The chapter 4 :D

In this one,they sort of start to talk about a thing Posy is a little concerned about,because she's 32 and well,somehow the thought about comitting their lifes crosses her mind. Read,review? And by the way,notice my note at the end of the chap.

-I'm home,- Posy heard a familiar

voice,comming from the door. Chris walked into living room,looking tired as always and gave Posy a light kiss on the mouth.

-hey,-she said,sticking off of him,- how was your day going?

- It was good actually,- Chris said,obviously proud of himself,- told that he's going to make a big promotion in the management section,at the end of this week.

-Oh that's awesome,- Posy couldnt help but smile,- Im sure your going to get that,Chris.

- Well,I still have some guys to compete with,- he said,pulling down his T-shirt,- although,lately I get almost the best results in the team.

- I'm sure he's going to name you,- Posy said,still grinning,- you know,we should actually celebrate it a little.

- But there's really nothing settled yet,I may get it and may not,- Chris said,putting up a clean white shirt,- as I said,it's gonna be only at the end of the week.

- But still,- Posy said,lightly kissing Chris on the lips,- we could get a little bit of CELEBRATION tonight.

It was 1 am,and Posy still couldn't sleep. Something,just something in her mind was signifacing,that things were going wrong. She looked at Chris,who was still sleeping,peacefully cravled under their bed sheat. Was he ever dreaming about her?,Posy thought,pulling a little closer to him. Sometimes Posy did dreamed about him. Okay,these dreams were mostly filled with action and paranormal effects,such as when she was dreaming,that she's lost in Amazona jungle and he was one of those super cool savior guys who came to protect her from a giant gorilla; but her point was,that she did thought about Chris,even in a sleep. Was he feeling the same way about her? That's what she couldn't tell. Indeed,Posy was almost thirty-two now,and she still was not married. Or engaged. She had no idea was it because of what Kara had said at the lunch table or because she and Chris just had a sweet night together,but Posy started to seriously think,shouldn't she nudge him to get more in charge of their relations,to take advance and pop the ring out soon. However,she thought,putting her head on Chris's muscular chest,she was hoping that he'll make the first step soon.

-Goodmorning Pose,- Chris gave her a huge cup of morning coffe,- slept well?

- yeah,I did,- she said,yawning out loud,then went up to Chris and hugged him from the back,- morning,Chris.

- It's the big day today,- Chris said,sipping his coffee,- promotion thing,remember? I did not expected to get THAT pumped up for this.

- Ahh,Im sure you'll do great,- Posy pecked him on the cheek,later lips,- I'll just have my fingers crossed for you.

- Thanks,babe,- he turned to face her and put up a smile,- I love you,Poo.

-And I love you,as well,- she said,finally sitting down at the counter,- alot.

Chris told nothing,just gave her a quick butterfly kiss and finished drinking his morning latte.

Posy thought,by taking a sip of her hot drink,if he'd get promoted,would he get less time for her? Well,ofcourse he would,promotion's a big thing,so she guessed,he'll have full arms of work. Your thirty-two Pose,she unconsciously made a note to herself,if you wont get SERIOUSLY together right now,you may wont get together EVER.

-So I was thinking,- she suddenly started talking,quite unsure about herself,though,- we're together for two years now and it's really long. I mean,for two people,sharing a relationship. Dont you think?

Chris looked up to her from his morning gazette and nodded his head in agreement. What was she about to say? She couldnt just let him know about her secret fears of not ever getting married,at least not at the breakfast table. No,she had to be smart and give just a little punch in the right direction,enough for him to understand things on his own.

- and well,alot of people gets like together TOGETHER,after this long while,- Posy carefully started,feeling herself weird already,that she quickly added,- for example,Mark and Lisa got married pretty fast.

Okay,Posy thought,this was not going good. Oh no,this was going terrible,just terrible. Why the hell she had to mention Mark and Lisa? She could even see his face expressions changing from one to another.

- They did,indeed,- Chris told,putting down his gazette,- but they also had the rush. Because of the baby,I mean.

Yes,things were going bad,Posy concluded. Mark and Lisa was a bad example even just because of the fact Chris had dated Lisa before. Then she got cheating on him with Mark,an extremely handsome fittness trenner,with those georgeous abbs and definately hot guy smile,and THEN the baby had been created and well,there was a huge explanation with Chris and not getting into the details much,she had married Mark three months after.

For god's sake,Posy was hoping Chris wont misundestand what she said. She really wasnt pregnant,either way cheating on him. Oh no,no no. She really was not that type of girls who could ever pretend to be a smart cookie. Not EVER.

- Yes,well I didnt wanted to start talking about them,Im sorry,- Posy said,apologizing,- I just wanted to... emm... Oh what am I talking,just lets pretend I havent said a word.

- I understood you,babe,- Chris suddenly said,putting Posy closer to himself,- I was thinking,too. Well,sometimes one thought did crossed my mind,quite alot actually.

-Oh,- Posy told,not sure what she should've been saying then,- oh.

- well... If you would like to... I mean,I would love to...,- Chris started,trying to choose the best words apparently,- we could like... Get together like... That.

-Cool,- Posy said,immediately concidering how stupid her answer was. Ofcourse,she should've said,she'd love to! She'd die for that. But all she could answer was cool,like a cliche phrase from some odd teenager movies. Great job,Pose.

-I mean,I would love to,- she said,getting out of her thoughts fast.

Chris smiled to her,lighty stroking her cheek with his right thumb,- so I guess we should. Maybe tonight we could like... Talk things out more... Seriously. But now I actually must be going,no need to be late this morning. I'll call you from work later,okay?

-sure,love,- she said,exchanging kisses,-good luck,Chris!

And as he walked out the front door,Posy made a huge jump like when she was nine years old,and flied into their messy bed,and for the rest two hours,could not help but smile.

This chapter somehow represents what Posy thinks of things,and I know with every chapter the story is getting worse and worse,so for now this is the last chapter wich I'm updating. I just need some fresh ideas,words and stuff,so I wouldn't make crap out of me by writing a pointless story. However,please tell me your honest opinion on this,and well,this is the style wich i'm writing in,so if you dislike or anything,I'm OK with that.

Hugs,

A.