Chapter 4: Without You, I Can't Breathe.

The only sound was a ticking clock hanging up on the wall, with a soft tick or tock noise in the silent, dark room. The same room where the heartbroken, tear stained Torrie Wilson lied on the bed.

She wasn't crying anymore, but tears were still in her eyes. She had been drained from the crying she had tonight so she just lied there, in complete darkness and silence.

It has only been hours ago, that she was smiling and feeling happy…..excited to what lies ahead on the open road. Now…she's absolutely heartbroken, she knew the moment her heart broke in half when she saw John and Liz kiss.

She felt it, she felt the break in her heart. All her hopes, and dreams had smashed to pieces on the floor. Her eyelashes lowered underneath her eyes, still lying on the bed.

She didn't want to do anything. Torrie didn't even want to think about the future. After what she had seen, the future she thought was on the horizon. Bright light beaming down on the road…had suddenly broke up after a hurricane had destroyed everything.

While she lied there, all the thoughts, all the feelings that she had now in her heart was talking to her.

John? John Cena, the man that had always been there as a friend. The hero she could always rely on. Strong, most honourable man she had ever come to know. A real, honest, caring, funny man, and now…the man she has fallen deeply in love with.

She had him in the her grasp, and she had just let go. His wife had returned, knowing John. She knew John would take her back, and give their marriage another go. As much as it pains, and hits Torrie close to the chest. She knew that is exactly what John would do.

"It's not fair" Torrie mumbled to herself. tears falling down from her eyes.

She looked up at the window, hearing the rain drops once again smashing against the glass. Seeing the rain, just brought back the moment she felt John's kiss.

The memory coming through her mind, just made Torrie's face crumble, and tears fell down from her eyes once again.

She was all alone, in a dark, room with only the sound of the rain sliding down her window.

Her heart was broken. She didn't think no one could ever fix her again, so no one should even try.

The one she wanted more than anything, belonged to another. At least that is what Torrie thought.

Could the honey blonde be wrong? Was there still a chance lying on the horizon? If so, will she finally take the chance, and let herself be happy with someone that she has always considered a part of her, and will always remain in her heart forever.

…...

John's eyes looked at his wife, the woman he thought he would love for eternity, that he would always be right beside her forever, the woman he had taken the hand in marriage. He didn't think it would come to this.

One word.

Goodbye.

"We can try"

"No we can't, we try all the time Liz. Nothing works. We're a complete train wreck"

"We fight, we argue, we break up that is what we do"

"Not this time, I can't do this anymore"

"Why?"

John looked at her, the image of Torrie smiling back at him went through his mind "Things have changed"

"What?"

"This time, it's not going to change I'm done with this. I want a divorce" he couldn't believe it, he had said it. It shocked him that he ever have those words come up from his mouth.

He never ever thought he would say that word, now. It had been done. He had said the word.

John stared at her, she just gazed at him and just took off her rings and threw them down on the floor, before she stormed away. Obviously that is how she wanted to end it, then John was fine with that.

"Great, childish right to the end" John mumbled to himself. He stepped, and picked up the two diamond rings. As he was standing up, he noticed another shine from something a little far away from where he and Liz were standing.

John walked closer, and he picked up the silver bracelet that was lying on the concrete. John held it between his fingers, when he made the connection of who the bracelet belonged too, his eyes widened and his breathing seemed to increase.

He knew the owner of the bracelet.

Torrie. She must have come back to him…

"Oh no, no…please say it's not…" He turned over, and saw a engraving with TW on the silver plate.

"Oh of course it is…" John moaned.

John continued to look at the engraving of her initials. TAW (Torrie Anne Wilson) John didn't have any luck at all at the moment, of course fate would make the worst possible scenario to take place.

"Maybe…it was Tara Williams….Tera Wallis…." He then let out a sigh, feeling his body rise with air before he released it. His frame lowered back down when he knew exactly who it belonged too.

"Oh no of course not, knowing my luck…it's exactly who I think it is" John thought in his head.

His blue eyes looked at the pink stone in the bracelet, that told him exactly who had dropped the bracelet. "Oh of course it is, damn it" John mumbled.

John rubbed his temple while he held the bracelet, he took in a soft breath. Suddenly he felt like he was struck by lightning when something came rushing back through his mind.

"Oh…no…"

John knew Torrie must have seen the kiss he shared with Liz. Okay now that can not be very good at all.

John didn't think she must have stayed around for the goodbyes which means, the honey blonde might think he's getting back together with his soon to be ex wife.

John got out his phone, he dialled Torrie's number and waited for an answer.

John knew what he had to do, by the end of the night. He can't sleep or rest until he finds Torrie, and tells her exactly what happened…and exactly how he feels.

He now had a mission, and he won't rest until that mission is completed.

Tell Torrie the truth.

That she is the one that his heart beats for, that she is the one that he wants and needs more than anything.

She's the one.

…...

Torrie looked up at the rain sliding down from the window, with her eyes focused on the soft raindrops dripping down from her hotel window. She didn't notice her phone was lighting up on the bed.

