Logan's POV

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN NOT FIND CARLOS?" I heard Gustavo yell at James and Kendall, while I was waiting for them outside his office. I could not go inside with them to tell Gustavo and Kelley that they could not find Carlos after he ran out on us when he saw me kiss Camille. I knew he was going to be furious with me when he finds out that I was the cause for Carlos leaving the apartment yesterday.

"We have looked every where for him and have not been able to find him. He left the apartment yesterday upset after an argument that he had with Logan" Kendall told Gustavo and Kelley.

"What did Logan do that made Carlos that upset? They are the most cutest couple Hollywood has ever since you and James, Kendall" Kelley said to Kendall.

Well that is true Carlos and I were the second cutest couple Hollywood has ever after Kendall and James because when we got here they were already a couple and they let all our fans to be that they were dating and that they were not interest in any body else. They also announced their relationship in front all the Palmwoods actors and actress stating that they were happy to be with each other and nobody and nothing was going to separate them from each other.

"Well me and James were coming back from our date and we saw Carlos outside the apartment door. We could see that he was in deep thought because he was just standing there and looking at the door. When we approach him he was about to open the door and he seemed very happy. I asked him that he seemed happy and he said why would he not be happy if he had the best boyfriend in Logan and that he would never cheat on him. And then James started to say to him that I was the best boyfriend and that I would never cheat on him either. Which is true I would never cheat on him" Kendall said. Why do Kendall and James always have to bring up their relationship clearly the world does revolve around them and their relationship. Not everybody's relationship is as perfect as theirs. Carlos and I have had our up and downs since we started to date and the argument we had yesterday was the biggest one yet.

"Kendall you are getting off topic. This is not about you and James, it is about Logan and Carlos argument" I heard Kelley tell Kendall from outside the office. Finally somebody tells them that the world does not revolve around them and their relationship.

"Sorry, well after that James and I started to make out and Carlos just stare at us in disbelief and walked in to the apartment. When we heard him call Logan's name we broke apart and went in to the apartment to see what had happen. When we inside next to Carlos we saw Logan and Camille on the couch with their mouths wide open in surprise that Carlos caught them making out on our couch. We were surprised that Logan could be just stupid to make out with Camille in our apartment when he knows his boyfriend could be walking in to it at any moment. And that was exactly what happen Carlos walked in to them making on the couch. Carlos talked for a bite and then he said he needed air so he walked out of the apartment. After that Camille left with a smile like she just accomplished to break up Carlos and Logan for good in which she did. When she left James started to yell at Logan. The only thing I could do at the moment was to stare in to space and let every thing sink in to me on what just occurred in the apartment. When I spoke to Logan and told him I was really disappointed in him and after we told him me and James were going to look for Carlos. He wanted to come with us but we told him to wait at the apartment just in case Carlos return before we could find him. James and I went to the park and Carlos favorite corn dog stand and we could not find him anywhere. About two hours later when there was no sign of him we gave up and head back to the apartment. James broke down on the couch when we arrived. I asked Logan if Carlos was there when he came out of his room and he said there was no sign of him there. He also broke down when we told him we also did not have any look with finding Carlos. He collapse on the floor and broke down" Kendall said.

I have a feeling that at any minute Gustavo is going to come out of his office pissed off and start yelling at me. And right on cue Gustavo opened his office door and he looked furious than ever before. He walked towards me and grabbed me from my shirt.

" WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING! WHAT AM I NOW SUPPOSED TO DO WITH ONLY THREE DOGS WHEN I SIGNED FOUR! Gustavo asked me with a tone that scared the shit out of me.

"I am sorry Gustavo but Carlos did not let me explain that the kiss with Camille did not mean anything to mean. I also have been beating my self up for not stopping him from walking out the apartment. And do not worry I will look for Carlos till I find him and if I do not find him u will quit the band and James and Kendall keep on being Big Time Rush with out us. It was really James dream to be the singer and Kendall is here to be his moral support. I was only doing this to be with Carlos" I said.

"Yeah you think you can quit the band when you want. Well think again it is not that easy. I am going to do my best and convince Griffin on letting you'll be only three in the band till Carlos returns if he does decide to return. Mean while all three of you get out of my face and go back to your apartment I can not stand seeing your face right now" Gustavo told me when he released me from his grip. I did not notice that James, Kendall and Kelley were watching every thing that Gustavo told me.

With out a word the three of us walked out of the office and got in to the limo to take us back to the apartment. On the way back the ride was silent the same way it was when we headed to Gustavo office. James was still not talking to me and Kendall was disappointed that I was capable kissing Camille when I am dating Carlos. I was looking out the window and looking up at the sky praying that we find Carlos soon and that he is safe where ever he is.

When were inside the apartment I retrieved into Carlos and mine room. I was tired because all last night I stayed awake crying my eyes out hoping that Carlos would return soon.

I do not know when I feel asleep but when I did I had the best flashback of Carlos and mine first date.

Flashback

Carlos and I were walking down the street hand in hand. We have been a couple for 3 days now and we were finally having our first date. We are heading to the movies to watch Carlos favorite movie Chronicles of Narnia but he does not know that yet. He thinks we are going to watch Paranormal Activity 2, because I love scary movies but he does not. When we got to the movie theater box office he took out his wallet and started to look for hos credit. Was he seriously thinking that I was going to let him pay for his own ticket? Well he is very mistaken.

"Carlos, what do you think you are doing?" I asked.

"I am paying for my ticket" he said.

"No Carlos I am going to buy your ticket because I was the one to ask you out on a date so the boyfriend has to buy the ticket for his boyfriend or girlfriend" I said.

He started to blush when I called him my boyfriend. We were really not used to be being together yet but it was the best choice I have ever made. I walked up to the window and asked for two Chronicles of Narnia tickets. He looked confused at me and I just shrugged at him. When I had the tickets in my hand we walked in to the movie theater and handed our tickets to the attendant at the door.

"Can we buy some snacks and candy?" Carlos asked me shyly fearing that I would say no.

"Sure" I said.

When we got to the counter he got popcorn sour patch candy, sour skittles, gummy bears and a hot dog. My Carlitos can eat a lot when he is nervous that is why I love him. I got a soda and popcorn. We were going to share the soda together. We walked in to the movie and waited for the movie.

After the movie was done we went to get some Chinese food and head back to the apartment. When we were done eating we went in to our room and make out the rest of the day.

It was the best first date ever.

End of Flashback

I really wish that Carlos will come back so when can have more dates like that with each other. And I was also planning on asking Carlos to marry me the next month or so but it would not be possible any more for a while.