Harry pov

As I walk up to the stage I feel people staring at me. when I get up there I look at the teachers tabel and look both of my parents and say , I hope you finally get it who I really am I didint ask to wind up like this .Here i close my eye`s and then i open them and glare at my Brother and see him flinch . I continue , I was raisd this way unloved , and unwanted so here you go.

By the time I was finished about half the people were wide eye`d , crying or in shock.

I Decided to just get it over with.

Step one, you say we need to talk

He walks, you say sit down, it's just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left, and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

You begin to wonder why you came

Why , why don`t they care about me like alex I mean sure I understand having to train him but still I`m there son to!

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

No one care`s I wonder what would happen if they found me one day in my room or dorm ether hanging from a rope tied to the seling or bleading out with my wrists slit open?

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all, you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

And I pray to God he hears you

Would they get him a grave and if so why it wasent like they cared any way.

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

So then , whats stopping me I mean no one would even so much as blink if I died hell they would probely dance on my grave if they get me one

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Why not just do it and get it over with I know the longer I wait the harder it will be.

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Thats it I`m going to do it tonight by the black lake.

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

They wont miss me

How to save a life

How to save a life

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

The only one who would miss me will Be Kitty I hope she forgives me.

Where did I go wrong?

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life

when I was done people claped I say my parents sitting there with shocked look`s on there faces coping a fish

after the feast I walk`t down to the lake.

Ah you`ll just have to wait and see hahaha I`m evil like that.

and to make it even better I have to go to bed right now.