It was lying still in her purse, but her bag had been opened when she just fell on the bed. Her focus on the window, she missed her phone lighting up like 5 times with the same name on the screen.

"John"

…...

After what felt like the millionth time he had heard Torrie's voice message. Cena didn't want to leave a message, he wanted to speak to her personally but no such luck. All he got was a voice message greeting him, saying "Hi you reached Tor's cell, not here right now sweeties, please leave a message, mwah!"

John looked at up at the night sky feeling the rain softly come from the clouds, again he felt the rain slide down his facial features. He kept his phone against his ear. He couldn't get hold of her or even find her. John had no idea where Torrie was right now…and she wouldn't pick up her phone.

After the hundredth time he listened to voice message, he heard the beep and started to talk. "Torrie, it's John look I know you came back…..but…I really need to talk to you, darling, please call me back" he ended the call.

He stood there in the rain, holding his phone in his hand. He didn't care that he was being soaked right now. He was concerned and worried for Torrie. He wondered what she was thinking when she saw that kiss.

Was she angry? Was she hurt? Did she care? John didn't know and that is what made him concerned, what if she took it completely the wrong way. Cena didn't think for a moment that Torrie would come back in the first place.

He didn't think in his wildest dreams, this would ever happen. Fall for Torrie. He didn't see any of it coming?

John dialled a number and got a voice that shattered him. "This phone is blocked from your call" John let his phone fall from his ear, as he realised, Torrie must have blocked him. He lost her as potential girlfriend? And now a friend?

"Okay think John, think John, come on think about what to do now?"

John couldn't even think about resting, he somehow had to find her. In a town that is huge, and has loads of hotels. Torrie could be in any of them so that didn't make his job any easier. Somehow tonight, before the night is over….the sunrise appears.

He will find her.

John looked at his phone, he pressed a number on the speed dial and waited for the person to pick up.

"Hello" A yawn answered the phone.

"Randy"

"Do you have any idea what the time is?" Randy's voice snapped.

"It's only 12"

"I have a two year old daughter, that is late. What do you want?" Randy asked yawning again.

"You know that I got fired, so you would retain your championship"

"Your point?"

"I'm cashing in that favour right now, I need your help Randy"

"Okay, what's up?"

"Right I know this is going to sound strange, and out of the blue but I really need to know something"

"You would be forgotten I'll make sure of that" Randy spoke.

"No, no, I'm not bothered about that right now. I need to do something"

"What is it?"

"Do you know where Torrie is staying?"

"Torrie?" Randy asked confused.

"Yeah, blonde woman from Boise. Sweet smile." John told over the phone.

"Houston, she lives in Houston Texas the last I heard" Randy spoke back.

"No, I mean now. Look hotel name, hotel room number do you know?" John asked.

"What do you think I am? A detector of trace of Torrie Wilson?"

"Well do you know?"

"John, if I did. I would be a stalker and divorced the next hour" Randy spoke back.

"Randy, now is not the time of games. Do you know or not?"

"I'm afraid buddy I don't" Randy spoke.

"Great, she's here somewhere in this place I have no idea where"

"Why do you want to know?"

"Long story, I just need to know"

"Well the only ones I know that Torrie still speaks too, Stacy is her best friend."

"Stacy?"

"Yeah she might know"

"Great, can you ask her?"

"I don't have her number"

"You have her twitter, you can ask her"

"Yeah okay? I haven't spoke to Stacy in years and I'll just ask her where Torrie is staying, yeah that wouldn't look weird at all" Randy sarcastically spoke.

"I just need to find her Randy, please"

"I…." Randy groaned.

John looked up at the night sky, a plea came across his face. His crystal eyes shown the desperation he felt right now. He had to find her.

"Please Randy" John spoke in the same tone.

"Alright I'll message her, and I don't know when or if she'll get back to me"

"She worships you, of course she will"

"Okay, you want me to do that now?"

"Yes"

"I can do it in the morning?"

"No Randy, I need it now"

"But I'm really tired, Alana is going to be keeping me up all night if I don't sleep now"

"I got fired tonight for you, so you owe me"

"Oh fine, but you can never use that again" Randy spoke.

"You going to message her?"

"Yes it's a long shot but I'll try she may know. Just a second. Okay Stacy…twitter page….okay this isn't going to be strange at all" Randy mumbled to himself.

Randy went to message but he thought of something. "Umm I can't send Stacy personal messages? She is not following me?"

"So, send her a message"

"But fans will be able to see it"

"I don't care, gives sites something to gossip about Please Randy. I need to find Torrie, Please"

"Alright, alright, Just a second"

"Hi Stacy, first thing how are you? I need to know something…do you know where Torrie is staying in Miami at the moment?" Randy sent the message. That is going to get a lot of raised eyebrows.

"Anything?" John asked over the phone.

"I just sent it, give her chance"

"Randy, I don't have a lot of time"

"Why don't you just put on something on your twitter. Whoever knows where Torrie Wilson is staying….can have a date with you? I'm sure you'll find out" Randy spoke.

