It was decided Brooke said "I will slowly cut him off" she took a takes a deep breath and walks into class.
"Hey Brooke" he smiled turning to look at her.
"Hey" she says cold and quiet. 'Man this would be so much easier if I hadn't changed seats to sit next to him.' She thought to herself.
Most days they would be laughing and joking by now, she would have touched his arm or flirted with him. Laughed about how dumb today's lesson was but not today, today she wouldn't even look at him. Even if he was trying hard to get her too.
'Buzz Buzz' Brooke felt her phone going off.
"Sorry?" was all it said. She looked up at him and looked back down.
"For what?" She replied.
"Idk you just seem pissed at me."
"Nope...sorry I just been weird lately." Ignoring him was a lot harder then she thought it would be.
"You ok?"
"Nothing don't worry about it." she sent back as she got up grabbing her purse and asking the teacher if she could go to the bathroom, ignoring the look he was giving her as she left the room.
"Buzz Buzz"
"God can people leave me alone for a damn minute" she snapped as she pulled her phone out.
"Hey you ok? Where are you?" It was from Rachel.
"I'm fine I just need a second be back in a few." Ugh she thought. She couldn't do it as hard as she tried she couldn't. She was gone already and was already head over heels for this boy. She just wanted this feeling to go away, she loved the feeling she got when she saw him but hated it since he wasn't hers. She just wanted to get though school and then go to college and forget all out it.
Brooke was so happy to be home as walked into her mom's room and seeing her sitting on her bed reading some book or something.
"Ugh" Brooke said falling onto her mom's bed burying her head in her pillow.
"Good day I take it?" her mom said sarcastically as she put down the book she was reading, and flipping her daughter over.
"No" she says covering her face with a pillow again "I screwed up he is so ugh I hate him. He drives me completely insane. It hurts so bad caring so much..."
"Well sweetie it sounds like you're in love" Brooke's mom said pulling the pillow off her.
"Impossible I can't he has a girlfriend." Brooke said to quickly she barely knew this guy, she wasn't even dating him so there was no way she could love him. Could she?
"That doesn't change your feelings. Just means you have to wait." Her mom said knowing how her daughter was feeling since she had felt in once before.
"But I don't want to wait I want it or him now…" Brooke sighed climbing up and laying her head in her mom's lap.
"I know sweetie I know." Her mom sighed running her hand through Brooke's hair, "I know."
Well that's pretty much how it went all semester. She would laugh with him, fight with him, hug, and flirt, everything. Every day she fell more and more and she was just waiting for the day she didn't have to wait for him anymore and he was finally her's. Brooke found it hard watching him with Jess but just tried to ignore it and would try to date other guys. Lucas would always get so mad at her which would make her mad. He would make comments like
"He isn't good enough for you…you deserve better." He would always text her when she was out at a party with guys or a date asking if she was ok and if she was at a party he would tell her to just get away from the guy he wasn't good for her especially if she was drinking. She can still remember one night when she was hanging with some friends at Rachel's house and Nathan was there with Haley. Apparently Nathan text Lucas telling him that some guy was trying to get all over Brooke so he text Brooke asking if she was ok.
"I'm fine. Don't worry about me. You have a girlfriend to worry about." Was her response. She felt bad but was getting so frustrated. They next day at school she passed him in the hall and she just smiled and walked past.
"Hey Brooke. Everything ok I mean your weekend ok?" He asked.
"Perfect."She smiled.
"So you're ok I mean nothing happened right?" Lucas asked and Brooke did all she could not to blow up on him right there, like it was any of his business what she did. She wouldn't ask him about what him a Jess did why did he think he could ask her what she did with some guy.
"I'll see you in class Luke." She smiled and walked away as much as it drove her crazy she liked him worrying and getting jealous cause it seemed he cared.
When Brooke walked into class that day Lucas asked her to tell him about her weekend before she even sat down.
"Brooke what happened?" he asked and Brooke just looked at him and he just sat there waiting for her answer.
"Ok class let's get started." Their teacher said walking over to the board and drawing some problems on the board.
"Oh looks like class is starting, talk about it later." She smiled taking her seat and pulling out her notebook.
"Brooke just text me ok?" Lucas asked growing annoyed she wouldn't tell her, he could tell something happened clearly since she wouldn't tell him.
Buzz
"Hey you said text you so here you go :))" Brooke saw him roll his eyes at her and she couldn't help but laugh.
"What happened this weekend?" Was his text back, not hello or nothing straight forward and Brooke again wasn't sure if she was happy by this or pissed off more by it.
"Nothing don't worry."
"Just tell me what happened." She could tell he was getting frustrated with her but truth was she was too. He was suppose to be her friend so she got he was a little into knowing if she was ok but he just seemed to not let it go.
"Why you care?"
She saw him roll his eyes as he was sending back.
"Whoa….I was just curious." Brooke didn't even send back she just turned and snapped.
"Well don't!" she snapped as she walked out to lunch.
She could remember how mad she was he had no right to worry or be curious as he worded it he had a girlfriend.
One day she finally snapped and text him saying "You don't care about me, and you never will and it doesn't bother me as much as I thought it would."
He told her how what she said was f-ed up and she told him all the crap he did was f-ed up. He knew what he was doing and he acted like he didn't. Soon their friendship slowly started to end. They talked less and the crazy thing was it made her care more. She thought not being his friend anymore would be easier but it only made it harder, they would pass in the hall and act like they didn't know each other. It hurt both of them even if they wouldn't admit it. The worst part had to of been at graduation she noticed him watching her the whole time and she would every now and then glance up. When they were all walking around she on accident bumped into him and she looked up and smiled thinking maybe it would fix things but it didn't he just looked at her like she was a stranger it felt like I knife right in the heart. She just took a deep breath and held back the tears she felt. She went home that night ate a carton of ice cream and had a big cry and tried to move on.
A/N: Ok I know is short but the high School part isn't the main story just wanted ya'll to get a understanding of their "Friendship" or whatever they were. Hope ya'll enjoy and Review please and Thank you :))
