Chapter 4-The angel Anna

Don't wanna live in fear and loathing

I wanna feel like I am floating

Instead of constantly exploding

In fear and loathing

Fear and Loathing-Marina and the Diamonds

When Anna managed to control the headache, she wondered why they were driving toward the wooden bridge over the river, which had been closed for months and she frowned, turning to Jimmy and finally realizing that despite being the boy, it was like if there was another bright being inside him and Anna shivered, trying to open the car door without success.

She then screamed as Jimmy threw the car off the bridge and she felt as if she had returned 6 months in the past, feeling the fear again.

"What are you doing?" She screamed, banging against the glass, watching the water start to get into the car quickly, reaching her waist and moving faster through the roof window and soaking her and making her cough.

"Unfortunately it has to be here, where it all started, Anna." Jimmy said earnestly.

"What are you talking about? Who are you?"

"I see that your powers have been manifesting, even without your grace." Anna looked at him confused, still trying to leave. "I am Castiel, an angel who serves the Lord."

"Grace? I don't know what you're talking about, but if you're an angel, why don't you save us?" She asked desperately, seeing the water on her neck, feeling a great fear. She picked up her cell phone, but it wasn't working.

"Because you Anna, is angel too." He revealed

"What?" The girl felt as if everything, even her heart stopped, at his words. Angel? But how could she be one, she was the daughter of her parents. No, it couldn't be. "You're lying to Castiel!"

"Angels don't lie to Anna, you've been an angel for more than 17 years, but during a showdown in heaven, many angels fell, like you and you ended up reborn as Anna Milton. Butw when ou almost died, the situation somehow made some powers reappear and that made it possible for us to locate you." The angel explained and the girl just shook her head, her eyes filled with tears and the water was already on her neck?

She then felt something knock on her window and she ducked her head in the water, seeing Dean in the river and looking desperate as he pounded at her window and his mouth twitched, as if he was shouting her name.

Anna opened her mouth, moving it as if calling for help, and no matter how hard she hit the window with her strength, it was as if Castiel had bewitched the glass and she nodded as Dean's lips formed the words I love you, while he kept trying.

I won't hurt you Anna. That will be your awakening. Castiel said in her mind.

Anna's eyes widened, realizing that the car was flooded to the ceiling and Dean kept hitting the glass. The desperate girl felt a severe headache and Dean was shocked, seeing a strong blue light coming out of her eyes and mouth and wrapping her body around like wings, and Dean had to close his eyes tightly, feeling as if something pushed him back and he hit something.

Anna, these are your memories that I give you back and what I hold is your grace lost during your fall. So you can join your brothers in Heaven. We need our brothers, more and more demons are on the loose with many evil plans...

But I want to be Anna Milton. She said, but then, it was as if other memories joined those she already had, on Earth, but from Heaven. Decades, hundreds of years...

Why? Castiel asked, confused. Haven't you suffered enough already?

But being Anna Milton also means loving and being loved, experiencing, learning from mistakes. Loving Dean.

Love?

Yes... I remember my other life now, from Heaven, from our brothers, Castiel, but I also remember how I enjoyed watching the emotions, then being human, the walks with my parents, the afternoons with Dean, loving him, and I don't want to loose it.

Anna, is that what you want?

Yes. I'm not ready to be an angel again.

Maybe some angels will disapprove it, but I'll keep them away.

Thank you, brother...

And then the blue light that consumed her went inside a small vial in a pendant, around Anna's neck.

When you feel you are ready to be an angel again, use your grace to regain your wings and use your full-scale powers. But remember, even without her, you will still continue to see monsters and hear us, still be a fallen angel... But now you know you're not crazy. Goodbye Anna.

And Castiel and Jimmy Novak's body disappeared and Anna hit the glass, breaking it as Dean came back from the surface toward the car, almost breathless, but determined to save her.

Dean then wrapped an arm around her trying to help her to surface but he start feeling the weariness of his body and his grip started to release her, but Anna, feeling a great force, began to pull him up and help them to the grass around the river, near the destroyed bridge, near where Jimmy was, unconscious but apparently well.