"Randy…."

"Oh wait, I just got a beep? Hold on" Randy opened his twitter, and message from Stacy.

"I got a message from Stacy" Randy said as he was on his laptop.

"Yeah what does it say?"

"Hello you" Randy read the tweet in the phone.

"Randy, anything about Torrie?"

"Nope"

"Randy, will you just ask her where she might think Torrie is! Please! Say you'll take her out shopping, give her Championship, marry her! I don't fricking care!" John told over the phone.

"Okay, okay….just a second" Randy spoke. "If Sam asks I will send her to you?"

"Fine, I've already dealt with one wife"

"Wait what? You are getting back together?"

"Randy, focus"

"Are you?"

"No! that's why I need to find Torrie…."

"You've lost me"

"Torrie and I kissed tonight, and she's the one thing I got right Randy. I want her to be with me, but she saw the kiss between Liz and I. and now I can't find her. She won't pick up her phone"

Randy went silent…..before he spoke up. "Okay…wait what?" he asked again, he didn't understand any of it. He got lost at the "Torrie and I kissed"

"You lost me at the kiss part…too early…..or too late….my head hurts" Randy groaned.

"I think I'm in love with Torrie, I need to find her to tell her" John told Randy.

"Right, if you just said that. Hang on a second I know exactly what to say., Stacy is still online. Hold on" Randy spoke as he typed another message.

"Hey Stace, sweetheart I'm fine. Hope you are okay? Do you know where Torrie is right now?"

"Miami, I saw at Survivor Series. I can't believe she did that. Wow! Congratulations to you"

"Yeah do you know…where she is staying now?" Randy tweeted back.

He got a personal message from Stacy Keibler. She had the hotel name, the address and the phone number and the directions.

"Right I got it all, Stacy gave me all the details with a question mark at the bottom…..so I'll have to explain that to her."

"Right?"

"You're definitely in love with Torrie" Randy told.

"How do you know that?"

"Calling me, making me message someone I haven't in years let's just say…it shows" Randy told.

John listened to Randy thinking what his friend just said. Maybe he really is in love with Torrie? To go that extreme length, to find her.

"What am I going to tell Stacy?"

"Say whatever you like, I got to go. Thanks Randy" John cut off the call.

Randy heard the dialling tone, "Oh your welcome" he put down his phone on the table. He looked at the message, and clicked reply.

"It's not for me, it's for John. I think they are finally going to get together" Randy messaged her.

Moments later, a message came through. Bold letters came on the screen. "YAY! FINALLY! J.

Randy looked at the message, he ended up with a smile cross his face. He enjoyed that moment he was talking with Stacy again. He loved his wife very much but he always loved Stacy, as a friend. So maybe this was a good thing, and he could get his friendship back with the tall blonde.

…...

John got his car keys, he got in his car. He shut his car door, and put his seatbelt on. He drove to the highest speed limit you can go too. He drove down the road. He turned the steering wheel before he continued down the road.

He came upon the hotel that Torrie was staying at. John stopped his car, he opened his car door. It was quite late, so no one would was around so he could slip in without being noticed.

John came through the glass gold doors, he came upon a fancy hotel lobby. He saw marble floor, the hotel was very nice. Neat and tidy. John walked into the lobby. He then remembered he hadn't got Torrie's hotel room door.

"Oh great…." John rubbed his temple.

He looked around, and didn't see anyone in the lobby. He sighed feeling like he was about to give up. Like a flash of hope, a door opened, a petite girl came through the door holding files.

She had strawberry blonde hair with a black hair band on, she was wearing a black skirt with black tights and a white blouse with a black jacket on. She also had a name tag on, "KellyMarie"

She was muttering to herself, while she typing on a computer in front of her. She also had a sandwich next to her. Obviously she was on a break, she had a Dr Pepper Bottle next to her sandwich.

She suddenly got a text on her phone. She looked at it as she drinking her bottle. "No!" her face dropped, "I can't believe I missed that! The night I decide to do a shift! They show up! Damn it! John and Torrie…that's not fair" She mumbled to herself.

John was looking at the sweet, but a little crazy receptionist. The hotel was silent, no cleaners. Nothing. It was just her and him. Only she hadn't noticed him yet.

John continued to gaze, and what made him grin is when he saw something on her purse. Purple Pendent "Never Give Up"

He had found exactly what he needed to find Torrie.

A female Fan.

…...

Torrie came from the bed, she walked into her kitchen. She got out a wine glass, she put it on the counter. She then got a bottle of red wine. Torrie unscrewed the cap, and poured the liquid in the glass before she took a sip.

She felt the favourable wine tingle on her tongue. Torrie walked back to living room. She sat down on the couch, she grabbed a pillow to comfort herself. She sipped on the wine, still feeling alone.

Torrie's phone lit up. Torrie opened the message. "Babe, John is looking for you Stacex"

Torrie read the message a few times, but she refused to believe it. "Yeah…right…" She mumbled.

