Jasper didn't listen to anything else Alice had to say about the vision. He jumps off of the bed and runs at vampire speed out the door and to Stefan's house. He hopes really hopes that he won't be late.

Stefan didn't want to end his life. It wasn't something he knew he couldn't go though with but he also knew he can't keep living like this. Stefan knows no one will miss him and his father will be overjoyed when he walks in and sees him dead. He will be with his mother and sister again and its all he wanted. He wanted this pain to end and finally after years of living with it, he was going to end it, end his life.

Stefan goes to the bathroom and grabs his dad's sleeping pills and goes back to his room with them. He sits on the edge of his bed and opens the pill bottle. He squeezes it in his hand with tears going down his face. He couldn't back out now. He needed to do this. It would be better for everyone if he was gone. When he is about to swallow all of the pills, someone knocks them to the ground and when Stefan looks up to see who it was, he was surprised to see it was Jasper.

'W-What are you doing here?'

Jasper notices his emotions were all over the place. He can see that the real Stefan was showing right now, not the fake one like he makes everyone else believe.

'The better question is what do you think your doing? Why were you going to kill yourself Stefan?'

'Its none of your business. Whatever I have going on is my problem and not anyone else's. Just get out.'

Jasper knew this wasn't going to be easy with him. He was use to holding everything inside and not opening up to anyone. Not even Nessie knew any of what he was going though. Jasper knows she probably notices things that were off with him but she didn't bother to talk to him about it but now Jasper didn't care. He was going to make this boy talk. If he has fight him all day to just get him to talk, he will do it.

'I'm not leaving. Not when your like this. If I leave I know you will try it again and there is no way its happening. Talk to me Stefan.'

Stefan couldn't take it anymore. He didn't want him here. He didn't want him to stop him. He wanted to be gone. He needed to do this and he didn't care. He wasn't going to talk. He is going to do what he wants.

Stefan gets up and goes for the pills again but Jasper tackles him to the ground and no matter how much Stefan struggled to get those pills, Jasper wasn't letting it happen.

'Let go of me! I need them! I want to die! Please!'

Jasper's undead heart was breaking right now hearing all of this come out of his mouth and hearing his crying was tearing him apart inside. Jasper views Stefan as his younger brother and will do whatever he can to help him right now.

'No Stefan I won't let you do this. You have to calm down. I know you don't want to do this. Its just your thoughts taking over. Listen to me Stef, you don't have to kill yourself. You can talk to me instead of doing this. Please just calm down and talk to me. I'll be here for you and I promise I won't leave you.'

Stefan bites his lip and wipes his tears away. He sees in Jasper's face that every thing he said wasn't a lie. For once he believed what he was saying. He stops fighting Jasper. After 5 mins just to make sure he was done, Jasper lets go of him and Stefan sits on the ground with his back against his wall.

'Please talk to me Stefan. What's going on with you? Why were you going to do this?'

Stefan knew he had to get the truth out finally to him. If he doesn't then there was no way he was going to get out of this mess that he is in. With a deep breath, Stefan finally talks about what he was holding inside for years.

'When my mother and older sister died when I was 9 my life changed for the worst. My dad use to be a loving, caring father but he started drinking a lot and it took control of him and his mind. When I was 10 he started hitting me and calling me names and he wishes I died instead of my mother and sister. It got so bad for me that I didn't care if I lived or died.'

Stefan closes his eyes and tries to hold back his tears. Opening up right now was so hard for him but he knew he needed to do this. He couldn't keep all of this inside anymore.

Stefan decides to show him his arm since he had nothing to lose since he told him everything else. Jasper sees him pull up his sleeve and when he sees the cuts and scars all up and down his arm he was shocked about it. He didn't know what to say. It hurts him inside to know no one noticed the abuse or that he was depressed and resulted in hurting himself to make it all go away. He grabs his arm and traces his finger over each cut and scar and has venom tears coming down his face.

'I started this 3 months ago since I had no other way to deal with it all. Instead of killing myself I did this instead'

Jasper sees the hurt and pain all over his face and the tears he was trying to hold back. Instead of saying anything Jasper takes a hold of him and hugs him tight to him which makes the tears Stefan was holding come out. Stefan grips onto Jasper and doesn't want to let go. For once he felt safe and was relieved he told someone about this all. He didn't have to keep it all to himself anymore and that made him feel a little better inside.