She danced with some girl, their bodies pressed together so tight you'd need a crow bar to part them. She just ditched me the minute we got in here, leaving me with Lucy. The place wasn't as crowded as I thought and this wasn't some normal bar either, there were two distinct sides one for guys and the others for girls. Two main stages set up on either side, one had guys stripping the other girls, this place the Bright Light was not an ordinary club no this was a gay stripping club.
As Ashley danced we sat down at a table, "So you want a drink?" Lucy's voice drifted into my ears tearing my eyes from Ashley.
"What?" the older girl looked at me than back to Ashley on the dance floor with a smirk.
"She's a fast mover huh?"
"What?" I asked louder over the music although I did hear what she said.
"I said...you know what never mind, I' am going to get us something to drink," Lucy nodded toward the bar and was off into the crowd before I could say anything.
Left alone I felt uncomfortable, I know I shouldn't since I like girl's and this was the place to go to find other's that have the same standard but the music was loud and pounding thru my chest. Eyes scanning the room I saw the guy's side, locking on a couple who were dancing quite close, grinding and bumping into each other's legs. This wasn't a place I was used too, okay so if we went to the teen club Gray's I'd still be hesitant because I wasn't allowed to these places, the most I saw of anyone dancing like that was in the movies.
"Hey," a soft voice whispered in my ear, turning around my mouth dropped. A five feet seven inch woman at least twenty two year old with short black hair and blue eyes, dressed so hot my mind couldn't comprehend what she was doing talking to me.
"H...Hi," sure my voice came out even lower but it was okay because she was standing inches from me.
"You alone?" the only answer I managed was a head nod toward Ashley and than over to Lucy, "Looks like they are busy," she smiled placing a hand on my thigh, "Tara by the way..."
"Spencer," my blue eyes glanced over to Ashley who was to busy with her red haired to Lucy who was sucking face with a brunette.
"You seem uncomfortable." She sat down taking a sip of her drink.
"I...first time here,"
"So what you just turned eighteen?" Tara ate my form up hungrily.
Think Spencer, think what did Lucy say...lie, okay..."Yeah yesterday,"
"Really yesterday, a true partier..." we both laughed.
"I guess," my mind and body started to relax to this woman's advances. She was sexy and calm, funny and yet held an air of class to her that had me captivated, "So what are you doing here?" I slid closer to her.
"Dancing,"
"That's it," raising my eye brows a bit.
"With my girlfriend," and now I back away, why would she hit on me if she has a girlfriend?, "Speaking of which there she is..." she leaned down and bit down carefully on my ear as I turned around.
"Spencer?"
"Cindy?" to say my mind was any where near what my eyes were seeing would be a complete lie, I didn't understand why the teen who had called me out, made my insides feel like liquid fire, melting under all the laughs from her friends and from my parents disgusted eyes was standing in front of me, in a gay bar no less with her..."Girlfriend?"
"Um...look I can explain," she started.
"Save it," tears threatened to spill down my cheeks, "I hate you..." grabbing my sweater I made my way thru the crowd intending to get out of here as quick as possible.
"Spencer wait," Cindy called out rushing behind me. She grabbed my arm sending shivers up my spine as she yanked me around forcing me into a deserted corner far enough away from the music to easily hear each other, "Let me explain please?"
"Explain what, how you humiliated me? Or how you called my parents to let them know?"
"What are talking about...I didn't call your parents,"
"Right so how did our conversation get on the answer machine huh?" I screamed, several eyes turned toward us before dispersing back to their own conversation.
"Spencer, I don't know but I swear that wasn't me I wouldn't out you..."
"What to my parents...no you just want to ruin my high school career, what did I ever do to you?" tears were now falling down my flushed cheeks but I didn't even care to wipe them away, wanting to show her how much she hurt me.
