Author's Note: OMG! I know you all saw Degrassi! Eeecckkkk! I was super excited about my favorite couple. EClare unites! And I'm super geeked that Alli, Clare, and Jenna are back friends. Also, I cried a little when Drew broke things off with Katie. He shouldn't have had sex with her. It was just so wrong how he did Katie. I felt so sorry for her. Poor Katie, she deserves so much better. ):

BTW: Thank you oh-so much for the reviews. I love you all very much. And I re-read the chapter and mentally slapped myself at all the mistakes I did. Sorry, it was late, I was tired, and I had too much on my mind. I'll try not to make that many mistakes this time.

I DO NOT own Degrassi. If I did, I would be staring at Munro Chambers like an creepy old perv.

Summary: Drew has to choose between the girl who helped him though his worse and the girl who put him through his worse. He loves both females, but differently. Who will Drew choose? Are you Team Bianca or Team Katie?

Rated: T for Teen. Includes: Underage drinking, eating disorders, attempted suicide.


~.TORN.~ CHAPTER 4:

It was an lovely Saturday. Birds were chirping and the sun was beaming on Katie's face. She groaned and turned away from the window. She just wanted to sleep in for a few more hours. Her body felt tired and weak. Her heart painfully ached from Drew breaking it, once again. Tears rolled down her pale cheeks. She tired to choke back an sob. It was better if they were broken up. She deserved to be happy and Drew was proving that she couldn't be happy with him.

She decided to get out of bed and take a shower. She let the hot water run all over her body. She soaped up her body and washed her hair. Once she was done, she rinsed all the soap off. She repeated the method two more times before hopping out of the shower. She wrapped her towel around her and walked into her room. She decided to text Marisol and tell her to come to The Dot. She needed her friend by her side.

When Katie arrived at The Dot, Marisol was already there. Marisol jaw slightly dropped as she looked at her best friend. Her face was paler than before. Her hair looked slightly dead. Her eyes looked so lifeless and swollen. "Katie," she whispered. "I-I know, I look a mess." "You're letting Drew, hurt you. Please leave him alone before things get worse." "Marisol, I-I can't. I love him." "But he doesn't feel the same way you do." Katie grew quiet and let a few tears slide down her cheek. "Katie I-" "It's fine," she said waving her hands around, "L-Let's just order." "Okay," Marisol said flagging down an waiter. "Hello, what can I get for you two today?" he asked. "I'll have an burger, medium fries, and a coke," Katie said. Marisol smiled and said, "I'll just have an salad and some water." "Okay, be right back." Katie tried to force an smile on her face.

Fifteen minutes later the waiter came back with their food and beverages. He placed it on the table and said, "Enjoy your meal," before walking away. Katie mouth watered as she looked at the food. She grabbed the hamburger and took an big bite. She chowed down some french fries and took a sip of her coke. She moaned lightly before taking another bite. Marisol looked at her with an concern look. "Katie, are you sure you're supposed to be eating that? I know how you don't-" "Marisol, I'm fine," she said, shoving a handful of fries into her mouth. She sipped some more of her coke. The waiter came back and offered them dessert. "I'll have some chocolate cake and some vanilla ice cream." The waiter turned to Marisol. "None for me." The waiter nodded and walked away.

"Katie, just because you're upset with Drew doesn't mean you can eat away your problems," Marisol said sounding concerned. "Well what the hell am I supposed to do, Mare? she snapped. Before Marisol could say anything, Katie added, "Everyone is happy except for me! Why does this have to happen to me Marisol? W-Why can't I find someone?" she cried. "Katie, you've been looking in all the wrong places. How 'bout this, I'm going to take you out tonight. We're going to have some fun." Katie nodded her head. The waiter placed Katie dessert on the table. She licked her lips and dived into her food.

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Bianca looked him in the eyes. She could tell he's been going through stuff. She could tell that he was truly sorry for hurting her. He grabbed her hand and gently squeezed it. "I love you Bianca," Drew said. "And I love you Drew, but-" "But what? I'm willing to do anything to keep you happy. I'll tell Katie that I've chosen you." "You still love her," Bianca whispered. "Bianca, love can't go away that easily. Yes I still love her, but it's nothing compared to how I feel about you. I know that you're the one for me." Bianca grabbed Drew's face and kissed him softly. "We should celebrate," Drew suggested. "Celebrate what?" "Us going to be back together. We should go on a date." "Sure. When?" "Later on. You can go back home, get dressed, and we'll go out." Bianca smiled and nodded her head. "Okay, I'd like that." She kissed Drew again before exiting Drew's house.

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Katie looked at herself in the mirror. She lifted up her shirt and grabbed her stomach. She felt disgusted at herself. She at all of that food with no problem and with a little of guilt. She went to the bathroom. She closed and locked the door behind her. She got down on her knees and stuck her finger down her throat. She gagged a little before doing it again. She began to throw up some of the food. Katie didn't feel satisfied so she did it again. Tears rolled down her cheek. She stood up and flushed the toilet.

