As the doorbell rang Elena was startled for a short while because she wasnt prapared for noise of the bell , so she accidentally cut her hand with the knife she was going to put back into the cupboard .It started to bleed fast , so she pressed her other hand on the wound to make it stop bleeding , as she looked up to Katherine , she saw the vampire standing close to the wall , holding her hand in front of her mouth and her nose. Elena could also see the dark red eyes , which Katherine had even if she tried to look away . They both ignored the bell as it rang again.

From the beginning Katherine knew that it wouldnt be good to be there...it was a mistake and now her fears prove themselves. „Control yourself !" was the order that she gave herself again and again , but as longer she stood there it became more and more difficult not to attack Elena. She didnt wanted to hurt her , she didnt wanted to hurt anyone...and she needed to leave as fast as it would be possible for her . But suddenly a few drops of the blood fell to the ground and for Katherine it sounded like the blood would just wait for her to drink it. She couldnt handle the situation anymore , her sharp teeth began to hurt in her mouth , her eyes became more red than they were before and she ran in vampire speed towards Elena , grabbed her neck and bit her tight.

„Katherine...please stop it...please I beg you „ , Elena said. She was in pain and slowly became weak , but Katherine couldnt stop even if she kept on then in less then one second the front door of the house opened itself , which made really loud noise , almost sounding like something exploded there. And a few seconds later Bonnie was standing in the door frame of the kitchen and saw Katherine drinking Elenas blood , she needed to do something before Katherine would have killed Elena so she concentrated all her powers on Katherine and inflicted pain on her so she had to stop.

Katherine felt a pain in her head which was so bad that she had to stop , she fell to the ground , screaming in pain . Then she looked up and saw Bonnie who didnt seem to stop it , but anyway Katherine tried to get up. Elena who was a little shocked , aftaid and also worried stepped back and looked at both of them...

„Bonnie stop it ! You're hurting her !" , Elena shouted desperately

„And she was hurting you !" , Bonnie answered and stopped inflicting pain on Katherine for while, in this short moment the vampiress took the chance and ran outside in vampire speed. But Elena ran outside too and followed her , trying to find her , even if Bonnie was behind her trying to stop her .

„Katherine ?" Elena looked around „I know you're here ….." Elena could just feel that Katherine was around and then she saw her standing not far from her . Katherine was completely focused on her and still had her dark red eyes and Bonnie noticed that she was about to attack Elena again.

„Katherine" , Elena began again and slowly walked towards her

„Stay away from me !"

„I will not stay away...I know you didnt wanted to do this"

„That doesnt matter ….I told you to stay away !"this time Katherine shouted it because she almost lost control again

Elena stopped „Katherine please..."

Katherine just wanted to begin to run towards Elena again but before she could hurt her Bonnie inflicted pain on her again so she was distracted again. Falling down to the ground , screaming in pain Katherine looked up to Elena. Her eyes showed disappointment about herself , fear that she could lose control again and anger because of what she did. But there was another thing...an unbelievably strong kind of sadniss which made a river of tears run down Katherines cheek . Elena and Bonnie , they both were shocked about the vampires reaction on this situation , because they never saw a vampire as strong as Katherine crying so bad.

„Im so sorry Elena", Katherine whispered still crying

Elena showed Bonnie that she should better go , because Elena wanted to talk to Katherine alone

„Do you want to come back home with me ?" she asked quietly

„I cant and I wont...I hurt you...I cant forgive me my mistake"

„Im fine...I just dont know if I can start to trust you after what happened today" , Elena admitted.

„I know Im so sorry...please just forgive me someday" then Katherine stood up and ran away into the woods without looking back.

It started to get dark outside so Elena turned around and went back into her house . Something made her so sad and when she was inside the dark cold emptyness she always felt was back again. She wanted Katherine to be there again . Even after that one day she missed her .

With a few tears in her eyes she slowly walked upstairs and went into Katherines room , she sat down on the bed and looked around as she noticed an old book under the pillow of the bed . She took the book and saw a writing at the front of it. It said „The diary of Katerina Petrova 1475" , what made Elena become a little curious about it because she was intrested in knowing more about Katherine than the small parts of what she told Elena once. Elena wanted to know what Katherine truly felt when she lost her baby , and if everything was true about what she said. She hesitated. „Isnt it wrong to read in other peoples diaries...?" she asked to herself . She knew it was wrong and maybe she shouldnt do it , but then she opened the book and began to read.

15th of september , 1490...