Well he either is…to tell her to her face, that he is going to give his marriage another try.

Torrie didn't want to handle with that tonight, so she shut off her phone and continued to sip on her wine.

She never felt so alone, it just brought the tears of emotion to rise in her eyes. She battled the tears, while she flicked her blonde hair off her shoulders.

She refused to believe what is exactly happening right now.

…...

The receptionist was typing on the computer, when John walked up the desk.

"Excuse me, I need some help"

KellyMarie looked up at the person who was standing in the lobby. "How…can…Oh my god…" she didn't scream since she was still at work. But her facial expression exploded with joy when she realised how had asked her for help.

"Oh…god…you're…..oh….okay….whoa…you're my favourite! I can't believe you're gone! I'll cry for years. Won't be the same without you….I love you! You're my inspiration!"

"Hi there, sweetheart…KellyMarie, nice name"

"Oh god, thank you, thank you, thank you" she repeated.

"Could you help me please?"

"Me? Help you…I'm….Not worthy of that"

John blinked before he shook his head back and forth. "Right, I really need to know something….can you help me please?"

"Wow" KellyMarie spoke starstruck.

"Okay, Kelly…can I call you that?"

"Sure, call me Kelly, Kel. K…anything you want" Kelly smiled back.

"Right, thanks…." he chuckled gently. Thinking how sweet and cute she was. A little crazy but hey who isn't.

"Can you help me?"

"Depends what it is? I will try my best"

"I need to know someone hotel room number?"

"That's confidential, I'm not allowed to do that"

"Oh I can understand that, but I would really appericate your help Kelly"

"It's company policy, I could be fired if It got out"

"Right, yeah I can understand. I'm just looking for someone very special to me. I just need to talk too her"

"Oh whose is it?" Kelly spoke.

"You might as well know, everyone else probably will know. Torrie Wilson"

"Torrie and You?" Kelly said. That was her favourite couple since she had started watching WWE.

"Yeah, I need to talk to her."

Kelly gazed at him before she started to type on her computer. "I'm sorry I can't give out the information" John looked at her, he noticed a note being put on the desk.

He took it, and KellyMarie gave him a smile much to say sorry politely. He saw a number on the note. He leaned over and kissed her cheek. "Thank you so much" he whispered.

The receptionist just had a dream like smile across her face. Maybe this night wouldn't be bad for her after all.

John walked up the steps, he came to the floor that the receponist given him. He had to use a lot of persuasion but he had got what he wanted so it was all worth it. John walked down the corridor, looking for the number.

Finally he had found the number of the door he had been looking for all night.

"I hope this is the right one, or else someone is gonna get a shock" John mumbled.

He took a breath in, before he knocked on the door.

…...

Torrie sipped on her wine while she wrote on her twitter. "When you have something special, hold onto it tight. Never let go"

She pressed send and watched the tweet appear on her page. She looked down at all the tweets, until she heard a knock at her door.

Torrie sipped a gulp of her wine. She placed it on the table. Torrie walked towards the door, wiping underneath her eyes and the corner of her eyes were the tears had came from. She walked to the door, opened it and almost felt her eyes fall out in shock when she saw who had knocked on her door.

John.

"What are you doing here? How did you get here?"

John breathed quickly. "A long story…I have been trying to contact you for ages. Then Randy messaged Stacy for me, and told me this is where you are staying. I did catch a lifeline, the receptionist nice girl, was a big fan of mine" John explained.

Torrie looked at him. "Wow, you've had a adventurous night"

"Torrie, can I come in? I need to talk to you?"

Torrie just let go of the door. She let John step in. He closed the door and saw Torrie fold her arms at him, but then her hands met her slender hips.

"What do you want to talk to me about?" Torrie asked, quite bluntly.

"I know you were there, I found this." John presented the bracelet to Torrie.

The Boise Belle looked at the bracelet, she leaned forward and took it from him.

"Thanks" she softly spoke. She didn't want to be told that John was getting back together with his wife….she would just read the news…later in the week.

She didn't want to hear it from John himself, because she knew exactly what that woman is capable of. Unknown to John, Elizabeth had wrecked Torrie's life in so many ways.

John looked at Torrie's face, he can see the stains from her tears. "Have you been crying?" he asked.

Torrie dapped her fingertips underneath her eyes, wiping the tears away softly. "What do you want John?"

"I need to be straight with you?"

"Well you don't need to be, what you do is up to you. I think you're being a complete moron for doing it but it's your decision" Torrie spoke.

John looked at her "Okay….I…"

"I mean you have no idea what she has done, before. You have no idea what she is capable of! You can't take her back! You can't, please she'll only hurt you again" Torrie's heart suddenly made her blurt it all out. Her eyes were full of the emotion that was piercing her.

"What?"

"The Kiss I saw you,. You can't take her back John. She's doesn't deserve you. Someone can be all you want and need in life…I will…be" her voice was cracking.

"I was kissing her goodbye" John told.

