Summary: Jacob Black has been forced out of his home and sent to live at Cullen House for wayward kids. Things get interesting once he sets his sights on the Cullen's youngest son Edward. Edward/Jacob and possible Mpreg later on. M for later content and language.
A/N: A big thanks to everyone who has read and reviewed this story! From now on this story is going to be from Jacob's P.O.V
Cullen House For Wayward Teens
"Ashes to ashes, dust to dust…"
The priest words rang out over the grave yard as I try to block out the sobs of those around me. Dealing with loss was always difficult but when it happens at such a young age and in such a devastating way it only adds to the pain that everyone is suffering with. I look down at the program in my hand I notice that Mike didn't have any friends besides the Cullen's and Bella. He also didn't have any family left besides his parents and an older brother that had died at the age of twenty, only two short years before. Everyone else was gone.
How depressing.
Although I didn't know too much about the guy and had only known him for a short time, his death was still getting under my skin. Sure I felt bad about the fact that he had been killed by a demon (a truth that the family decided to hide from the masses with good reason) but I couldn't help but think that he had brought it on himself. If he wasn't so hell bent on practicing dark magic he wouldn't have died so young and in such a agonizing way. Then again people who are in pain and feel alone usually do really stupid things in order to have something, anything to live for, something they can focus on besides their own misery.
I shifted my gaze from the coffin to the front row where Mike's mother and father were seated. The pain of losing a child radiating off of them like tiny waves of sorrow and despair. The boy's mother had her face buried in her husbands shoulder unable to look at the box that held the remains of her youngest son. The older man, too, seemed to be struggling to rein in his emotions as his shoulders shook, his face twisted in a pain that I hoped I would never know.
I sigh, wondering what it was going to be like the day of my funeral. Would their be anyone to mourn me? Will I have a mate there shedding tears for me as they lower my body into the ground? Would I be turned into a hybrid by a vampires venom and spend eternity with my undead lover and never face death at all? What about my father? Will he ever forgive me for being gay? Would he care if I died tomorrow? Would Sam and the rest of my pack? Or would I be alone forever and die by myself in some remote part of the woods only to be stumbled upon by a hunter?
My eye sight became unfocused at the thoughts running through my head. I close my eyes and allow the damn within me to break, leaking tear drops that slid down my cheeks. Those around me probably thought that it was for Mike but really was for me, for my future. Maybe I was being selfish thinking about myself at a time like this, but at the moment I didn't care. Not wanting to disrespect the memory of the fallen witch or those that mourned him I rose from my seat, ignoring Edwards sympathetic gaze, determined to pity myself in private. I made my way across the cemetery and into the nearby forest. When I was out of hearing or seeing distance I shifted, allowing my inner wolf free for the first time in weeks.
I ran as quickly as I could into nature's sea of trees and earth. The brush of the cold wind ripping through my fur. The air was brisk, the heavy scent of earth, flowers and rain filled my senses. It smelled so much like home, a home that I would never see again. Anger and hurt washed over me like a blacked rain, heavy and depleting in so many ways. I wished that I could just turn it off, all of the pain, all of the sorrow, all the feelings of betrayal. I wished that they would all just leave me alone and vanish into thin air.
I howl my frustrations up to the gray sky as rain begins to pour down. I sink down to the ground, unable to support my own weight, shifting back to my human form. I hated this. I know that I would never change just to be accepted but I missed my father, I missed my friends. I should hate them for abandoning me when I needed them the most but I couldn't. I still loved them, even if that love was no longer returned.
If it was ever really there to begin with.
I sit on the muddy ground and I don't give a shit that I'm as naked as the day I was born. All I wanted to do was listen to the rain and feel the cool beads of water crash against my hot skin.
I stay like this for a while. My mind playing a little fantasy of the guy of my dreams, coming to my aid and rescuing me, taking me away to live with him forever. He would love me more than anything in this world and we would be so happy together. Maybe he would be a wolf like me, perhaps even my age so that we could possibly die together in two hundred years time, never having to be without each other for a single second. I may even be adopted into a new pack, once again finding a sense of purpose within the brotherhood.
Suddenly the air around me gave way to a scent that I knew all too well. However I don't look in his direction. I don't even open my eyes. I do absolutely nothing to hide my naked body or to acknowledge him.
He says nothing as he sits in the space beside me. His arm rest over my shoulders as he pulls me into him, I instantly relax and rest my head on his shoulder, silently cursing myself for allowing him to get to me with so little effort.