Once she was done, Katie took an shower and got dressed. She wore hair straight and gave herself an side bang. She slipped on a pair of grey skinny jeans that had rips in them. She put on a white, collard, button up shirt. She threw on her grey vest and a pair of flats. She put on a pair of earrings and a little bit of lip gloss. She laughed at herself in the mirror. "I don't know you're getting dressed up. Nobody wants you-not even Drew," she said to her reflection. Katie felt a tear slide down her cheek. She heard an honk outside and knew that it was Marisol. She wiped away the tear, grabbed her purse, and walked out of the door.

She smiled at Mare and got in the passenger seat. "So where are we going?" "Well, we gotta make one more stop and I'll tell you afterwards." "Okay," Katie said uneasily. Five minutes later, Marisol pulled up to a house. She honked the horn twice. The door flew opened and out walked to guys. One was Mo and the other was Jake. "What the hell is going on?" Katie asked. "Hey Katie. Hey babe," Mo said, getting to the car. "Hey girls," Jake said, following behind Mo. Jake shut the door and Marisol drove off.

"We're going to the club," Marisol said. "What? Marisol I-" "You will enjoy it and stop crying about Drew. You're going to have an good time," Marisol ordered. Katie nodded her head slowly.

They pulled up at the club. "How will we get in?" Katie asked. "My dad's friend owns the place. I used to come here a lot, so they basically know me," Mo said. Mo showed the security guard something and he let them in. It was filled with people and flashing neon lights. Katie looked around and tried to get familiar with her surroundings. "Let's go dance, Mo," Marisol said, grabbing his hand and pulling him to the dance floor.

"Hi," Katie said awkwardly. "Hey," Jake said, rubbing the back of his head. "How have you been?" "Fine and you?" Katie opened her mouth to speak but then she closed it. She didn't want to dump all of her problems on Jake. She shook out of her thoughts and said, "Good." "I-I've heard 'bout what happened to you and Drew. Katie, he's an ass. You deserve so much more." Katie blushed and nodded her head. "Come with me to get an drink?" Jake nodded his head.

"What can I get you two?" the bartender asked. "I'll have an coke," Jake said. "I'll have an shot of tequila," Katie said. Jake shot her an confused look. She shrugged it off and took the glass and chugged it down. She felt the burning in her throat and tried to shake the feeling away. "G-Give me another one."

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"This is nice," Bianca said, sitting on the picnic blanket. Drew decided to take her to an park and have a little picnic with her. "I know. Bianca, I'm glad that you're in my life. And I know that I've done some bad things. I feel horrible that I've hurt you and I want you to know how sorry I am." Bianca smirked. "Drew, you've done more than hurt me. It felt like you ripped out my heart and stomped it into a million of pieces. I'll always be here for you, Drew, you know I will. I know you say you're leaving Katie for good, but apart of me can't help but think you're lying to me." "Tell you what, after this date, I'm going to call Katie and tell her that I've chosen you. Okay?" Bianca nodded her head, feeling unsure. "Bee, I'm serious," he said cupping her face. "I-I mean it this time. I love you with all my heart, Bianca." "I know and I love you too."

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Katie was giggling uncontrollably. She raked her fingers through Jake's hair and started to bite her bottom lip. "What are you doing, Katie?" he asked. "I like playing in you're hair," she slurred. She grabbed her other glass and was about to drink it. "Nope," Jake said, snatching it from her, "You've had way too many." Katie pouted and began laughing. Her phone began to ring. She looked on the caller I.D to see that Drew was calling.

"Drew?" she asked giggling. "Katie, can we talk?" "Sure, Drew. What about?" she said giggling again. She looked over at Jake and smiled at him. "Katie, are you doing drugs again?" "No Drew," she slurred, "How could you think that?" "Then what's up?" "Nothing, what do you want?" she snapped. "I just wanted to tell you that I've made my decision." There was a long pause before Drew continued, "I'm choosing Bianca." Katie felt her heart drop and tears form in her eyes. "Katie, you're an great girl and I-" Katie hung up on him before he could finish talking.

Though she was drunk, she felt pain. She was heartbroken. Jake looked at her and wrapped his arms around her. "What's wrong?" he asked. "He-he wants to be with her. He wants to be with Bianca," she cried. Jake laid her head on his chest and let her sob. He stroked her hair and kissed the top of her head. "Katie, you deserve better. Drew isn't what you need so don't stress over it." "I-I love him," she cried. "I know you do and it's going to take quite some time to get over it. In the meantime you just have to move on and try to be happy." "No one wants me. I'm a complete mess. I let Drew toy with my heart long enough until he chose someone else. I walked around trying to believe that he actually loved me more than her. I knew that he didn't, but I just tried to believe it. It was just that he picked me over her at first and I thought that he was really falling for me." Jake grabbed Katie face and forced her to look him in the eyes. "You deserve to be happy," he said once more. "And you're not a fool, you were just in love. One more thing, don't say no one wants you Katie. Its not true." "It is." "Its not." "Name one person who does!" she yelled. "I do," Jake said, right before he crashed his lips onto Katie's.