Heartbreak no more, the truth was out. The skies were clear blue again.

Torrie's facial expression of hearbreak faded. A sort of light lit up in her heart but she remained confused. "Ummm…sorry what?"

"The kiss you saw….was goodbye. She tried to get me to stay…but I didn't. she threw her rings at me" John spoke showing her the engagement ring and wedding ring.

Torrie knew what John was telling her was the truth. She saw the sparkles from the diamonds. "Oh…..you were saying goodbye. You're not taking her back. Are you getting back together?" Torrie asked.

John shook his head,. "No, we're not. I've come to the end of the line of that I'm never going back"

Torrie looked at him "Ohh, right" Relief flew through her expression. She felt the light shine right back through her. All the chances, all the love. It was all back. The tears had stopped, and she didn't feel like she was going to cry anymore.

"Yeah, that's what I came to…tell you" He grinned handsomely.

Torrie looked at him, "Ohh….I thought…" her eyes travelled over to John's, ocne again she felt herself gazing in his clear blue eyes.

"Well it wasn't what you thought"

"Thank god for that" Torrie thought.

"Ohh, well….so everything is okay?" Torrie smiled coming closer to him.

"It's the same as it was hours ago" John grinned. His grin slowly faded when he remembered something from Torrie's words.

"Wait a second,"

"Hmm" Torrie spoke, still with a sparkling smile across her face.

"You said something…..she'll only hurt you again. What do you mean by that?" John asked.

Torrie's smile slowly faded, oh no! she didn't ruin it herself. She hoped to god she didn't ruin it.

"Ummm what?" Torrie brushed back her blonde locks nervous.

"Before I told you what happened, you said don't do it, she'll only hurt you again"

"I….it doesn't matter"

"Matters to me, Torrie what do you mean by that?"

"Nothing, I was being overdramatic…after everything she's done…I just vented that's all but it's all okay now, so let's just forget about it and move on" Torrie spoke.

"I would rather like to know what you meant by that?"

Torrie glanced at John, she could see his eyes were risen up in confusion. He didn't understand what she had meant, she was scared to tell him because she might just lose him anyways, with her accidental words.

"Okay, there's something you don't know…I never ever wanted you to find out" Torrie spoke softly.

"What is it?" John asked.

"I…..please don't hate me" Torrie pleaded, with her eyes rising once again in tears. She knew what she was about to say, is not going to settle well with John at all.

"What's going on? Just tell me please"

Torrie bit her lip gently, before she took in a very soft breath. "Okay….well…we're connected in another way…"

John's head lowered to the floor for a moment before he looked back at Torrie, listening to what she had to tell him.

"Basically…I have known something for so long that I just couldn't tell you. I din't want to hurt you or anything but….I had to keep it myself…I had no other choice….I couldn't handle you turning your back on me…."

"What is it?"

"You know I told you that Pete cheated on me"

"Yeah…." John's voice softly spoke, a little worried where this was going.

"Well I never told you, who that woman was?" Torrie hinted to John. She couldn't bring herself to save it, so she hoped John would have put the pieces together and get the answer.

"Torrie,….are you…saying what I think you're saying?"

Torrie gulped a lump in her throat. "I'm so sorry," her little voice cried.

"Say it"

"No,….I….The woman that I caught with Pete, was…." she looked up at John seeing the emotion rising in his blue eyes once again. This night really did have a lot of emotion….and more was yet to come.

"Elizabeth, your wife"

John took in the news, he looked on at her. Definitely he wasn't expecting that "Why didn't you ever tell me?" he asked.

"I was worried you wouldn't believe me?….and I knew how much you loved her….I'm so sorry that's why I didn't want you to go down that path once again John"

John listened, and didn't say anything. He just turned his eyes towards the wall. Torrie saw his reaction, with her heart racing she ran forward to him. Placing her hands on her arms, with a pleading look in her eyes.

"Please. Please, don't hate me. Please I never…ever meant to hurt you"

"You just told me my wife slept your husband?"

"She wasn't your wife then"

"Then that makes it okay! After all this time! You never told me!" John snapped.

"No of course not. I was heartbroken….. I know I should have told you and she said that you wouldn't want to hurt John. And who do you think he'll believe. She got into my head, I'm so sorry" Torrie cried, with tears falling down from her eyes.

John stepped away, and glared at her. "Cry, see if I care" he snapped, turning away.

Torrie watched John move away from her touch, the nail had been dropped and it could have torn through everything, even their friendship. She felt her heart break once again, by her own mistake.

She fell back on the couch, burying her head in her hands crying,

John heard her cries, he kept his arms folded. "Damn it" he mumbled, he couldn't leave Torrie sitting there crying.

"Okay I do care" he turned back, and sat down next to Torrie. He put his arm around her shoulder to comfort her, she flinched from his touch since she wasn't expecting it.

"I'm so sorry"

John sighed "It's okay" Torrie fell back on his chest while she let out the rest of her tears. John gently stroked her shoulder, while she buried her head in his chest. Being on his chest so close, she could feel him breathe right now.

