Chapter 4
Long chapter, enjoy :)
Warning: a slight rape scene may or may not occur in this chapter. I dont want to give anything away, but if you feel that you cannot cope with even the slightest bit of detail- for example if clothes got ripped or something- then its best you dont read this chapter. I know there are alot of rape victims in the world and I dont want to offend any of you or make you feel upset. So please read with caution.
"This house is so fucking rad!" Lily said excitedly, sipping at her can of enegy drink. Why did we stop and allow her to buy a Monster drink, again? "Seriously, a unicorn is being born right now because this is a magical moment." Her wide eyes wondered off around the open space yet again, marveling at it.
To be fair, the house was amazing. The garden was huge with lush green grass but we only had so long to be amazed by that little aspect before we had been ushered inside. The living room was huge with an extreamly expensive looking three-d Tv planted on the wall. The floor was a dark shade of wood but looked strangely comfty. Towards the back of the wall was a simple yet eligant looking sofa that could hold over nine people. All the cabinets were made from delicate looking glass, I vauegly worried if they would get smashed tonght what with all the drinking teenagers but the owner didnt seem to mind.
Speaking of the owner, it turns out I did know him.. Sort of.
"Amy!" He yelled happily once he saw me in his home.
"Hey, Derek", I replied with a wave.
Derek had gone to my school- back when I was a student- but we never really talked. He was never really into the same stuff as me, either. His music taste was mostly pop and he would always wear shirts with people like Rhianna or Nicky Minge (excuse my nickname for her) printed on them. Derek never use to bother coming over and sitting with me or anything, but sometimes I would catch him staring at me. Ive got to say that he use to freak me out a little, but dont judge a book by its cover, right?
"Thats all I get?" He asked, flicking his Bieber style hair out of his dark eyes.
Before I could respond, he pulled me towards him and crushed himself against me. Derek wrapped his muscled arms aroud my waist and I started to get a little freaked out when his hands headed downwards towards my ass.
"Um, well, hey", I said awkwardly as I twisted out of his hold. "Thanks for throwing me this party at your house."
"Which is ah-fucking-mazing by the way!" Maddy yelled with a drink in her hand. That girl is such a lightweight.
Derek chuckled at her then turned his attention back to me. "No problem. Just have fun, birthday girl! Il go get you a drink", he smiled. Something about his smile sent a shiver down my spine. I watched his burly frame as he walked away.
"Dude, you okay?" Ruby asked me. Her light eyes were still fully focoused and the drink in her hand had barely been drank.
"Yeah, yeah", I assured her. "Just, y'know, waiting for the fun to kick in."
She smiled at me and threw her arm over my shoulder for the second time today. "Look, this party is for you. Start having fun misses!"
"Im trying, Rube. Its just..." I trailed off, my eyes now glued to the wooden floor beneath me. My fingers messed with the hem of my shirt nervously.
"Its just you miss Andy?"
My head snapped up to look at her. "Is it that obvious?"
She smiled down at me and gave me a loving, sisterly look. "I know you dream about him- and not in a pervy way", she laughed. "And I can read you like a book, Amy. But dont worry okay", she lifted my chin up with herfingertips for I had dropped my eyes to the floor again. "Things work out for the best. And Im sure tonight will be the best", she winked.
I raised an eyebrow at her, "oh really? And why would that be?"
Ruby's glossy lips pursed for a moment. "Lets just say, we wont be the only outcasts here tonight..." She traied off as she started to walk away from me and into the kitchen.
What the fuck was that suppose to mean?
I looked around me to see where the other girls had gone, but I couldnt see them. They were now lost in the sea of people, people who I doubt I even knew. Most of them had some for of pop shirts on and it made me wonder if they even knew that I wasnt into that shit. Some of the few girls I saw had extreamly short skirts on, showing off their legs that practicaly glowed orange. I guess that the other woman at this party were in one of the many rooms in this house along with some dude, considering the amount of gasps and moans I was hearing.
Myself and my band members were definatly the only 'outcasts' here tonight. I have no idea what Ruby was going on about. Maybe my judgment was wrong and she was drunk.
"Here you go", a voice came from behind me. I jumped and turned to see Derek stood there with two drink in his hands.
I pressed my hand against my Paramore top, over my heart. "Fuck", I breathed. "You scared the shit out of me!"
He smirked at me- his thin lips going even thinner- and said nothing. Then he thrusted the dark drink towards me, again saying nothing.
"Um, thanks.." I grabbed hold of the glass but before I pressed it to my lips, I asked, "what is this, like?"
"Vodka and a little bit of coke", he said as he chugged his own down. I watched as it slithered down his throat, causing his large Adams apple to move with the motion.
Well, I am here to have fun, I thought. With that in mind, I brought the large glass to my lips and swallowed most of its contents in one. "Whoa. When you said a little bit of coke, you really meant a little bit", I laughed. The drink tasted like pure vodka, the coke was barely tangable.
Derek finished his drink off rather quicky, flicked his hair again, then started to chat with me. "So, I hear you sta..."
I blinked furiously, suddenly. My vision was blurring and the voices around me started to fade. What the hell? Vodka didnt take effect this quick. I should know, Ive had vodka many a times and Ive never felt like this.
My breaths became shallow and my eyes started to droop. "Der-De-" I tried to call Derek's name because he was closest to me, but I couldnt get the words past my now tingling lips.
