It was about 2 a.m. When I was done with cleaning and putting the rest of the ingredients for the cocktails away. But before everything was cleaned and put away I decided to make me one last cocktail to calm down my nerves. With another Mojito in my hand I walked out to the edge of the pool which shimmered in some dark colors. The moon was full and shone kind of brightly towards the earth. I stood at the edge of the pool looking into the sky while thinking what fights I caused again. Kiba and Sasuke fought again eventhough I tried my best the keep the mood up. I didn't stare at Sasuke and I didn't ask questions, I only answered a question about my life. But I shouldn't have done that. Sipping my drink I sighed. I think the problem here is not what I do. The problem is that I am here. Everything I did worked against me. Shikamaru told me that Kiba and Sasuke fight often but I don't want to be the reason why they fight. Can't the reason for their fighting be something like.. well, anything but me? Because their last fight was also because of me.

„You are not wanted here.", came a deep voice behind me. I was so frightened that I turned suddenly around to see a dark figure standing in front of me. I let the glass with the drink fall on the ground – it broke. I stood already on the edge of the pool and the sudden movement was the final straw, I fell into the pool with a yelp. It was freezing cold in the water and I was still wearing only my white shirt with the black jeans and they sucked the pool water right in. When I came up to the surface I gasped for air and looked hecticly around and saw the dark figure standing right in front of me. Frightened to death I gasped again and swam a little back to the middle of the pool. I looked up again and wanted to say something or scream but got interrupted.

„Tch, so annoying.", he said. Wait! Isn't that... Sasuke? The moon's light shone brightly at him as he took a step forward. But it also made him look scarier.

„W-W-W-What a-a-are y-you doing h-here?", I stuttered with a small voice because of being cold and scared.

„I live here. You don't.", he said coldly and looked down at me.

I looked around to figure out where the ladder was to climb out of the pool but it seems like they don't have one. So they always get out by heaving up on the edge, no wonder why they all got those trained arms.

„I know that...", I whispered now. Man this is some cold water, I tell you! „I already told you guys that I would move out as soon as I found an apartement and a job. I'm already trying to find one.".

„Then try harder!", he hissed.

Wow this really got me, he really hates me, doesn't he? But what did I do? Okay, I provoked unconsciously a few fights, but I never wanted to! I barely spoke to Sasuke and now he was standing in front of me glaring and hissing.

„I'm doing my best okay?", I hissed back. Man, I really need to get out of this water. Swimming forward to where he stood I hoped that he would give me a hand, you know, out of help or respect. Because to be honest it was his fault why I fell into the pool. But of course he didn't. He doesn't want to help me, he doesn't respect me and he wants me out of this house. I can't imagine why because as I said, I barely talked to him neither did I see him because I'm more often at the pool house than his.

„You know what? I don't believe you. You're an intruder, you don't belonge to us! You live and eat here for free and you do what? Nothing.", he said emphasizing the nothing.

„You are a parasite. You use us for your own benefits!". This caused my eyes to tear. He called me a parasite.

„Sasuke please, I don't want to fight. I already said that I was going to pay rent! And I will do that for sure!", I said softly trying to milden his fury. But it didn't work.

„Get out of this fucking house as soon as possible. I don't want to see your ugly face here anymore. No one likes you, they just act to be this nice. They're nice because Naruto asked them to and not because they like you.", he hissed and turned around to walk back into the kitchen.

I was flabbergasted and my brain didn't want to process what just happened. Did he really just come here and told me to pack my things and leave? Was he being honest when he said that the others all act being this kind to me? Thinking about so many things at the same time I swam back to where I stood before I fell into the water. These guys so need a ladder for this pool. I bet my lips were already turning blue because I saw my breath fogging everytime I breathed out. It got colder the few minutes Sasuke was talking to me. I swam to the edge of the pool and held on to it and tried to push me up. Small and weak little me had a few difficulities but after a few tries it worked. I heaved myself up and wanted to drag myself forward so I lay my arms and hands on the floor. Big mistake, Sakura. One really big mistake.

I totally forgot about the broken drink that lay there on the floor where I dropped it. The pieces of the glass cut deeply into my arms and hands and I gasped loudly because of the shock and pain I felt. I slipped all the way back into the water and tried to hold onto the edge which only pushed the sharp glass pieces further into my hands. The pain was so big that I let out a whimper but I did my best to be as quiet as possible because I didn't want the others to wake up and see me like this. I was now swimming in the middle of the pool again because I couldn't hold on anywhere. With my arms above the surface I touched with my shaky right fingers my left arm and then put them up in the air to have a better look at them in the moonlight. Maybe it wasn't so bad after all, it were probably only a few little pieces. You know what my mum always said? The smallest wounds hurt the most.