"At least I know…now…." John muttered.

"3 years too late" Torrie mumbled in her tears.

"Better late than never"

"We're okay?" Torrie asked looking back at John.

"Yeah, as usual we'll always be fine. I can't stay angry at you Torrie. I just can't" John told with a small smile across his face.

"Oh okay" Torrie sniffled.

John sighed, "I better get going…..really late. And I'm exhausted…" John spoke.

Torrie nodded her head, she stood up with John. They both were going to tell each other how they feel? But after that, neither of them declared anything.

John went to the door, he was drained from the emotion of tonight. Physically and emotionally. He just was drained right now.

"Okay, I'll see you around John"

"Yeah," He went to the door handle, so did she. Torrie and John's hands connected all the door handle. Their hands connected, moving off the handle. Torrie's emerald eyes met John's sea blue eyes while they stood oppositite to each other.

Both of them wanted to stay, stay with each other. You could tell from the look in their eyes.

"Oh,…here" she let her hand release from John's hand.

John took one more look at Torrie, before he walked out of the room. Torrie closed the door when John left. He looked at the door, feeling torn. Every step he took, every few steps, his eyes would travel back to the door.

Should he stay or should he go?

John took one more look, before he walked down the corridor back to his car.

Torrie leaned on the door before she walked back to the couch. She sat down, and felt something on her couch. She stood up, and grabbed whatever her back leaned against. She pulled out a purple wrist band.

It was a sign?

One look at the band, Torrie was seconds on the bed putting on her black boots. "Don't be afraid, don't let anything get in the way" she told herself.

Meanwhile John left the hotel, he went down the steps and made his way to his car.

Torrie ran to her door, she closed the door and ran down the corridor as fast as her legs could take her. Torrie ran down the stairs, almost tripped up. She got to the lobby and ran the whole way to the lobby. She pushed open the hotel entrance.

She moaned slightly since the rain had got a little heavier. The wind was blowing rapidly being late at night. The weather was stormy but nothing not this time was going to stop Torrie.

She was going to reveal her feelings to John, nothing and no one was going to get in the way, not even nature. She didn't care if it hails, snows, rains even more. Pours down in fact, she will tell the feelings she had locked up inside her heart for so long.

Torrie brushed back her blonde hair, so she can see properly. She ran down the steps, she looked around the parking lot, but she couldn't see him anywhere. Torrie stood there for a moment, in the pouring rain. Her hands went around her mouth, her head lowered to the floor with her hair falling into her face.

She ran her fingers through her brittle hair. Her eyes scanning around but still no sign. She then saw a car right at the back, she saw a person unlocking it. "Gotcha ya, I'm not letting you go this time John" Torrie told herself.

She ran over the parkling lot, her heels were smashing against the concrete, echoing every step she ran. She continued to feel the rain falling down from the sky, it had such a emotional feel to it. She was on a race against time. She wins that she's got a lifetime of heaven, she loses…she loses everything.

All for nothing.

Torrie kept running, closer and closer. Then she stopped and screamed at the top of her lungs. "JOHN!"

Hearing his name suddenly, John was just getting in his car. He banged his head on the inside of the car. "Okay oww,…I can't catch a break tonight" he kept his hand on his head.

Torrie ran over there when she saw him come from his car. John turned his body around, and saw Torrie standing there dripping with water from her hair. A exhausted but sweet smile forming on her face.

She had done it, she had stopped him. Now it's time for her to reveal all.

"Torrie, what are you doing here? Get inside you'll get soaked"

Torrie shook her head, "No, there's nothing else I want to do right now…I have to tell you something….something that I have been meaning to say for such a long time"

"What is it?" John asked near his car, still with his hand on the top of his head.

Torrie looked, and walked up to him. "There's another reason why I was upset earlier, I know this will come to a bit of a shock, but that kiss we shared was….one, no the best feeling I have ever felt in my life for such a long time"

"You see, I realised something tonight. You are the only thing I ever got right. One thing I got right, the only one I would let inside" Torrie told while she held up one finger, as her feelings started to be revealed.

"You weren't just a friend John, you were more than that to me. Every little part of you, is a part of me." Torrie softly declared. "I adore everything about you….I never realised just how much…"

John looked at her, wondering what she was trying to say.

"And I hope you see, that you're everything to me. Everything." Torrie told.

The wind blew her blonde hair across her face, while she stood there. She moved her locks as she went on to declare her love.

"Without you I can't breathe." Her soft voice mused.

"And I know I've let you down in the past, but this time I won't ever let you go. I can breathe now you're here with me. I don't have to feel scared…because you here. You're the only one who sees me for me. It's all about you, everything I do….might sound crazy but…" all these words were leading up to the most important words.

"I know everything is alright, when your right by my side. When you look me in the eyes I know everything will be okay in the end no matter what"

"You mean so much to me, that I realise….that I'm in love with you. Always have, always will" Torrie softly spoke with the look of emotion in her eyes. The truthful declare for love, had come from her heart.