We sit together without speaking a single word. Rain continues to drench everything in it's path and it comforts me but not as much as his presence does. He pulls me closer obviously hearing my thoughts. I lay my hand arm on his thigh, my body going limp in it's calm, relaxed state.
I immediately tense up, scared of how close we were becoming. It was too quick. I didn't want to fall too hard, too fast. After all Edward belonged to Bella and although we had tested the waters three days before, I wasn't willing to jump into the lake of fire just yet. I had to get control of myself and fast.
"What are you so afraid of?" His silky voice captured my attention.
I dared to look into his eyes and nearly lost myself. They were so beautiful.
He was beautiful.
"We can't do this Edward. I mean, I'm glad that you cared enough to come and look for me but you're with Bella. She loves you and I can tell that you love her. This thing you have for me, this curiosity, this lust is a passing thing and I will not allow myself to love you only to find out later that I'm not what you really wanted. I won't be your mistake Edward. I couldn't handle that."
I tried to push away from him but he was strong and tightened his grip on me.
"You're not a mistake Jacob. I may have been confused before but when I heard your thoughts at the cemetery I knew that I wanted to the one to love you, to be there for you where others have failed you. I would never do anything to cause you pain. I know that Bella loves me and I care for her but it always felt as if I loved her because it was expected of me. I told you that our families were close. They always said how good we would be for each other and my family loves me so much, they were just tired of seeing me suffer. I was so lonely for so many years Jacob. I think that we both wanted to make everyone happy that we just fell into their trap. We were happy together for a while but before you even came here we discussed seeing other people. I know Bella already had someone else in mind and I was willing to let her be happy, then you showed up. I thought that you were so perfect, that you were everything that I had always wanted. Your short time here has proven me right. You need me just as much as I need you. I know that you're worried about Bella and my confusion but I'm not confused any more. I know what I want Jacob. I want you."
I wasn't sure what to say. I wanted to believe every bit of his words. I wanted to trust him and give everything I had to him and develop our love. I wanted to see if it held the power to stand the test of time and the cruelty of our worlds.
I close my eyes for a moment, allowing everything to sink in before turning back to him.
"Edward I…"
"There you guys are." A voice interrupts me.
It was Bella.
I immediately put some space between me and Edward and look away shyly. I didn't want Bella to see me naked.
I was shocked to see that she had a pair of my shorts in her hand, extending them to me with a smile.
"I thought you might need these. I could feel it when you phased."
I nodded my head in a show of thanks before yanking them on quickly and standing.
"How did you hear me?"
"I didn't hear you. I felt it. It was kind of like being snapped by a rubber band."
I raise an eyebrow in confusion.
She shakes her head at me.
"It's a witch thing. You wouldn't understand it. We have unlimited powers. We can do a lot of things." She looks between me and Edward adding "We know a lot of things to. Sometimes we can even see the future."
I feel myself tense.
Did she know what was going on between me and Edward?
Before I could say anything I was cut off by the witch once again.
"Come on boys. You've been gone for a while now and if I don't get you back soon Esme is going to send out a search party."
Not wanting Esme to rip me a new one I follow Bella back to the house with Edward keeping step next to me.
The second we got back to the house I was nearly hugged to death by Esme. The poor motherly vampire was so on edge after the drama with Mike. She felt as if it were her fault that the kid died. Everyone knew that it was far from the truth, that the young witch had been the cause of his own demise but Esme still believe that it was her responsibility to save the boy from himself.
"Oh Jake, thank God you're home. I thought that something may have happened to you."
I smile at her.
The woman really knew how to make a guy feel loved and like shit all at the same time.
I nudge Edward as he laughed at my thoughts.
"I'm so sorry Esme, I didn't mean to worry you. I just needed to be by myself for a little while."
"Is something wrong son?" Questioned Carlisle "Is there anything that you would like to talk about?"
"No, really, I'm fine. I just need to take a shower and get something to eat."
Carlisle gave him a curious glance but didn't press.
"Well if you have any concerns, be it personal or not, please don't hesitate to come to me. I'm always here to listen."
"Thanks Carlisle."
"Well Jake dear, what would you like to eat?" Questioned my new mother.
"Umm, I've actually been craving chicken parmesan."
"Then chicken parmesan it is."
I watched her skip happily to the kitchen and smiled.
She was the best vampire/pretend Mom ever.
"Yes she is."
I heard Edward mumble beside me as I ran upstairs to take a quick shower.
