"Why didn't you tell me Tess?"
I was actually relieved he'd finally spoke We'd been sitting silently for ages. I'm glad he'd killed the silence no matter how hard the question was to answer.
"I tried." I said.
He nodded like he understood. "Not hard enough." He said.
That hurt a lot I'd tried I just couldn't. "Adrian. I was going to tell you but we kept being interrupted."
He looked up at me. "I'm sorry for snapping." He said. "It's just I would have wanted a baby with you."
I frown. "Why?"
He laughed like it was the most obvious thing in the world. "Because I love you." He said.
I can't help but blush which makes him smile. "What?" I say in a more friendly tone.
He looks down at his hands. "I love it when you blush, it's cute." He said.
I laugh. "Cute?" It's one of the most ridiculous things I've ever heard but also the sweetest.
He shrugs. "You're gorgeous." He blurts out before heknows what he's saying.
I shift uncomfortably knowing that there's no where to go and I have to say something or let the silence creep in again.
"How much longer?" I ask.
"Don't you like spending time with me?" He said dryly. "Next you'll be saying you don't love me. Oh wait. You already did breaking my heart into tiny pieces."
"Nobody's perfect." I reply.
"We're ok aren't we."
That brought back the memory of the first time he asked me that, before this mess we've created. The day we kissed properly for the first time. We would still be friends if we hadn't gone out for drinks. I wish we were still friends.
"Tess?" Fletch says snapping me back to where I am.
"Yes?" I say.
He sighs smiling before coming to sit next to me. I don't move. Where would I go? We're in an lift.
He slowly places his arms around me. Hugging me. Making me realise how much I miss him. I hug him tightly hoping this will never end. Tears start running down my cheeks and he pulls away to look at my face. He smiles sadly brushing the tear away. His hand stroked my cheek and slowly he moved towards me. I don't want to back away but it seems wrong. I don't know what to do I'm frozen to the spot too scared to move. Scared I'll lose him forever. I love him and he loves me but what about his family? We can't go through this again. But it's too late I can't turn back time. I might as well except it. No matter the price I have to pay later. So I kiss him. Living in the moment. I wrap my arms around his neck realising how much I need him in my life. My love is everlasting and I can't hide it.