"Nothing Spencer just, look the girl's on the squad were getting suspicious and I had to throw them off,"
"So go fuck a jock but instead you tear my heart out and stomp on it, did you know you were my first kiss!" her face paled obviously she didn't think of that, she reached out for me but I pulled back, "Don't touch me...don't look at me, God I used to think you were a goddess, a fucking goddess Cindy...My world revolved around one smile, I was head over heels for you and I knew you were straight and I couldn't have you so I did nothing...but guess what your not straight!" I laughed sounding like some wounded animal trying to play it off with a natural sound of making things lighter and less intense.
"Calm down okay it isn't that bad..."
"Not that bad...not that bad, I'm sure I'm off the cheerleading squad right?" she nodded, "My parents were disgusted and ashamed and angry with me, I got grounded for playing a joke on them about being gay."
"See not that bad," she reached for me again trying to bring me down to her level to take a deep breath and settle back down to the club atmosphere but I wouldn't have it I stepped back again.
"Yeah now, what happens when they find out it's not a joke, that I really do like girls and not guys huh? I'll be sent away or worse I don't know what will happen so you know what while you're living this great high school existence I'll be fending off homophobic assaults thanks...thanks a lot and you know what you kiss for shit only thing you got going is the lip gloss!"
"You wouldn't know would you as I was your first," she scowled now on the defense, "And you know what," she took a step backing me up against the wall, "Your pathetic...some little freshmen drooling over me, I have enough guys doing that I don't need a pussy like you to do it too because your not even worthy enough for me or anyone else." She grabbed my chin forcing my face closer to her, "A stepping stone for the greats...and I don't know who sent that message to your family but I praise them for thinking of such a great plan" she pecked my lips before shoving me more against the wall and walk off into the crowd.
"Are you okay?" her voice took away the fear I had, collapsing into her arms and crying, she dragged me to a couch and let me cry in her arms.
XXX
Okay so I know how horrible am I to ditch Spencer and Lucy but seriously I was two seconds away from grabbing that blond cutie and shoving her against the wall to have my way with her right here in public, I find this totally hot woman at least twenty nine, long legs brown eyes and red blood hair. A smile, wink, a few words and she was mine for the taking. The music pumped thru the speakers as I led her to the dance floor, spinning her than we came together in a clash of body parts and fluid motions. She smelled something like wild melons and cigarette smoke but I didn't care as I was around this crowd most of my life.
Her hands traveled down to my ass squeezing and pulling me closer, slipping her thigh between my legs, my hands wrapped around her neck and I cuddled my head in her neck, kissing and nipping at the sensitive part as she moved my hips to the tune of the hip hop music, she was in control making me grind on her leg, growing the wetness in my jeans. My eyes glanced up through the parts of her hair to see Spencer and Lucy talking, mind wondering I pictured Spencer in my arms, it was the two of us grinding and moaning with each delicious touch and caress.
"You want to get a room," she licked the out side of my ear. I almost forgot she wasn't Spencer and as my eyes focused again I saw my blond beauty getting friendly with a very attractive woman, jealous crept up me but I knew she didn't want me, I'm just her foster sister who bugs the crap out of her, bitching at her for no reason, but most importantly I knew it was my fault.
"Yeah," I said running a hand up the inside of her thigh, grinning she grabbed my hand leading me to one of the back rooms. Chancing a glance to Spencer I saw the woman nibble on her ear, I took the lead now pretty much running her to the back room, we paid for thirty minutes knowing this wasn't love it was just a fast meaningless fuck.
I pushed her down on the bed and locked the door before smirking and walking over to her, she laid flat on her back before running her hands around my back trying to lift my shirt, I pulled her hands away, "Not today...I'm in charge," she smiled knowing she shouldn't fight it if she wanted to release any of the energy we built up.
I unbuttoned her jeans and quickly sent them to the floor, she leaned up and did the same to mine only not wasting any time slipping her well manicured hand into my panties, a finger coming in contact with my clit sending my body into a knee weakening jerk, I lost my balance and she flipped us, "Just enjoy," she licked and kissed my neck missing my pulse point by like miles but I wasn't going to say anything as she continued to rub my clit in slow circles, breathing becoming rapid.