When I came out I could smell the scent of tomato sauce and chicken in the air, my stomach growled at the delicious smell. Esme was a excellent cook and I couldn't wait to chow down.
The moment I was dressed and on my way towards the door I heard a soft knock.
"Come in."
Slowly the door opened to reveal the smiling faces of Bella and Alice.
"Hello ladies. To what do I owe the honor of having hot chicks in my bedroom?"
They both giggled and swatted at me as they moved to sit on my bed.
"Nice, I've been waiting to get the two of you in bed."
"Jake stop being a pervert and you can drop the act. We both know that you prefer the company of men."
My cheeks reddened as I sat down near them. I couldn't help but notice that they were holding hands.
"We just wanted to talk to you."
"Ok, what's on your mind."
"Well. I've noticed that you and Edward have gotten pretty close in the few short days that you've been here. I've also seen a few things." Bella said eyeing him.
This was so not good.
My pulse was racing and I knew that Alice could feel it. Would they hate me for what me and Edward were doing behind Bella's back? Would the Cullens kick me out?
My thoughts coming to a halt as Alice spoke.
"Calm down Jake. You're going to have a heat attack before Bella can finish."
She was…smiling.
"I just want you to know that before you came here Edward and I were discussing seeing other people. I just didn't want to make any moves until Edward had someone else. I knew that he would sacrifice being alone to make me happy but I didn't want to do that if it meant him being alone again. He's been lonely, without love or a special someone for a very long time Jacob. He's a very complicated guy and he doesn't fall in love easily but there's something about you that draws him in. You're good for him. He's been a lot happier since you arrived and when you went missing after the service he demanded to be the one to go and find you."
I smiled at that.
"Bella is right Jacob. I've never seen my brother this happy before, and now that you're here I know Edward will be well taken care of." She paused "And so will you."
I struggle hard to find my voice, wondering how they could be so sure when I couldn't.
"I don't understand how you can trust me so much. I mean we're supposed to be enemies Alice. How can you be so willing to let me anywhere near your brother?"
Both girls grin at me.
"Because Bella has seen your future. She had to use a spell to do it of course but it was good Jacob." Her smile then turned into a frown "We also so saw how you were treated by your father and your pack. We know how badly their reaction hurt you. Sorry about that. You didn't deserve any of it, at all."
"Thanks." I utter that one word, unable to say anything else.
"If it's any comfort you have a new family now. Esme and Carlisle already consider you their son and you have a few brothers and sisters and even Rose likes having you here even if she won't admit it."
We all laugh hearing Rosalie's protest from the floor below.
"Thanks Alice. You have no idea how much that means to me."
"You're welcome Jake. Just be patient with Edward. Once you decide that you want to be with him, you'll need it."
"Why?" I questioned looking between the two.
"Well he has the tendency to be a little possessive."
"And controlling." Said Alice, adding to Bella's words.
"Ok, now I'm scared."
"Don't be. Once my brother gives his love to you he's loyal, caring and faithful. He only went after you because he knew that Bella had someone waiting for her."
"Make that two people waiting for her."
I stare at them in shock for a moment.
"Two people? Who are they?"
Bella smirked at me as she and Alice stood.
The two girls turned to each other and kissed right in front of him.
He thought that it was really hot. Even if he was gay.
"So I'm guessing that you, Alice and Jasper are together now."
"Yep. What can I say? I'm a really greedy girl. I like to have my cake and umm…eat it too. If you get my meaning."
How could I not?
I smiled and shook my head as the girls waved to me before bouncing out of the door. I wasn't shocked when Edward appeared only seconds later.
"I'm sure you heard my conversation with Alice and Bella."
He looked at the floor guiltily before looking back at me.
"I couldn't help it. My hearing is a little more advanced than most. Not to mention that everyone's thoughts are rather loud."
"Yeah, I'm sure that's the only reason." I arch an eyebrow at him before grinning.
"So are you ready for me to make you mine puppy?" He cooed stepping closer to me.
I always hated it when Sam would call me that nick name but coming from Edward it was kind of cute.
"I'm glad you approve but that doesn't answer my question."
"Well maybe we can start out as friends and see where it goes from there."
"No."
I was taken aback by his response and even more so when he advanced on me, pushing me down onto the bed.
"Edward" I pleaded.
He kissed me hard, wrapping an arm around my waist, his cold chest pressing into mine. I shivered, unable to do anything else.
