I could hear his music play softly as I noiselessly turned the doorknob to our room. Beneath the music, I could hear a sigh, 'he must be frustrated' I thought. The door opened slowly as I was beginning my stealthy decent upon him, and then I saw it.
I froze in my place, silent, standing in the door frame, and if it could've, my heart would've shattered. Two alabaster bodies moved in synchronization, grabbing primitively at each other, and then I heard a breathy sigh "Edward".
My stomach lurched at the word. I couldn't move, I was frozen in place waiting, for what I didn't, know, perhaps for me to realize it was all a crazy delusion; and then I heard it, "Mmm, Tanya" he moaned, moving his face to her neck and burying himself into her strawberry blonde hair as he thrust hungrily into her. That was not my name. That was not me. Realization began to sink in, and I let out a gasp.
Apparently, my presence was now known, and they turned to look at me. Shock spread across their features and they laid there, heads turned, mouth agape, and still entwined. "How could you?" I whispered. Everything in me was breaking piece by piece, and I turned my back on them wishing desperately that I could crumble into nothing and mix with dirt, ceasing to exist.
I walked down the stairs, desperate to get away. Jasper and Alice turned towards me when they noticed my footsteps on the stairs. I could see myself through them, through there expressions, I could feel how I looked, empty. I couldn't even cry. I was shocked. The images kept playing through my mind, over and over again, each time zooming in closer on every detail; damn this vampire mind of mine!
"Bella?" Jasper and Alice said in unison. I just shook my head, not knowing what to say, if I could even speak. "What's wrong?" I shook my head and walked past them, out to the garage.
I was shaking as I stepped lightly into the silver Audi that was Edward's. His smell rushed around me shaking me to the bone with grief. I closed the door locking myself in the car. Gripping the steering wheel I was about to start the car when my chest contracted, pushing all air that occupied my lungs out, and pain surged through me, a tight squeezing over my entire body. My emotions had me in a vice, and they weren't letting go.
I sobbed. Dry painful sobs. I imagine they wrecked my body for a good ten minutes before I jumped, startled by a knock on the window. Jasper.
A/N: Very, very short, I realize, and I apologize. But It's filled with a lot to comprehend, for Bella at least. I hope you're enjoying thus far. Feedback would be appreciated. Decent amount of hits, but no new reviews :(. Anyways, Hope to post more soon.
-Shadow
p.s. I pray that this is the first story i finish =P