"Ashley..." the small voice drifted from my neck and I knew it had to be a daydream, my mind wishing it was Spencer doing these pleasurable things to me instead of some one I just met, "I'm going to eat you alive..." I heard Spencer's adorable laugh as if even in the heat of the moment she was still the shy quiet girl I've known forever. Hot breath danced on my stomach as her hands massaged my inner thighs making them part on their own, her hand detached from my clit as her the air she breathes blasted on my panty covered crotch.
"God Spence," eyes shot open, I couldn't do this, and I couldn't fuck someone thinking about Spencer. Pushing the nameless girl away from me I started pulling my pants back on apologizing as I went.
"Whatever," she huffed before unlocking the door and walking away frustrated as me. Sighing I sat on the bed for a minute trying to calm my quacking heated body before heading back toward the dance floor. As I exited the back room fixing my shirt I caught sight of blond hair to my left, turning I saw Spencer standing there with tears rushing down her face, her baby blues clouded with sadness and if I really looked self loathing.
"Are you okay?" I asked stepping closer she dropped into my arms sobbing, not knowing what to do I hauled her to a couch and just let her cry, soon Lucy joined me, "Weren't you watching her?"
"Sorry I got distracted," she smiled shyly wiping her lips.
Rolling my eyes because I was no better, leaving her for a nobody just to have my bliss for a few minutes, "Spencer...shhh, what happened?" I asked rocking her small frame in my arms.
"Cindy," she sniffled, anger seeped thru my pores, this girl had made Spencer cry twice in one day and I can't let that go.
"Lucy," I nodded my head at Spencer, Lucy nodded and took her from my arms but she didn't want to go.
"No Ashley don't leave,"
"I'm not, hold on to Lucy I'll be right back okay?" she nodded and clung to Lucy, I chuckled at the scared clueless expression on Lucy's face for she didn't know how to deal with anyone else's problems but hers and mine and I'm not one to drop crying on her.
Stalking thru the crowd I saw her, standing by the bar laughing with what appeared to be the woman who was talking to Spencer earlier, "Hey!" I called over the music tapping her on the shoulder.
She turned with a smile which fell as my fist collided with her jaw, stumbling back into the arms of the other woman, "what the fuck?"
"That was for Spencer,"
"Now you stand up for that loser," she wiped blood from her nose, "Where were you a few minutes ago when I laid it on that coward." My fist connected with her stomach this time than my knee to her face, her legs buckled till she found herself on the floor coughing.
"You even look at her wrong," I growled leaning down and wrapping her hair in my hands yanking her painfully closer to me, her face grimacing at the hold I had on her, "You'll be dealing with not only me but the entire Lesbike gang!" Her eyes widened because every gay person who attends this club knows the gang, "Understand?"
"Yeah," I shook her again, "Yes...okay, yes!"
"Good," I released her and walked back to where Lucy and Spencer were, "Let's get out of here," grabbing Spencer we walked out of there ready for a long night's sleep.
When we got back to Lucy's she disappeared into her room, I had some clothes here at her house so let Spencer borrow some clothes. We were sleeping in the guest room, I lifted the covers and we both slipped into the warmth, lying on our backs staring at the ceiling.
"Ash?"
"Yeah?" I answered turning on my side to stare at her. The moonlight danced on her face, high lightening her cheekbones and jaw line casting a shadow on her lips as they moved.
"I'm sorry I ruined your night,"
Scooting closer I pulled her into me, her head immediately resting in the crook of my neck our chests pressed together and my legs securely hanging over hers, "You didn't ruin my night," I whispered combing her hair feeling her soft breath on my neck sending shiver after shiver into my body.
"But..."
"No buts Spence," I cut her off placing a gentle kiss on her forehead, "Sleep now...we have to get up early to go to therapy tomorrow."
"Love you Ash," she whispered sleepily.
"Love you too Spence," than we curled closer together and fell asleep.
TBC.
