Hi Dearies..... Im gonna right down my favourite quote of the day coz I love having a quote of the day it's awesome! Mmm let's see, oh I know:
"B.A.C.K Saw us a Bobby yesterday, He's back" – Lauren Conrad/The Hills
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Meredith and Derek had just finished their meal, and they decided to call it a night, He paid the cheque and the pair walked out of the restaurant with the tip of their fingers intertwined.
"So thanks for dinner, it was great" Meredith said as she and Derek began to make their way across the car park.
"You're welcome"
As they reached Derek's car he swerved in front of her to open the door. He figured that if he was still in competition with Finn he should treat Meredith like a queen, so to speak. But un-known to Derek Meredith had already broken up with him. As they buckled up Meredith started thinking about how and when she was going to tell Derek about her pregnancy, she didn't just want to blurt it out. She couldn't keep holding it off forever.
"So you're place or mine?" He asked putting the key into the ignition.
"Let's make it yours, I think there's some things we need to talk about" she said looking at him out of the corner of her eye. She knew he was staring at her; she could not bear to look at him.
"Yeah, sure" He replied turning the key to start the car.
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They pulled onto Derek's muddy land 15 minutes later, it was already pretty dark, just the way Meredith liked it, so quite and peaceful all they could hear was the sound of the rain falling onto the roof of the jeep. They both sat in silence, for a while. Watching the rain fall around them.
"This place hasn't changed a bit" Meredith laughed.
"I know...you wanna come inside?" he smiled
Derek turned of the engine and jumped out of the car to run to Meredith's side. He took off his coat and held it over Meredith's head, trying to keep her dry. They began to run towards the door of his trailer when Meredith felt a sudden rush of nausea. "Oh crap no now" she thought, as Derek fumbled with his keys trying to unlock the door. Meredith was desperately trying to hold down her meal.
Derek finally opened to the door then stepped inside and switched the lights the heater on. Suddenly Meredith ran past him and headed straight to the toilet to empty the contents of her stomach.
"Meredith?" Derek asked as he ran to her side.
As she was vomiting, Derek stood behind her rubbing her back in a circular motion holding her hair up out of the way.
"You ok?" he asked
"Im fine" she answered as she rose up and flushed the toilet. "I just need a glass of water... And gum"
"Ha-ha, sure" he smiled.
As he was filling Meredith's glass with water he watched as she made her way over to his bed, she sat down and began fiddling with her watch on her wrist.
"Ok, you need a change of clothes" he said as he handed her the glass and gum. He opened his draw and pulled out a red hoody and a pair of grey sweat pants, after all it was pretty cold in the trailer.
"Here put these on you look freezing" he said handing her the clothes,
"Thanks..."she said after taking a sip of her water, Derek stood there for a moment staring at her with is soothing grey eyes as she chewed on the gum he had had given her.
"Derek!" She proclaimed,
"Sorry, I'll wait outside" he smiled before turning towards the door. The rain had lighten off a little, so Derek took out his umbrella and stood at the edge of the deck outside admiring the view of the city he could see in the distance. It wasn't long before his mind wandered back to Meredith. All he wanted was to hold her; he could see that something was playing on her mind, if only she would open up and tell him.
Meredith sat on the bed thinking about Derek and their unborn baby; she loved him so much;
"What if he's was not ready for a child? Am I? Oh shut up Meredith" She thought.
Once she had changed into Derek's dry clothes she stood up and made her way to his small kitchen and threw hers in the tumble dryer. She disposed her gum into the trash and walked back to the bedroom and perched herself at the bottom of the bed.
"Derek?" she shouted
"Yeah" he replied opening the trailer door and peering inside "You ok?"
"Yeah im fine" she said walking over to him smiling
He removed his coat and threw it on the couch he then stood there in silence for a moment admiring her beautiful smile,
"Look... You're married, you're married and you said things to me." Meredith began, trying to break the fixation he had on her.
"Yes, I said things to you" Derek replied leaning in closer to her,
"Normally, I would like the things you said to me. But you're married and it makes none of this normal. It makes me a home wrecker and I hate the fact that I'm a home wrecker." She explained, watching as his body react to her voice, the more she spoke the more he leaned into her.
"Meredith. I'm not going to pressure you. Take all the time you need. But just so you have all the information, my home was wrecked well before you came into the picture and I am done trying to rebuild it." He said leaning his face closer to hers.
"You're done?" she said raising an eyebrow.
