Well, someone has commented on the previous chapter, so here is the next one. Yeah, the chaps are short, and this one will be as well. Don't care. BTW there may be some het down the line. Depends on what my people want.

Chapter 4

Finn

Things seemed so peaceful. Everything was fine. Dandy and fine.

Ok, not exactly dandy and fine. Bordering on terrible to be more precise.

I had finished too early. Crossed the finish line way before the race even began.

Right into my favorite pair of jeans.

But still, things were going so smooth, I thought that Puck wouldn't care. Life felt sort of good. I thought he could forget it.

And then he says, "Yeah, this isn't going to work out."

I felt more confused than I had before. I thought I was starting to make sense again. I thought the world was actually fine.

And then he says, "You should go."

And I ask why and he answers, "This...it's just won't work."

And I try to understand, and he says, "Just...I'm sorry."

So I stand up and put my shirt on and walk out, mumbling. I walk out slowly, feeling ashamed and confused and trying to figure out what the hell just happened.

I mutter but and he replies, "I think you know why."

I go outside to my car and start to drive home. I move my legs and I can feel the shame feel sticky between my legs. And dry up.

And make me feel gross.

Why did I even do it? Why did I even like it? What is it about Puck that makes him so intoxicating?

There is no real reason to be gay, so why do I want Puck?

I try to wrap my head around it, but just can't do it. It's unfair.

I just don't get it.

So why? Why do I want Puck?

Fuck life.

Yeah, that's life. You don't like? Don't care. Punk. Be happy with what you get. Sex times to come soon. Hopefull het. There are actual het pairs I like in this show.