When Anna looked at Dean, she saw that he had a serious head injury and that he was bleeding badly and was unconscious.

"Dean... Don't do this to me."

She did mouth-to-mouth on him, but he remained unconscious and so she took a deep breath, taking her pendant and opening it.

She screamed as she was engulfed in a huge blue light that took her body and she could feel her wings sprouting from her back and becoming invisible then. Sensing her powers at full charge, she crouched down beside Dean, touching his forehead, and then all his wounds were healed.

Even though she was an angel now, the part of her that had been human for 17 years made her identify that what made her heart beat fast was the feeling called love, she could feel them and recognize them for being human, different from before that time, when she could only see humans living their emotions and wondering what and how they would be.

She saw Dean's eyes widen and his eyes met hers realizing what she had done for him and he shook his head lightly, touched and then smiling, sitting down and he stared at her:

"I love you Anna."

And he kissed her hard. Anna took both hands to his face, caressing him as she kissed him back, feeling her heart fill with joy at his statement and happy to have the ability to feel and understand the feelings and Dean grabbed her through the back pockets of her jeans, bringing her into his lap, leaving her taller as his tongue met hers.

When they broke the kiss, Anna fell on the grass beside Dean, both soaked but didn't care, as they clasped hands, catching their breath and Anna took the pendant fromoverr her breast with the other hand.

"An angel then?" Dean asked, still a little surprised by the situation and staring at the vial that was empty but she continued to carry around her neck. He had seen werewolves, demons, and even other supernatural creatures with his father, but never an angel.

"You don't look angry, or scared..." She was surprised, meeting Dean's eyes.

She was still thinking about his statement, and though she was only now finding out she was an angel, it didn't surprise her or anything, because she had her memories of the other time, as if they had never disappeared with her grace, they were simply part of her. Her only fear now was what Dean thought of the situation.

"It's like I told you yesterday Anna, I believe in the supernatural I..." He took a deep breath, sitting cross-legged and held out his hand to Anna, helping her to sit facing him and he revealed, trying to sound calm. "Before I moved here with my brother, he, my father and I traveled down the road hunting supernatural beings that terrorized or killed people, all kinds. Demons, mermaids, shapeshifters, and still do, when we disappear for a few days... "

"Does that mean you're going to have to hunt me too?" She asked neutrally, crossing her hands in her lap.

With her memories, she remembered the hunters who killed creatures that threaten humans and even she and her brothers killing demons that wanted to free Lucifer.

Dean hesitated, looking at Anna, the girl he had known since he was 12, but who was also a fallen angel, a supernatural being or, in this case, angelic and he, the son of a hunter, wanted to follow in his father's footsteps. But he had seen that whatever angel had been in Jimmy, had saved the boy and Anna, had absorbed her grace to save him, which proved that not all beings were dangerous.

"No. Never you Anna, I don't even know if all the angels are good, but I've known you as Anna for 5 years and I just saw you as an angel saving me in the water. So if you're good, I can't, and I don't want to do that. Besides Anna, I love you, you bring me a great peace." He answered honestly, giving a small smile, feeling his heart warm as he stared at Anna.

"Dean ..." She was surprised and touched and then smiled. "I love you, Dean Winchester." She leaned forward, leaning her forehead against his and they stared at each other, eyes glittering.

"And what do you intend to do now that you have your, eh... Grace?"

"I have many brothers who are here, watching over the demons and I intend to do it. But also, I want to stay with my aunt, maybe go to college, hunt monster with you, if you still want me." She admitted with a shy smile and Dean nodded, smiling.

"Of course."

And the two kissed passionately, knowing that much had changed, but that what they felt for each other, moved them, replaced fear, loneliness for love, companionship, and Anna put a hand over his chest, nibbling on his lower lip lightly and Dean smiled, kissing her with passion, bringing his hands up to her waist and lifting her off the ground, leaving her taller in his arms.

"And then the angel was captured by the hunter?" Dean whispered amused, looking at her lips and she laughed,

"Or the hunter fell on the angel's wings."