show or a company,but later on in her teenage years it all came to few main things - must be pretty, must be original, must be different. LA is full of pretty talented and original people. The task to shine above is unreal. At some stage she gave up on the idea of becoming a main character in a movie or a series. Life suddenly got all so complicated. Her mother was fighting with her father anytime they happen to be together at home. At school she was bullied for anything that comes up in mind. She thought life doesn't get any worse.
She even went trough a stage of cutting herself with blades and the physical pain gave some light relief to the mental agony.
All those thoughts were running quickly trough her mind,but it wasn't a reason to be sad. It's something that build her present character .
- I think you haven't been long enough in this town or in this industry to be affected or I rather say infected by it. - said Naya turnin towards her beautiful girl.
- Maybe. But I still think you are spending way too much time in the gym instead of exercising with me - Dianna said with teasing voice.
She loved the way Naya was dedicated to look good,to feel good and be good,but she really did believe in staying true to yourself first of all. If it feels like you are forced to do one thing or another means you are doing it against your will.
- Di ... I will be fine ! Im sorry I got into my random thoughts...again. And trust me if I don't feel good about doing something I won't. I promise. - Naya moved closer on the recliner and despite the heat she hugged Dianna tightly.
Dianna was a different kind of person. Yes, indeed she was new to the industry and she hasn't felt all the stress that many have,but she as well has never been the popular girl at school. She was the average one. The one that has been asked out on a date as a second option and becoming a hollywood start almost over night with being recognized almost everywhere was overwhelming. She realised her luck and she felt like paying forward was the right thing to do. She was dreaming of creating a web place where she could share not only her thoughts,but her own inspirations and motivations. A place where many could be represented and shine. A place where if you were published you could be discovered. And this part of Dianna was the part that Naya loved most. Her dedication to make a change , to help strangers being presented to the world. The Latina was admiring her friend. She wished her own soul was so pure and was sure that Dianna radiates only goodness and love.