"Yes, im done. Whatever you decide im ending it with Addison" he said softly, with his lips lingering inches away from hers "Tomorrow!"
"You have said this before."
"I know but this time I mean it. I'm gonna come clean just as soon as I see her"
"You are?" she asked raising her head to his.
"I am." He smiled at her gently, and they glazing into each others eyes for moment. Meredith knew that if this went on any further she would have no chance in telling him about her being pregnant. He leaned over to her further and placed his lips tenderly on hers. He moved his hands around her waist and she clasped hers around to the back of his neck, returning the kiss. After a moment she pulled away, Derek looked into her beautiful grey eyes, thinking about how much he wanted her at hat moment. Then he kissed her again this time more passionately, his tongue brushing against her lips, as if he where asking permission to enter her mouth, she approved and opened her mouth slightly to let him in, one of his hands moved up to her face and round to the back of her head and tangled in her hair, the other was placed firmly on the small of her back. At this point Meredith just felt like melting into his arms, he began kissing her more intensely and he started to walk her backwards towards the bed.
"Derek!" she said gasping for air,
"Yeah" he answered still continuing the journey to the bed while still kissing her swollen lips passionately.
"Derek..." she gasped once again, but her thought process was over powered by the overwhelming feeling of him touching and kissing her.
"Mmm" he replied lowering her onto the bed. He lifted him self on top of her and began pecking at her neck slowly.
"Im...im..." she stuttered that was probably the closest she'd got to telling him her secret all night.
She began to moan at the sensation of his lips caressing her neck. He moved one of his hands from her waist up to the side of her breast and the other was placed under her left thigh, which he then lifted so her leg raised up and perched itself at the bottom of his spine. He lifted himself up and hovered over her, grinning cheekily "Am I still points ahead?" he asked before lowering him self onto her again, kissing her neck.
"Mmm...Hmm, but...Ahh, Derek there is one thing...we... need to...to talk about!" she panted, the hot touch of his lips and tongue caressing against the side of her neck made her feel so hot and flushed.
"It can wait" he replied, moving his lips up her jaw line, and tightening his grip on her.
"Screw this just tell him!" she thought,
"Im Pregnant!" she blurted out.
He pulled his lips from hers and stared at her expressionless.
"What?" he asked, while still lying on top of her. "You're pregnant?"
"Yeah..." she answered staring at him with a concerned look on her face.
Derek lifted himself of her and walked into the small kitchen area, leaving Meredith still a bit flustered on the bed. He began to slowly pace up and down the kitchen a few times trying to process this information. He turned around and looked at Meredith who was making her way over to him.
"Derek! Are you ok?" she asked, taking his hand and in hers.
"Erm...I don't know..." he replied letting go of her hand before taking a seat on the couch. He placed his head between his hands and ran his hands through his thick hair.
"Who's the..." he asked looking up at her.
"You...are" she answered taking a seat next to him. "Derek? Are you..."
"Fine, yeah im good, it's just...oh god" taken aback from the information he just received he felt like he was about to faint. "I just need a moment to...you know, process this"
"Ok...well whenever you're, you know, ready." She could hear him breathing heavily, not knowing what so say or do so she placed her hand on top of his and squeezed it in reassurance.
"Are you gonna keep it?" he said looking into her eyes all hopeful, wishing and praying that she was going to say yes.
"Yeah, of course, Derek...it's OUR baby" she smiled squeezing his hand again, he returned the smile, but still his eyes never left hers.
"We're having a baby, Derek" she said softly. As she was looking into his eyes she could see they had begun to well up with tears, just seeing him like that made her eyes fill up with tears.
A tear escaped from one of his eyes and slowly fell down his cheek bone, Meredith noticed this and raised her hand and slowly wiped it away with her thumb. He loved her touch; her fingers were so tiny, so gentle. Meredith continued to gaze into his eyes, waiting for a response.
"Yeah...we're having a baby!" he smiled placing his hand on top of her stomach. He kissed her on the forehead, and then began to watch his own hand rubbing up and down slightly on her abdomen where his baby lay.
"Yeah!" she replied looking away from him terrified.
Mwahaha im soo proud of my self its unreal lol! Not being big headed or anything it's just this is some good stuff considering that it's coming from me! LOL
Annnywaaays.... Thanks for reading. Don't forget to review please, coz it gives me more confidence, and makes me wanna write more! TTFM TATA for now
