Renji's POV
I followed Ichigo to school. I watched him sitting in the classroom through the window. I watched him share lunch with Orihime from the brush outside….I even watched them share I kiss.
I felt my heart ruin. I wanted to start screaming.
Once Orihime and Ichigo went back inside for classes, I left to go back to Urahara's shop. I walked a lonely road, with my hands at my side.
"Renji!" I heard a familiar voice. I turned around, it was Uryuu Ishida.
"Shouldn't you be in school?" I smiled.
Uryuu pushed up his glasses and winced a little, "I have better things to do than sit in a classroom all day. Besides…It's a nice day to do some training." Uryuu said as he began to walk away.
"Hey!" I stopped him. Maybe he could give me a little advice on how to get Ichigo. He turned and looked at me, "Do you need a training partner?"
Uryuu winced, then nodded, "Sure."
Uryuu had shown me where he liked to do his training. It was a peaceful area next to a waterfall. It was surrounded by brush and trees; it was pretty secluded.
I had gotten Zabimaru from Kisuke's, and Uryuu changed into his Quincy uniform. I approached him, "You ready?"
Uryuu drew an arrow out and nodded.
I raised Zabimaru, "Bankai!" I howled, as my zanpakuto transformed. Zabimaru hissed and prepared to attack.
Uryuu shot an arrow, I blocked it with Zabimaru. It was my turn to attack, I whipped Zabimaru at Uryuu. He dodged it and aimed an arrow at me as he landed on a rock.
I grinned, "You don't mess around do you?"
"Nope." He hesitated, then continued, "I know training wasn't the real reason you came here. "
"What are you talking about?"
"You're here because you want to know how to get Ichigo."
He caught me. Dammit.
I nodded. Uryuu approached me, "I think I just might be able to help." He smiled.
"Help?"
"Yeah, why don't you tell me what's going on with you and Ichigo." Uryuu sat down on a rock and crossed one leg over the other.
I put Zabimaru away, then sat down on the ground by Uryuu. "Well, I've been in love with my captain since I joined squad six. However, I have fallen for Ichigo now… and I'm so confused." I hled my hands together and bit my lip, "I love them both."
Uryuu nodded, "Looks like you're in deep. Here's what I think," he settled himself then continued, "Just do what you think is right. Go with the one you love more. If you love Byakuya more, you'd go back to the soul society with him. If you love Ichigo more, you'd stay here."
I thought hard what Uryuu had said.
Who do I love more?
Ichigo's POV
I ran as fast I my legs would run to Urahara's shop. My breath was short but I still pushed myself harder. What was this sensation? I had it ever since Renji called and said it was an emergency.
~Flashback~
I sat in my room at my desk. I heard my cell phone ring. I reached over to get it. "Hello?" I answered hazily.
"Ichigo, it's me, Renji."
I got up quickly, "Renji?"
"Ichigo, can you come to Urahara's shop? It's very important." His voice was raspy, as if he had been crying.
"Yeah, sure, I'll be there soon." I grabbed a jacket, and glanced at my clock; It was eight at night. I'd have to sneak out.
I opened my bedroom window and slipped out.
~End Of Flashback~
I burst through the door of Urahara's shop. Renji sat at the small table. I approached him, "Renji, what is it?"
Renji looked down. He looked back up with pain in his eyes, "I'm going back to the soul society…with Byakuya."
My eyes widened, "You're…wha—"
"I leave tomorrow morning…I'm sorry." I could tell he was holding back tears.
"Renji…" I held back my own tears. I headed towards the door, and opened it. I stood in the doorway, " I love you." I murmured as I quickly gazed at the man I fell in love with. His eyes amplified, I closed the door behind me, and I began to run.
When I arrived home, I laid in my bed sleepless. All I could think about was Renji. I rolled over to my side to check my clock, it was ten at night. Damn. I knew what I had to do.
Renji's POV
Instead of sleeping in the same room as Byakuya, I slept in my own room. I wanted to be alone.
My mind raced with thoughts of Ichigo. God, I'm going to miss him; His orange hair, his smile, and his touch. I do love him…but I just can't. He's human, and I'm a shinigami.
I heard the door slide open. I turned my head to see who it was. My eyes widened. It was Ichigo.
Ichigo approached me slowly, trying not to make much sound. He kneeled next to me, "Renji…" he leaned towards my face. I sat up to avoid him. He came in closer. His lips were so close to mine, I got caught up in his lust. He pressed his forehead against mine "...Kiss me." He whispered. Ichigo wrapped his legs around my hips, and his arms around my neck.
I couldn't resist, our lips collided together. I pushed my tongue into Ichigo's mouth. Our tongues swirled around each other. Ichigo moaned with anticipation. I went down to his neck, then his chest.
"Renji…tell me you love me." Ichigo said between kisses.
I hesitated, "Ichigo…" I pushed him away. "This is wrong. I…I can't do this! You're a human and…I'm a shinigami—"
Ichigo kissed me, "Shut up." He hissed as he continued to kiss me. He stripped our clothes off.
"Ichigo, no…someone will hear us…"
Ichigo gave me an I-don't-care look. He thrust himself in, "Ah! Ichigo…gimme…more." I moaned. His push became faster, I bit my lip to keep myself from screaming. I gripped the blankets tightly. "Ichigo…" Ichigo pressed his chest on my back, I could feel his heartbeat. His heart was racing so fast.
I smiled at him, "I love you."
Ichigo smiled back, he put his hand to my chest, "I can feel your heartbeat."
I felt myself blush. I kissed his neck, "Why is it that you manage to keep stealing my heart away?"
I put my hand on his face, he was burning up. "Renji…I love you. Is there a limit to how much you can love someone? My love for you is infinite." Ichigo laid down beside me. He hugged me tensely, so hard, that I swore we could become one.
With his arms around me, I knew he was the one. My endless love…My Ichigo.
