They always said not to talk to strangers.

I never liked that rule.

If we don't talk to new people how would we ever meet anyone new?

Talking to the same people all the time is silly.

I should have taken their advice.

In the end, they are always right.

Talking to people used to be my favorite hobby.

I loved hearing other people's life stories.

Taking it all in I would keep it bottled in my chest,

every minute detail,

each little tidbit precious information.

I don't talk to people now.

Silence is my ally.

I am trying though.

Yesterday,

when the waiter asked if I needed anything I actually responded.

'Napkins please.'

It may seem stupid

But,

It's something.

Maybe I can learn to trust again?

It's going to take a while

I may trip and stumble

But maybe I can mingle with the strangers once more?