He pulled away from me, leaving me breathless.
Damn Edward Cullen and his sexiness.
"Yes I am sexy puppy but then again so are you." He smiled seductively and I melted like fucking ice cream on a hot summer day. "Now here are the rules. One we will be friends and so much more. Two I get to touch you whenever I want, let's just call that one the room mate clause. Third of all you…" he said with a kiss "belong…" another kiss, this time on my neck. "to…" he licked from neck, over my jaw line before planting a kiss on my lips "me."
I almost came right there, in my pants with the hottest vampire in the world (besides Damon and Stephen from Vampire Dairies but then again they were really human) on top of me telling me that I was his.
During my inner monolog Edward had managed to slide down my body and undo my pants, revealing the top of my boxer shorts.
"Edward everyone is waiting for us downstairs. It's almost dinner time."
He looked up at me. His eyes black with lust.
"Nice try but Esme said that it was going to be another twenty minutes. We have plenty of time."
I wanted to protest some more but I couldn't as he pulled my jeans down to right below my ass. He then laid kisses on the thin material of my boxer shorts. I arch my back as his tongue crept into the slit like opening, teasingly caressing my hardness.
"Ah…oh…fuck…Edward" I wanted to say so much more but I couldn't.
Words escaped me as Edward freed me, sliding me into the coldness of his mouth. I try my best not to scream out as I grip the covers with the vampire working me hard as he increased the pressure as well as his speed. I bit down on my lips but some how I still heard myself moan rather loudly. I wasn't looking forward to the teasing that was sure to come from the other occupants of the house later on, but I couldn't help it.
Edward was damn good and this was even better than his performance at the movie theater.
I was in heaven…until I heard Esme's voice.
"Jacob, dinner's ready."
I tried to move or shout down to her but Edward kept going and I was so close.
He went at me, sucking my cock with a quickness that a human would never posses.
Next thing I knew I was seeing stars and an extreme wave of hotness erupted from my core and left my body in the form of my seed spilling from my cock.
Edward swallowed every bit, pulling back from me he looked me in the eyes and licked his lips.
And here I was thinking that he couldn't get any hotter.
"Thanks for the compliment but it's time to go. You don't want to keep the family waiting, now do you?"
He said before zipping me up and slapping my leg. He stood and looked down at me smiling in triumph.
Jerk.
This amused him as he began to laugh.
"Sometime today you two." Yelled Bella with a giggle.
I sit up and found it hard to stand, my legs feeling like jelly-O.
"Wow if you're so discombobulated with such little effort I'd hate to see what you'll be like when…" he trailed off before whispering in my ear "I'm inside of you, pulling slowly in and out, stretching you until you beg for more."
Within an instant he's gone and I'm left standing by my bed.
"Jacob Black don't make me come up there!"
Off of Esmes words I walk out the door and down the stairs.
I step into the dinning room and everyone is sitting at the table. Emmett and Rose, Bella between Alice and Jasper. Carlisle sat at the head of the table while Esme sat at the other, the chair besides Edward was empty and obviously meant for me. The vampires had cups of blood while there was food on two plates one for me and one for Bella. They all look at me and I know that they had listened in on me and Edward.
I sit down and try not to look anyone in the eye.
"Thanks for joining us Jacob." Bella said with a wink.
"Sorry."
"Oh don't be sorry Jakey. I'm sure you and Edward were having a really deep conversation that just couldn't be interrupted." Added Alice.
I wanted the earth to open up and swallow me whole but of course Emmett had to embarrass me even further.
"Come on Alice we both know that they weren't talking." The muscular vampire turned to me, imitating my voice "Ah…Oh…fuck….Edward."
My cheeks were now red from complete and total humiliation. Edward gave my thigh a reassuring squeeze.
"Emmett Cullen you watch your mouth at the dinner table and all of you stop teasing Jacob." Esme said in her no nonsense tone.
Everyone went quiet but kept the smirks on their faces.
Edward shrugged his shoulders and failed miserably to hide his grin.
Bastard.
I knew that I couldn't stop being with Edward, I got way too much pleasure out of it and for a sixteen year old boy I got hard if someone said hello the right way, so resisting him ,wasn't going to happen. However I was going to have to practice keeping quiet during our sessions.
"Good luck with that." The vampire said quietly with a smirk.
Again, allow me to reiterate, b-a-s-t-a-r-d!
The familiar sound of Edwards snickering fills my left ear.
I roll my eyes, lift my fork and dig in…