She had let it all out. And now…she can only wait and hope for John's reaction.

John looked at her, taking in every she has just said.

"I know I let you down before, but I swear it's like that now. No games, no hiding, no denying, no lies…no secrets.. I swear to you, that I will be every thing you want, all you need. How am I ever gonna let you leave, I won't. You're all I got, you're all I want John, don't you see….you're all I need."

"I want to try"

John continued to gaze at her, as she continued to keep on talking. A smile rose on his face, but he didn't say anything. He just stepped forward, "Torrie…"

"I know what you what you're going to say…"

"But you mean everything to me, more than the world. There's nothing I wouldn't do for you, you know that please…"

John tried to get her attention. "Torrie, sweetheart, calm down., I get it" he tried to say but she kept on talking. He heard her voice soft and sweet, but it started to talk really fast some words he couldn't understand.

"Would you just…" John tried to say. He wanted some silence so he can talk but

Torrie continued to keep on mumbling on and on. He couldn't get a single word in.

John had an idea, he just grabbed the blonde's face. Both hands on her cheeks, bringing her closer. He then planted another wonderful kiss on her. Lord behold it, it shut Torrie's mouth up.

John kissed her, he didn't have to tell his feelings just yet…so instead he showed exactly how he felt for Torrie. The kiss deepened in seconds, Torrie melted in John's arms. She had her hand on his arm, while he had his hand on the back of her head, feeling his fingers between her blonde locks.

Torrie felt John kiss her once, before he delivered a soft kiss to her lips before he drew away.

"Was that good? Or just to shut me up?" Torrie giggled softly.

"A bit of both" John spoke.

"Oh" Torrie laughed softly. "I do mean it though, I love you"

John looked at her, he brought the blonde closer once again. He looked at Torrie right in the eyes, so she can see no shadow of a lie or anything. The truth came from his blue eyes. "I love you too, I always have. You just never noticed you bimbo" he teased.

Torrie giggled, as her eyes rose in happiness tears. "Well you know me, flirting goes over my head, I guess a lot of other things do too"

John grinned handsomely with his dimples showing in his handsome face.

"You mean it though?" Torrie asked hopeful. John Cena loves her? Oh My God!"

"I mean it, no lie. Right from my heart" John touched his chest. Torrie squealed as she clapped her hands together, she could see from John's expression. He did love her! He does love her!

Her feelings were shared! She wasn't heading for a broken heart! She had taken the risk and she couldn't be happier about it. She didn't let the fear get the better of her. She risked everthing, put her heart on the line…and she got everything she ever wanted and desired in return.

John Cena's love.

"Oh my god! You love me! You love me!" Torrie beamed happily. Shining like a star in the sky.

"Yeah….I love you Torrie" He almost felt shocked himself but it felt so amazing to say.

"Oh my god" Torrie ran back, wrapping her arms around John's neck and he lifted the beautiful blonde up off the ground, with his arms wrapped around her back. He spun her around while she held on tight, her hands latched around the back of his neck.

"I can't believe it, I swear to you. I will be all you want and need I won't ever let you down"

John whispered back, still holding her in mid air. With her heels dangling freely. "You never will, I will never leave you" Torrie heard his soft whisper and just leaned down and kissed John once again in mid air.

He placed her down on the ground, still with his arms around her back. Suddenly the rain just plummeted down from the sky.

Torrie giggled sweetly, before her lips slid apart at the coldness of the rain. John looked at her, he took off his black coat, and wrapped it around Torrie's shoulders.

"You'll freeze" Torrie spoke smiling, but she wrapped herself in his coat.

"I grew up in Boston, I don't feel the cold that much" John spoke, while Torrie was smirking at the sight of his muscles alll wet now he had taken his coat off. The rain was dripping down from his face, it was making Torrie's heart race.

"Shall we continue this inside maybe?"

Torrie looked at him, before she wrapped her arms around his neck. "No I think it's very romantic," Torrie leaned her lips on his, as they shared another kiss in the rain.

This time so much love, and romance was in the night. Torrie and John were now a couple. They were now in a relationship.

Torrie continued to kiss John softly on the lips, with her fingers sliding down to his chest. "Do you think you could take your shirt off?"

"No then I will be cold, and I thought you don't like anything sexy being with your boyfriend?"

"I don't" Torrie giggled.

"Well then…how would me taking my shirt off not being sexy?"

"Oh good point, can you do it any way" she leaned her hands on his chest.

"Not really, I'll freeze to death. So if you want a statue as a boyfriend then I will"

"Well I think kissing in the rain is very romantic" she kissed him again.

The rain then got heavier, and the wind blew Torrie closer to John's arms.

"Okay yeah, maybe we should go inside. My hotel room? Or yours?"

"I don't mind, I don't mind driving" John spoke, Torrie's head was down because of the rapids of the wind. Her hair was blowing all over the place. She took John's hand, and they ran back to his car.

"What about your stuff?"

"Just drive" Torrie told.

