hey guys Astrid here with, once again, a brand new chapter to 'willingly yours' I hope you guys like the story so far, I'm really trying to make this story a good one, please be easy on me. Again thoughts, ideas, and suggestions are welcome!

Astrid: *sniffling in a corner* why would you make Sonic betray me like that?

Me: I had to, it's how the story is, you were meant to be betrayed, don't worry I'll make it all better I promise.

Astrid: You better!

Anyway on with the chapter!


Normal p.o.v

Astrid was packing up her stuff as quietly as possible, she lives with Rouge and Shadow, though most of the time they aren't home, but this time they were so she had to be as quiet as possible. As she zipped up her bag she heard a voice.

"where do you think you're going?" She looked over and saw Rouge and Shadow at the door way. Astrid wiped her tears.

"I-I'm leaving."

"why on earth are you leaving?" Rouge asked.

Astrid explained the situation to them and they immediately understood.

"We're coming with you then, we're team chaos, wherever one goes, the rest follow" Shadow said as they pulled her into a hug.

Astrid smiled at his statement and got ready to go.

"We'll go to soleanna, we have a secret vacation home there." Rouge said smiling.

Astrid nodded "okay!"

~2 hours later ~ Sonic and his team were all hanging out together, it was a rare occasion, everyone now had lives of their own now that eggman stopped attacking.

"hey you know, I haven't seen Astrid in days, we should all hang out with her, her house is just around the corner ya know" Knuckles commented.

Truth be told Astrid and Knuckles became almost as close as she was with Shadow and Rouge, while they had training sessions, they had gotten to know each other and became close.

Sonic however didn't wanna go to her house, he knew she'd probably rip him a new one if he approached her.

"U-um.. Why don't we NOT go there.. She could be busy." Sonic stammered.

But his friends didn't buy it.

"nice try Sonic but we all know you don't wanna see her cause she might jump you again." Amy said.

Amy had quit her pursuit of Sonic long ago, she had learned that he wasn't interested in her and dropped her crush on him, she now had a new crush on a certain black and red hedgehog.

"Yeah!" Tails said agreeing with her.

They ended up walking to her house, leaving Sonic behind. As they walked up to the door, Amy saw a note on the door and read it outloud:

"Dear Sonic Team, I have left Station Square. You can thank that no good heartbreaker Sonic The Hedgehog! He had me thinking he was gonna make me his mate! But that no good liar had a mate! I met her during my date with that blue rat! Anyway, after that, I was heartbroken and decided to leave, Shadow and Rouge came with me, I'm not sure if I'll return, maybe I will maybe I won't, who knows. I've taken much of time already so I'll let you go now, goodbye. Maybe we'll run into each other again someday.

-Astrid Sky Nebula Rose"

Everyone looked sad and shocked.

"S-She's gone?" Knuckles said in a slight sad voice.

"Looks like it" Amy said sadly, while Amy was upset that Astrid left, she was mostly upset because Shadow had left for what it seems like forever.

They all walked back to where Sonic was and Sonic looked relieved that Astrid wasn't there.

"Aww what happened she wasn't home? Man.. I was really warming up to the idea of tagging her along with us" he said as he shook his head.

Suddenly Amy went over to Sonic and gave him a huge slap across the face.

Sonic looked shocked "oww, Amy what was that for?!" He asked as he rubbed his face.

"YOU'RE A LYING PIG THAT'S WHY! YOU MADE ASTRID LEAVE FOR GOOD WITH SHADOW AND ROUGE!" she yelled. Sonic's eyes widened as he felt his heart tighten.

"w-what.." Amy almost tackled him but everyone else held her back.

"DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW YOU BASTARD! YOU LIED TO HER! YOU RUINED HER! YOU MADE HER LEAVE!" Amy screeched as she clawed her arms around trying to get out of everyone's hold.

Sonic felt his heart clench but shrugged it off, it was no matter to him, he can always find her and make her his mate when he finds her, she's willing to come to him, especially with mating season coming up in 2 weeks, she'll be with him in no time.

"I-I'm sorry.. I didn't mean for this to happen I was gonna tell her but after a bet we made together she ended up winning a date with me and it just spiraled outta control." Sonic explained.

But none of them were having it, they knew how sensitive Astrid was and were greatly disappointed in Sonic.

"you should've told her from the freaking start!" Tails shouted.

"You had many chances to tell her you had a mate! But nooo you decided to play with her feelings and break her heart."

Everyone was shocked that Tails was the one scolding Sonic. Usually he backed him up no matter what but it seems that even Sonic's current actions struck a nerve even with him.

Sonic looked down at his feet "I-I'll fix this, I'll bring her home happy and well" he stated.

"You better!" Amy growled.