But mom also talked lot of bullshit, if I remember correctly.

As I lifted my fingers up I was able to feel the warm thick dark liquid run down my fingers. Okay, calm down, Saku. It's only feeling warm because you are so cold. Breath in and breath out and swim back to the edge and try to get those fucking sharp glass pieces out of your fucking body! I mentally screamed at me. My breathing got sharper and sharper every second that I tried to get those pieces of glass out of me but it wasn't anywhere easy because it was dark and my fingers were cold they only cutted on the glass when I tried to pull them out. My heart was beating loudly and I tried hard to keep my breath steady because I already felt lightheaded. The thought alone of seeing blood or worse seeing myself bleeding nearly caused me to go insane. I finally got a piece out of the palm of my hand and laid it on the edge. Remember not to touch that place over there, Sakura. We don't want to cut us again, do we?

Trying with all my strength not to get unconscious or cry or something else I pulled out more and more pieces and my arms felts super warm as the blood flowed down and touched the surface of the cold water. My belly made weird noises and I thought I was going to throw up so I stopped pulling the glass out and closed my eyes. Breath in. Breath out. Breath in. Breath out. The pain was getting numb and it was like I heard water rushing... you know, like on a beach when the waves hit each other. I opened my eyes to see the bright full moon shining down on me. A second later the moon blurred right in front of my eyes. That was weird, since when does he do that? The moon's brightness got brighter and it was like seeing directly into the sun and you always close your eyes when you look into it, right? So I closed mine and I heard the water rushing first getting louder and then it slowly got quiet until I couldn't hear it at all. This rush reminds me of something.

Have to ask the girls tomorrow if we want to go to the beach. Back in america me and my girls went to the beach every sunday. It was always full of people enjoying the last day of the weekend before the hard working life begins in a few hours again.

I wanted to sleep. The noise wasn't there anymore and the brightness of the moon didn't bother me at all. The still blurry moon got blurrier and so the brightness. I wanted to close my eyes but I knew I mustn't because that could be the death of me.

Think back to the movie we all love: TITANIC. There was enough space on the door for Rose and Jack but nooo. That big ego of hers wanted the stupid wooden door all by herself. Jack fell asleep in the water and died. The end.

But I know that this is not going to be the end of me. Eventhough I wanted to close my eyes badly, I didn't. I sighed deeply to...

WHAT THE HELL!

Big amounts of water rushed into my mouth and my eyes nearly popped out. I tried to chocke but there only rushed more water into my mouth and now also into my nose.

I was under the water. Not above it.

That explains why the moon and it's light blurred. It was the water I had to look through.

That also explains the rush I heard. It was the water when I sank in and my own blood rushing through my veins in my ears. Is this what vampires feel like? Do they hear the blood rushing like this?

I don't think that this is the time to think about Vampires, Sakura. If I could I would've surely hit my big forehead. The pain in my arms and hands was so numb that I didn't feel it anymore. In fact, I couldn't even move them. I found that out the moment I wanted to swim back to the surface to breath in the sweet air which was unavailable for me right now.

My eyes closed a little eventhough I fought hard against it. Don't fall asleep, Sakura! You need to get back up there! I screamed in my head for someone to help me. A vampire in a shiny armour would be nice right now. You now, a bad boy vampire like Damon Salvatore. Man, Ian is such a hot vamp.

Imagine him running towards the pool with a determined look on his face to save the one he loves; me. He would jump without hesitation into the black pool eventhough it smelled of my sweet blood which he desperately wants to drink. But his love for me is stronger than his want to eat me.

He would swim under the surface looking wildly around to catch a glimpse of me in the dark water. Scared not to find me, he would swim faster and in the last second he finds me to his relieve and drags me up to the surface. I wouldn't breath and he would call out my name. Jumping out with his super powers he would lie me on the grass and shake me and touch my cheek gently. His hair wet from all the water would drip drops on my face as it's directly above mine. He would touch my neck to feel a pulse but it's not there. Screaming my name out loud he would be on the edge of crying because the thought of him loosing me would drive him crazy. Also he would already plan revenge on the one who's fault it was that I fell into the water: Sasuke. Heaving me up into his lap with my cold face in his neck. He would sway back and forth and a tear or two would escape his eyes. Breathing out my name the whole time and pleading me to come back. A small sob would escape his mouth and he would look into the sky and pray to god to let me go. I shouldn't be one of god's angles just yet, he would say.