John listened to Torrie, and he opened the door for Torrie. She stepped in, John got the driver's seat. He turned his engine on, John drove back to his hotel.

Torrie shivered from the cold rain and winds, she got to John's hotel room again. She saw John about to close the door, she felt a sneaky smile come across her face. She took off his coat, and ran still in her black long sleeved v neck dress and knee boots.

She knocked John back to the door, as she planted him with a kiss.

"You need to stop knocking me into things" He chuckled.

"I'm sorry babe, I wanted to do that all night" she spoke as she silenced him with another kiss.

"I can't believe this, you and me. Oh my god! I just want to shout up to the roof tops! I'm so happy!" Torrie spoke as she smiled, still with her hands on his shoulder blade.

John chuckled before he picked up Torrie like a bride, she giggled as she rested her hand around the back of his neck, while he supported her underneath her knees. Torrie laughed out in happiness, before she put back gently on the couch.

"You alright?" John asked seeing her looking at him.

"Yeah, I just can't believe you're here with me like this…" Torrie giggled sweetly.

"Like a dream" Torrie added, as her eyes sparkled up at John.

He gently touched her chin, before he leaned a soft kiss on her lips. He then kissed her the temple, embracing the blonde closer.

"It's everything I ever wanted and dreamed of, and it's all here. Right now. Oh my god" she wrapped her hand around her mouth, she almost felt like she was living in a fantasy. She was terrified of losing it all.

"It's true, I can help you with that" He gently leaned his lips against hers.

Torrie suddenly yelped out in a squeal, before she jumped forwards kneeling up on the couch, and she jumped on John. He yelped when he fell down. His back was on the couch, he chuckled seeing Torrie lying on his chest.

"I really do love you" Torrie gently spoke, with a beautiful smile coming across her face.

"I love you too babe" John said back, she giggled with her hand resting on his chest. She leaned up and caught John's lips in a sweet kiss.

"I'm so tired"

"You want to go to sleep?"

"Yes please I do,"

"Okay then let's get you to sleep"

"What am I going to wear?" Torrie asked.

John looked at her, "you can wear one of my shirts if you want?"

"You got a purple one?" Torrie asked smiling.

"Yes, might be a bit big for you" John chuckled.

"That's okay" Torrie spoke, she leaned her head on his shoulder being tired.

"Time for my beauty sleep" She mumbled softly on his shoulder blade.

"Then I think you should go to sleep" John gave her the shirt.

Torrie took the shirt, she went to go and get changed. she kept on her black shorts underneath, she unzipped her black knee boots. Slid on the purple never give up shirt. She came from the room, and got on the bed.

"Wow" John spoke. "Never seen the shirt look so good" he chuckled, smiling ear to ear.

"Aww Thank you" Torrie spoke with a giggle.

"Where are you going?" Torrie asked John when he turned to walk away.

She grabbed hold of his hand.

"I was going to let you sleep, I'll take the couch"

Torrie heard his words, she started to shake her hand back and forth "No, no, no way I have waited for this for so long! You are going nowhere" she dragged John to the bed, so he would climb on with her.

"Torrie,"

I just….want to lie here, and you hold me. No nothing just a nice cuddle" Torrie spoke with her back on her pillows.

"I wasn't going to ask for anything" John chuckled.

"Well that is all I want from you Cena, tonight" she told, smiling cutely.

Torrie started to lifted his shirt up. Exposing his stomach and ribs area when she lifted up his shirt, his abs shown every single time he let a breath in, and out.

"Alright, alright" He laughed on, he took off his shirt while Torrie's smile turn into a smirk, her eyes were like moths to a flames.

"God you're irresistible" Torrie spoke with a smile, running her fingers up and down his chest causing John's eyes to lower down.

John chuckled feeling her wonderful touch.

He smirked at her, while she touched his belly button before she kissed him gently on the lips.

John changed into black boxers, he climbed in the bed. Torrie closed her eyes as she lied upon John's chest, she had her hand on his chest. She felt his strong arm around her shoulder, keeping the honey blonde closer.

"Torrie.."

"Hmmm"

"Are you happy?"

Torrie listened to his question, she looked up at John. A beautiful, blinding smile came across her face. "More than anything" she kissed him gently before she closed her eyes again.

Seconds later, Torrie was asleep lying in the arms of John Cena.

He heard her softly breathing while she slept, John smiled softly at the cute image of Torrie sleeping. He kissed her on the temple gently. Before he left himself fall asleep for the night, so much had happened tonight…but he had something to still smile about.

It was a emotional night, but he fell asleep with the girl of his dreams right beside him.

Torrie and John finally found everything they had always wanted, needed and desired. They had everything now, what they have been searching for. It felt amazing to them.

They had it, but will the relationship survive the storms….that lies ahead in the shadows.


End Of Chapter, so no pitch forks or riots lol. Jorrie are together now! Yay! More is to come.

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Next Time: John's farewell, Torrie is over the moon to be with John. When he tells the whole world, she knows he is too.