They always said not to talk to strangers.
I never liked that rule.
If we don't talk to new people how would we ever meet anyone new?
Talking to the same people all the time is silly.
I should have taken their advice.
In the end, they are always right.
Talking to people used to be my favorite hobby.
I loved hearing other people's life stories.
Taking it all in I would keep it bottled in my chest,
every minute detail,
each little tidbit precious information.
I don't talk to people now.
Silence is my ally.
I am trying though.
Yesterday,
when the waiter asked if I needed anything I actually responded.
'Napkins please.'
It may seem stupid
But,
It's something.
Maybe I can learn to trust again?
It's going to take a while
I may trip and stumble
But maybe I can mingle with the strangers once more?