I could faintly hear Derek's voice around me but I couldnt place the words. My head felt like it was spinning and everything around me became blurs of colours. Those colours started to move around and it took me a few moments to realise that I was moving. The feel of something wrapped around my waist made me a little more alert but my vision was still fucked up, my head still spinning. Thats when I blacked out.
I woke up disoriented and my head was still spinning. My eyes opened sowly and all I could see was white. A white ceiling. What the fuck? Had I passed out. I blinked a few more times and tried to raise my head, unsuccessfuly. My hands grasped at the first things they could, which turned out to be soft clothing or something.
After a few moments, I did my best to turn my head to the side and saw that I was on a large bed in a dark room. My vision was still a tiny bit blurry and that mixed with the fact that it was dark, didnt help me uncover any of my surroundings. My hands were still gripping the sheets when I head someone cough.
"So she finaly wakes up", a voice said from the darkness.
I tried to turn my head again but felt an extreamly warm hand on my face, frocing my eyes to stay to the cieling above me.
"Wha-whats... happeing?" I stammered. My voice sounded sleepy and my eyes started to droop a little again.
"Just be quite", the voice said demandingly. The voice had an edge to it, and it sounded a little drunk.
Wait I know that voice. "Derek?" I managed to croak out.
The bed shook slightly and I realised it was from him laughing. His body was shaking the bed. Wait, his body was on top of me.
I tried my best to focous my eyes more and I saw his face positioned towards the right of me, so he wasnt in direct view. Yet his muscled body was pressed against mine, his arms gripping the sheets beside my face.
"Just be quiet. It wont take long", he murmered.
Sudeenly, I felt his hand reach down to the zipper of my skinny jeans. He managed to unbutton them and tug the zip down before I even realised what was going on.
"Oh my... god" I whispered. My voice was slowly gaining strength but it was still barely audiable.
While his hand was down there, he unbuttoned his own jeans, too. Oh my god. No, no, no. Im going to get raped.
I let that thought process in my head for a minute. Then I did the most rational thing and tried to scream as loud as I could.
"Shh, its okay. And my name is Derek, not Andy", his hand moved to rub my cheek and push a strand of hair from my face while his other cupped over my mouth. "Scream my name, not someone elses."
Had I shouted Andy? He made it sound like I had. Anyway, I had more important things to try and think about right now than Andy.
My body felt kind of numb but I tried to squirm anyway. I wasnt just going to lay here and take it, Derek should know me better than that. After all, he had gone to school with me before, so he must have seen be in a fight with some bullies. I can be a fiesty bitch.
"Stop squirming, babe", he whispered against my cheek. I could smell the alcohol on his breath. His hand was still covering my mouth, so he roughly kissed along my exposed cheek and down my jaw, blowing my dyed hair out of the way as he moved down.
My breathing became a little heavier and came faster against his large hand, not out of pleasure but out of fear. I felt his smile against my neck as he noticed my fear. This is one sick bastard, I thought.
I willed myself to do something but my body was working so slow. What the fuck was wrong with me? Id only drank vodka! Vodka... Which Derek had brought me. Had he put something in it?
Suddenly, I felt his hand, that wasnt covering my mouth, grip my hip tightly. He went under the hem of my shirt while still trailing his mouth down my neck, going further and further towards my clevage.
I would not let this happen. I tried so hard to connect my knee with his crotch, but his body had pinned me down. His muscled form was to heavy for me. I started to squirm more but that didnt help either.
"Get. Off me", I managed to say with some effort.
Derek didnt bother to say anything more, he just continued. I gasped as he pushed his hips against my center, making me feel his growing bulge. If he pulls off my underwear, Im screwed.
His hands moved from me to his pants again, this time planning to pull his boxers down.
My eyes bulged. Derek is a stupid drunk though, and as soon as I realised he had moved his sweaty hand away from my mouth, I screamed again. I also tried to throw my arms towards his face, but they just swung lifelessly. His hand returned back to my face just as quick while his other pinned one of my wrists to my side.
"Stop shouting that guy!" He snarled at me. His dark eyes semmed even darker and it wasnt just because of the room. There was no remorse or light or anything in those eyes. They were just endless pits of nothing. That seemed to scare me more; the fact that he wasnt feeling anything as he was about to sexualy attack a drugged woman.
This was it. I was going to be raped and there was nothing I could do. My body was too numb with the shit Derek had slipped in my drink- whatever that was- my voice wasnt loud enough, Derek wouldnt allow me to scream anyway, and blackness was slowly starting to crawl over my vision again. No, I cant black out right now, not now.
My eyes started to droop as the blakness invaded. The last thing I registered was the feel of Derek's hands hooking around the belt loops of my skinny jeans and hearing a bang that should have sounded louder but, thanks to the darkness that was consuming me, came across as quite quiet.
A final tear escaped my now closed eyes just as the darkness took me into unconciousness.
So sorry I left it there but I needed to! What do you thinks going to happen? Comment away! :)
Sorry about the rape scene but I really needed it and we dont know if she has actualy been techniqaly raped yet... well, I do but you guys dont :P hehe.
Anyways, I really hope what just happened hasnt ruined things for you guys. I will say one thing: at any point in my story, Amy will not get pregnant. I hate that. So thats a spoiler, maybe.
Sorry Im rambeling Im just worried that you guys wouldnt like this chapter :/ I hope it suprised you though!