And that's when the miracle would happen. I would suddenly cough out lots of water and gasp for air. His eyes going wide with hope he would take my face in his hands and look at me. An incredible beautiful smile would appear on his face and he would kiss me deeply with love and relieve as soon as I would open my eyes and look into his. I would respond to that immediately. Then I would stop and look at him with my big, bright, innocent green eyes and ask what was wrong. And the only thing he would say was: „Don't leave me, please.".

This would be like so romantic. I could tell my grandchildren about that, hey?

But right now wasn't the time to think about the future or a vampire bad-boy-boyfriend. I wouldn't care who would rescue me as long as someone does it! I felt my eyes closing now finally, I didn't even feel the need to breath anymore. Am I a mermaid now? Would I turn into Arielle? Or is this just me dying on the ground of the pool?

I opened my eyes a little to see that there was something blocking the bright light of the moon. It looked like something big fat and it came fastly towards me. It blocked now my whole vision, but I couldn't care less. I closed my eyes again, it was too late to help me anyway.

The water felt like it was rushing by my face, but that was just me imagining things, I think.

So this is what it feels like to die. I'm scared of many things. Of clowns, spiders, doctors, syringes, blood and dying. You die just one time and there's no one who can tell you what it feels like to die. That's what scared me the most. The uncertainty of what it would feel like. Would it hurt? Would I see the life rushing in pictures before my eyes? Would there be a tunnel? Would I see myself while dying? Those people who claim that they saw themselves dying are lying. You don't see a tunnel, no pictures or yourself and especially not a beautiful girl or a sexy boy that leads you to the 'tunnel'.

The reality is that you know what happens even if you realise it kind of late like me. You know you will die any second. And you will either see black like darkness or something bright like the moonlight. That's the only thing you're able to see.

Suddenly I felt something pushing at my chest. I wanted to look at what it was but I couldn't move my head or open my eyes. Everything was just feeling so heavy and numb. You know what it feels like when one of your feet has gone to sleep? You do not like the feeling of it. That's how I feel right now.

The pushing got harder and something pinched my nose and opened my mouth. The rushing of blood in my veins was heard and something else I couldn't really identify. There was again that feeling on my chest and it hurt like hell. It felt like someone wanted to break my rips! Ouch, what the heck stop it! Then it stopped, to my relieve, and pinched the nose again and opened my mouth. But this time I felt air in it. And it rushed in all the right places. But still I was unable to move or open my eyes or say something.

I was sure, there was someone trying to save me! The pushing and pinching didn't stop for a while and I felt a warm hand at the side of my neck.

„...pulse...", I heard a quiet voice say. That someone slapped my cheek slightly, at least it felt like that. I felt being carried and warm air hit my body. It made my mind swirl. First that freezing cold water and now warm air. I wanted to say to turn the heat down but I couldn't. Then I heard another brabbling.

„...you...what...saku...emer...call...cloth...". I felt being moved and it felt like the shirt was being ripped of me. Don't tell me a rapist found me? That's impossible, right? Mister Strawhat is the only one that has a key for the gates.

„idi...go...call...pool...". The jeans were also ripped of me and someone carried me and if felt like being carried upstairs. They lay me in something and I heard rushing again. A little panicked I tried to gasp for air which didn't work so good. I felt warm water hit my skin and I thought I was going to die in there, it was so fucking hot.

I opened my eyes to see black and white. It was moving in front of me. It was someone.

„...stay...open...no...awake...", that someone said and slapped my cheeks a few times again. But this water made my mind spin incredibly. I just had to close my eyes as I felt near to faint again. Then the voice got louder.

„NO!", it said loudly into my ear. With all my power I opened my eyes one last time to look at who saved my precious life. Even if the girls and boys don't like me and act so friendly it was no reason for me to give up on my life so easily.

I opened my eyes a little but my vision blurred. I still saw black and white, was I colorblind now?

The person's hair was black and hung down his face. The shirt was clinging onto.. him. The person was male. His black trousers were also clinging onto him.

„...still... annoying...ogling.", he said.

My mind didn't make any sense and I tried my best to look up. I saw his paperwhite skin, his red lips and remarkable face. Then I looked into his eyes to see they were black as the water in which I fell tonight. I was so close to faint. I heard his last words. They were so beautiful eventhough I shouldn't think about them that way. I know what he means.

„You're not going to be an angle just yet.", his voice said quietly and moved me a little in the water. He took my hands and started to rub them. Unfortunately that was not Damon or Ian Somerhalder.

This was the last one I ever expected to say something like that. But I am freaking sure that I'm imagining things again. I was close to die, I was fucking allowed to imagine things as much as I wanted!

Sasukes last words before I fainted were:

„Don't leave me, please.".

Okay, please excuse my little vampire love story :P I just love Damon so much hihihi :D

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