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I laid in bed the whole night, thinking only of Alexander. The way his lips touched my skin and sent tingles up my body and the way he looks into your eyes and sees your soul and the way he shirt clings to his skin and the way he puts his hair so that it looks like he has bangs and he looks so hot and am I falling for him? I guess I am I never wanted to like anybody so I just kept to myself I was scared to let someone hold my heart scared that they might crush it and I would be a soulless, heartless girl. I may now let myself fall in love, fall in love with that that one, my one. But what if I get myself crushed, maybe I should take a risk, take a major risk. Give myself to him,what if he already has a girlfriend then what would I do. Well I will say yes if he asks but till then, I will leave it to destiny, hoping that she was on my side. With that in my head I fell asleep.

Alexander's POV

That girl from school, she seemed different maybe moving here was a good idea, I have trying to convince myself that ever since I stepped on the plane and I haven't been doing a good job. She seemed sweet, and different. I liked different, I wanted different, I was different. But as I though about her Luna came in my mind, laughing, tousling my hair, making me laugh. I though that we were going to be best friends forever but then one day she had shown up at the graveyard dressed in a lace black dress with my whole family saying that we were going to have a convent ceremony. But I did not want that, I did not want to be bonded to anyone, I wanted to be free so I just ran and I did not look back. That night when I moved here was when I first met her, beautiful- in the short time I had known her I had forgotten to ask her name. I was blinded my her beauty, her black hair, brown eyes. Those sharp cheekbones and the musical way she laughed. The way she scowled at me when I got her mad. I felt that she shared part of my soul, if I even had one. What if she truly found out what I was? What would she do then? Would she run? Would she stay? I was dieing to find out and if I did not I would lose her and I would lose myself. Because I knew she had it and if she had it, I wouldn't fade away. I would live and I would be able to go away far away from here, possibly with her. I just have to keep my act on longer, see if she falls in love with me and when she does I would not only have her love but I would have the secret. The secret to stop myself from fading away. I looked down at my hand when my grandmother's ring was, the ring that she gave me as she died. The ring that allowed me to go out in the sun. But I just needed one more thing, that necklace. That necklace that consisted of the way to break my horrible curse. The curse where I would truly die if I did not find it. The curse which destiny had tied me to, because I did what she asked me not to do. A simple mistake, a mistake that I will never be sorry for. But that necklace-, I desperately needed that necklace. And I would do anything to get it. Because if I did, the curse would be broken and I would be free!

Jagger's POV

I would find him, I would find him, drive a stake through his heart and then we would be avenged. He took the love of my of sister. My best friend, how was he even that ugly ugly word. Ramona had finally done some good and she got what she wanted. To be immortal. And she was, just until I killed her. But she made sure that he had that curse, and made the necklace and gave it to me to hide. The necklace would never find him, even over my dead body which no one will find, because I will never die. I will never let anyone kill me. But if I do die, I will make sure to pull Alexander to hell with me. Because we both deserved it and I knew where he was, it would just be a little while before I find him and kill him, or maybe I would just let the curse do that. I wouldn't mind seeing him torture. But that girl, whoever she was could be very handy to me She seems to follow the line of people who fell in love with that pathetic excuse for a vampire. She would be mine, she will be mine. That is another vow I am making. But lets just see where time and destiny takes us. Because I can already tell that revenge is going to be sweet!