I haven't writen for awhile cause i've been busy but not that much happen'd...
Tenderheart just can't sto-p with the mean comments can he. Today he passed me a note saying "'Heard your father was in the hospital... must be a curse can't wait till it comes to you lol" Totally mean right? Well gtg to dinner.
OMG!! You'll never guess what happen'd at dinner. So i was just silently eating like i usually do then she says "Your Father wants you to go see him" And i'm all like "Well i don't wanna go see him" She's all like."But he really wants to see you he hasn't seen you seen he's gotten in the hospital" So i was all like "Well he treats me like dirt why would i want to see him" Then she say"Cause he's your father and he's been lonely the whole time he's been in there" Then i kinda put down the law."GREAT!! HE DESERVES IT. HE THE WORST FATHER EVER TO LIVE AND HE NEVER CARES WHEN I GET SEASED IN CLASS AND HE ALWAYS COMES HOME DRUNK!!. SO LET HIM BE LONELY FOR ALL I CARE!!" Then she just looked at me suprised. and we were silent the rest of dinner.
Funshine is totally cool. He's like a total ecape from my life from hell. I just came back from the arcade were we were hanging. Somtimes when i'm with him i totally forget that my life has totally went down the drains somtimes i find myself totally forgeting that my mom ever dies and thinking that when i come home i'll come home to a house with the sweet smell of cookies in the air and my mom humming as she reads her book then she'll greet me and offer me a cookie and ofcourse i'll say yes and it will be a choclate chip my fave. Then she'll pour me a glass of milk and we'll all sit in the living room talking obout our day... Oh how great would it be to have all that again instead i have the messed life i have.