~ 4 days later Astrid's p.o.v~ I was laying on my back staring at the ceiling, my purple and red eyes were slightly red from fresh tears and had bags under them.

I've been like this for days now, every time I close my eyes I remember what Tikal the echidna had said to me.

My heart clenched every time.. I loved Sonic.. And I thought I would be able to become his mate.. But it turned out he had one.. I sighed as I got up, I was gonna go on a walk, it was a sunny day today so I might as well so something.

I put on a black sweater and jeans with some black and white converse. I put my hood up, put on my headphones and put on the song 'Solitude' by Evanescence.

As I walked down the road I was humming the song to myself, as I walked around the corner I suddenly jumped on top of a building, startling a few people.

I sat at the edge of the building, looking at the water it was so blue.. So.. Pretty.. It called to me…

As I drew my final breath I said my final goodbyes and dropped down to the water.

~? P.o.v~ I saw her falling.. I couldn't help but use my telekinesis to grab her and pull her to me, I took off her hood and my eyes widened when I saw who it was.

'What's Astrid doing trying to kill herself!?'

I've known Astrid since she was with eggman, I helped Sonic snap her and Shadow outta the darkness that had consumed them.

The last I heard from her was that she was happy in a group with Shadow and Rouge called 'Team Chaos'. What happened since my departure?

I plan to find out and hurt the one who made her like this! For now though, I'll care for Astrid and return her back to the beautiful happy girl she was.

I flew over to my home and laid her down on the couch with a blanket over her. The more I looked at her, the more angrier I got.

She was such a beautiful happy soul, someone must've absolutely crushed her if she was trying to end it..

As I looked at her face I noticed fresh tears running down her face.

What is she dreaming about?

~Astrid's dream p.o.v~ I was happy in a small home with my love Sonic and our two children, I was in absolute bliss. But then suddenly everything was going wrong!

It was as if a computer was trying to show picture but was glitching out. Then everything went black.

"NOO! SONIC COME BACK PLEASE!" I cried. But Then suddenly, I heard a female voice.

"Hush young Astrid, you must realize that Sonic is not meant for you…"

I looked around me as I searched for the source of the voice.

"W-who's there?!" I called.

Suddenly a light glowed in front of me and I saw a young blue hedgehog with purple eyes.

"Greetings Astrid, I'm Nebula, I'm here to tell you that you must let go of Sonic. He isn't meant for you."

My eyes widened I couldn't believe it! Who is this woman?

What does she want? Why is she saying that I don't belong with Sonic?

I tried speaking but no noise would come out.

The Nebula woman chuckled as she watched me. "You must see that Sonic isn't meant for you, he belongs with another as you are." She explained.

I felt my heart clenched. "B-but.. I-I love him!" I exclaimed as tears appeared

She shook her head. "Let him go young Astrid, you'll only hurt yourself in the end." She said.

"I don't believe you!" I shouted. There's no way that I can't be meant for Sonic! He's my true love!

Nebula snapped her fingers and suddenly I was in a house.

"W-where-"

"Just watch" Nebula said cutting me off.

I went downstairs and saw… Me!? But.. But I was crying, I had a mark on my ear showing that I was mated to someone.

I approached myself and I noticed I had bruises all over. I watched myself get up which made my eyes widen, I was pregnant?! Who in the world is my future mate?

I then heard a cough, I looked over and saw Sonic! But.. There was something different.. He.. Didn't look happy…

"Astrid Sky Nebula Rose!" He growled.

I watched myself get on my knees and look down. "Yes Sonic?" She.. Er..I answered.

"I was informed that you had went outside again. Is this true?"

"Y-yes, but it was to only to get prepared for our upcoming child."

Suddenly Sonic slapped me. I watched myself continuously get hit, it made me tear up.

I looked to Nebula. "T-this is a joke.. R-right?" I asked

"I'm afraid not young Astrid, this is what your future is if you continue your love for Sonic."

I watched myself cry and beg for mercy. It was then that I was determined to let go of my love for Sonic.

"B-but if I let him go.. Who will be my mate?"

Nebula smiled. "That, I cannot reveal to you, but just know the one for you isn't too far."

And with that.. She disappeared.

I suddenly felt like I was drowning and I jumped up gasping for air. It was then that I heard a voice and felt arms around me.

"Whoa Astrid calm down! You're not in water!"

I looked over and my eyes widened as I saw who it was.

"Silver!?"


hey guys hope you liked this chapter, I was really excited to type this one, and once again, ideas, thoughts, and suggestions are welcome!

Astrid: this was your idea? to bring me a insecure hedgehog?

me: Excuse me young lady Silver happens to be a pretty cool dude! he and someone else happen to have very important roles in this story! so watch it!

Astrid: *pouts* fine

anyway see you guys in the next chapter!