As Me And Edgar walk Towards the truck I notice a body that looks exactly Christina's. Christina? No. Even If she Was Here I don't want her to see me Ever since Matthew and I got in the argument and said They wouldn't like me like this I thought he just said that to get a rise out of me oh and he did but I just feel like its true It actually hurts to think that.
half way to the park trucked and group of people I say "Can we just go on our date? I'm getting tired" faking a yawn after the first part.
"Yes that sounds better than stalking people not from here" he says turning us around.
After about twenty minutes of walking and my feet about to give out we find a grassy hill that has a blanket under it with a large picnic basket. My eyes adjust to the dark and I see rose petals. My thoughts: How sweet. And I never have thoughts like that.
After eating our dinner we lay down and start looking at the stars. His fingers lace with mine and I look at his hands he must notice because he pulls my chin up to look at him, we stare eye to eye. I just want to close the space and he must think the same thing because he kiss' me with hunger and passion and I love that about him. Love? No you love things about him not do I love him ?Time alone can change a person. After a few minutes of kissing I pull back mostly to catch my breath but also that I'm tired and just want to lay in my bed.
"Can we go I'm Tired"I say Yawning.
"Yah I'm Tired. Your place?"
"Yep"
"So Do you want to go on another date Tomorrow?"
"Sure but could we stay In and watch those moving pictures ?"
"You mean Movies Tris? Do you even have A T.v ?"
"What's a T.V? and yes movies" I notice we're almost at my room.
"Well I'll have to Bring my T.v and get a movie but alright. Bye Tris" he hugs me and then kisses me on the cheek then leaves.
I wake up and notice how my room is empty even with a couch. There really isn't rooms except for the bathroom It's just one huge room with one wall that separate's the bedroom from the living room and kitchen In my bed room is only my bed and a nightstand with a lamp on it and a tiny closet that has nothing but black and grey clothes. My living room has a large window that bring's in light. The only furniture in my living room is A long Black couch along the back wall than theirs a dark grey rug with a medium-sized coffee table above it. It's barley eight am so I go walk to the furniture store and order a black love seat a small T.V a new speaker system I've saved up on money so I can easily afford all this.
When I got back from shopping I fell asleep on my bed instantly. I get up and It's already seven P.M that meant I only have an hour to get ready then I remembered I didn't have to get all dressed up because it was a lazy day. I get up and take a shower then put on black tight pants and a black V-neck with My black combat boots. I wonder If people think I'm weird after all I hardly socialize out of my group of friends and I always wear black or grey an I mean like always and everyone else always wears different colors. I wonder what people say about me that never cause them to ask me about my past and when they do the don't go into the topic even though I can tell they want too. I finally get up and go to the cafeteria it's late but I know dinner is still open. I'm really good friend's with the chief's and cook's I always enjoy talking to them. I get Four muffins even though their for breakfast they always save them for me because everyday I come after breakfast and eat them they are so delicious. As I'm leaving I barely see a girl who look's like Christina well from what I remember at least everybody from my past is blurry except my parent's they always stay In my mind. Anyway I can't see her face but I know it's not her because The girl's hair Is longer than I remember I see Liam, Erick, and Edgar sitting together and I think about sitting with them but It seems too far away because I'm just so tired today. It's probably because I lay in bed at night not able to sleep thinking of all the wrongs I've done in life. I put the muffins down clean up my living room a little bit then go to the bathroom and look in the mirror and see the changes from choosing day and My life changed I'm now nine-teen Iv'e grown a little bit although I thought I wouldn't because I'm old Enough to stop getting taller. My hair is back too it's old length I still look the same like a child but I feel More mature and understanding because I know that the world is a cruel place.
I wake up to knocking and I guess I fell asleep. I look like a mess my hair Is all over so I just walk to the mirror put my hair up and walk to the door he brought the T.V and the one I ordered that should come in two weeks is a whole size smaller than his he doesn't say anything he just picks up the T.V and sets it in my living room and when he finishes getting set he says/
"Did you hear about the new people?" I give him a confused look. " Their from a experiment town like you they will be staying for a month. Oh and theirs nine of them and they all seem rude. never mind we can meat them at lunch"
Is he talking about who I think he is?
Mini cliffhanger. Review. Favorite. an follow. I was half asleep when I wrote this so their will be errors.
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