An: I don't know if people read this, I don't really care either, I just want to write it, since writing makes me feel less terrible, so fuck it more chapters
Disclaimer: Do not read a webcomic called Homestuck
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You look off into space, literally, you've been avoiding the others for a little while, and they don't like coming out of the inside of the meteor too much.
"Well, you've really managed to fuck things up again haven't you Vantas?" You say to yourself, incredibly frustrated. "Why the hell should you care if she wants to date Strider, fuck it, it's not like you wanted to talk to her about any of these stupid fucking feelings."
Yes Terezi had decided to choose Strider over you, and you're not sure if you can actually blame her for it, with all the shit you put her through. Even though the two of you have been through all of this shit together, not like you have any fucking history together. Fucking Terezi and fucking Strider.
"AND THIS FUCKING METEOR" You yell kicking a rock off of the meteor in frustration.
"Karkat what are you doing out here?" You turn around and see Jade, she must have snuck out here while you were busy yelling.
"WHAT'S IT LOOK LIKE I'M DOING?" You yell at her, too mad for using actually insults or witty remarks.
"Nothing?" She says back, while it's true, you are in fact not doing anything, but there's no way you're going to let anyone say the won any argument with you.
"NO, I'M OUT HERE KEEPING A LOOK OUT FOR JACK, YOU KNOW, THE CRAZY FUCKING PSYCHOPATH COMING TO KILL US ALL" You yell at her.
She looked upset at the way you were being a dick to here, you probably should apologize to her, but with everything that's going on you fell like making someone else upset too.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT HERE ANYWAYS?" You ask here, what makes here think she can ask all the fucking questions.
"I didn't want to be around the new... Happy Couple" She sad looking away from you, she looked a lot sadder than you thought she'd be.
"WHATS GO YOU SO UPSET?" You ask her, almost trying to make up for your previous dickishness.
"I don't want to talk about it" She says throwing you a little glare.
"Come on, I can help" You say, not yelling, making her look a little surprised.
"I doubt you can" She say going over and sitting down to watch the emptiness as it flies by.
"Well, so?" You say sitting down next to her. "Friends help each other or some shit like that right?"
"Yeah, a guess they do" She said, smiling a little. "I'm just upset about Dave and Terezi I guess."
"Why?" You ask, guessing the answer.
"I sort of, well, um... I like Dave, a lot" She says, blushing a little. "We spent a lot of time together getting everything ready for the scratch, and before that we talked a lot, and we get here, and it didn't even take him a week to start dating Terezi, he's acting like he doesn't know about my feelings for him, and it hurts a lot."
"Join the terrible shitty club then" You say with a sigh.
"I knew you had some kind of Bi-thing, but really, you like Dave?" She asks a little surprised.
"WHAT NO, I FUCKING HATE STRIDER, IN A PLATONIC WAY" You say, as she starts to laugh at your outburst. "I sort of kinda had a, I guess it was reddish, thing."
"Oh, so, you don't have like a homo thing for Dave?" She asks jokingly with a smile.
"I hate you" You grumble at her and throw her a glare.
"I'm flattered you feel this way about me, I'm sure given time I can hate you just the same" She says before starting to laugh uncontrollably.
"I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE" You yell, getting madder at here making fun of you.
"Oh shoosh" She says papping you on the face. "I'm just joking with you calm down alright geez."
You look at her through her fingers since she's decided to not take her hand off your face from the paps.
"Harley, what's the human word I'm looking for, oh yeah, a bitch." You say with a glare.
"And you're, hm, you've got nubby horns" She says with another laugh as you cover your horns up quickly.
"I can't help it, geez, talk about rude." You say, embarrassed by your horns.
"I'm sorry, there perfectly pointy and sharp" She says smiling again.
"... thanks" You mumble out.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't hear you?" She says pointing one of her dog ears at you. "Can you say it again."
"I know you did, don't lie miss I have super animal hearing" You say making little ears on your head.
"I know, you're almost adorable Karkat, you know, when you get passed the whole yelling and assholeness" She said smiling at you.
You look away from her, not really sure what to say to here, or if this was flirting or something.
"Jade are you flirting with me?" You ask, she starts to blush at the that.
"No, maybe a little, probably" She says, smiling shyly. "Why? Does it bother you?"
You don't really know what to say, you feel like your blushing now, and from the look on her face you probably are.
"It's um... weird" You say, blushing and getting a little uncomfortable from what she was doing.
"Ah, little Karkat blushes" She says playing with you face.
"S-stop" You stutter out stupidly, blushing more.
"But it's so much fun, you're getting all nervous and blushy" She says as she keeps playing with your cheeks.
"Harley stooooooop" You say whining.
"Fine" She says letting go of your face, a part of you was relieved she did, but another part wished she didn't.
The two of you just sat there looking at the passing nothingness for a little while, neither of you said anything.
"Karkat, what's gonna happen when we actually get to the new session?" She asks you.
"I dunno, I guess we fight Jack and hope for the best" You say looking at her. "Don't tell me you're worried?"
"No I'm not, and I mean, it is three years away, but I don't wanna lose all my friends when we get there" She says looking at you. "I mean, we'll all be seeing our guardians, my grandfather Roses mother, Daves brother, and Johns grandmother, I'm really nervous about this."
"Calm down, I mean if anyone has to be worried it's probably me right? You all get to see your family, you'll probably forget about me when we get there" You say, looking away, feeling depressed again.
"I will not" Jade says grabbing you and making you look at her again, you try not to notice how close you two are. "It's like you said, we're friends, friends don't just forget each other for no reason alright?"
You look at her and feel better, maybe you should remember to spend more time with Harley when you feel sad, she makes you feel better for some reason.
"Yeah, thanks" You say with a smile, she smiles back at you, you feel another blush coming on and you try and hide it.
"Aw, Karkat you're so adorable, stop trying to hide your blushing" She says laughing again.
"I am not adorable" You say, trying to save your dignity and look tough.
All that does is make her laugh more.
"I'm not the one with cute ears" You say, regretting it as she looks at you.
"You think they're cute?" She asks blushing a little.
"Um... yeah" You say, also blushing now.
"Thanks" She says smiling at you.
"Harley?" You say.
"Yeah?"
"Johns a FUCKING IDIOT" You yell turning around and seeing him spying on you.
"John what are you doing here?" Jade asks looking at him too.
"I was just leaving" He said, looking upset at seeing you two before going back inside to get away.
"I should go see what's wrong, you going to be alright here?" She asks standing up.
You want to tell no, and that you want her stay, but you know it's stupid.
"Of course, what kind of leader would I be if I can't handle being alone" You say, faking confidence.
"Alright Mr. Fearless leader" She says with one last smile before following after John and leaving you all alone.
You look down at where she was sitting, you feel bad again, and you hate yourself for not asking her to stay.
"I don't even care, it's just Harley" You say looking back out into space. "Just fucking Harley."
