A/N:THX FOR R&R,AND EVERYTHING I DO IN THE STORY I DO FOR A REASON SO I DONT JUST PUT RANDOM STUFF IN THERE :)
I DONT OWN ANYTHING FROM THE TWILIGHT SAGA ONLY THE CHARACTERS I CREATE..SO ENJOY THIS CHAPTER. o btw lemons in this one like i said this is my first lemon so i hope i got it right.
(Renesmee's Pov)
After the whole incident with Jake i kinda just wanted to forget it but i know that our relationship wont be same, Jake continues to act like he has 2 personalities one minute his fine the next he goes ballistic,but i have noticed that every time jake has one of those outbursts its always when or after he's talking to nahlue if hes not talking to him then hes just in the i decided to take jake around the town so we can clear our thoughts.
"Jake,um would you like to go around town with me like a date sort of"i asked hoping he wont pop off like he did an hour ago
flashback
"Nahlue,you want anything to eat"i yelled from the kitchen i thought it would be nice to eat a blt and share half with my friend
"um,sure yea now that i think about iam getting a little bit hungry for human food"he laughed at the thought that he might actually like human food.
"see i told u are gonna at least crave human food while you are here,but if you want we can go and hunt a in a little bit if want,since blt's don't really satisfy me.''i said while giggling it really felt good to talk to someone who gets me other than Jake and my family and i dont care what jake says that's all nahule will ever be is a friend nothing more cause my heart belongs to Jacob.
After i finish making the sandwhichs we sat down and start eating them just laughing about lame jokes we were making all of a sudden Jake comes in the house and sees us eating together.
"Hey jake"i say happily as i run to him to kiss him but i didnt even get a chance to kiss him instead he pushes me on the couch.
"how you gonna sit there and flirt with him while i walk in"?jake scolded me like i was a child begin caught with a hand in the cookie jar.
"o my god,jake there's nothing going on between us we were just laughing besides i was bored and everybody else was at my grandparents house trying to find the next place we are gonna move he was just keeping me company."
"you really think im stupid don't you..i can see your parents raised a lying stupid ass bitch,just like your mom always lying to break a guys heart!now that what he said set me off.
''How dare you talk about my mom,never ever in your whole talk about my parents."i turned around and see Nahlue just staring at Jacob,without even blinking like he was in a trance controlling sure what to do about both of them i have to at least attempt to end this argument and change the subject.
"Nahule are you OK?he wasn't budging
"YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN RENESMEE YOUR WORRIED ABOUT HIM MORE THAN ME!''he said while grabbing my hair from the roots and throwing me against the wall holding on like his life depended on it.I tried clawing and kicking but that didn't do any good.I was saved when we all of a sudden heard my parents laughter along with the rest of the family,as soon as they walked Jake let go and pretended to be making out with dad cleared his throat,my cheeks were blushing red and i looked over at nahule and saw that he was out of his staring fit and Jacob was completely fine.
FLASHBACK ENDED
He wasn't paying attention,it seemed like him and Nahule was having a staring contest a very weird one,it was as almost like Nahule was reading Jacobs mind and they were just talking through their minds.
"Hello,Jacob,Earth to jake"i was getting a little annoyed by the fifth or sixth try he finally snapped out of it
"Um sure yea sure nessie,where you wanna go?he said with a smile i haven't seen that smile in weeks,seems like years.
"Anywhere is fine as long we are out the house"i said with a smile i had a feeling i would finally have my Jake back but something told me don't get my hopes up.
"Mom,dad um me and Jake are going out?'i said like it was question,after what my family saw today
"Jake,could you give us a minute please"? as soon as Jake was out the room the interrogation began.
"Nessie,is everything okay with you and Jake lately?''my mom asked hoping she would get the answer she wanted.
"Yea why would you say that for"control thoughts please brain.
my dad decided to step in"Cause nessie your were an out going girl that loved hanging out with your friends and family,we hardly see you cause you are always at the cottage, u just distance yourself and the only thing i hear from your thoughts are stuff that doesn't make sense."
"Mom,dad i promise you we all right"i say like nothing was happening dad looked very unsure about what i was saying.
"ok sweetie have fun and take your cell phone"both my parents said at the same time
"ok guys, i love you guys"i said as gave them each a kiss
I grabbed my cellphone and ran out the door hopefully the rest is a drama free i go in the car Jake was in the drivers seat not saying a was an uncomfortable silence so i put on my favorite Evanescence cd i only played my favorite songs:my heart is broken,my immortal,call me when your sober,going under,taking over me,and bring me to life.
"Jake where are we going''?I questioned once i didn't recognized where we were going,i was really getting suspicious suddenly we stopped and started walking hand in hand i wasn't aware of where we were or where we were going.i started to get scared when we turned down this alley full of dumpsters and this god awful smell that no human should bear to we were very far from the car I was pulled out of my thoughts as my back was slammed into the hard molded brick wall, Jacobs mouth attacking my mouth i was suddenly frightened on what was going on.
"OK jake that's enough fun's over"i said once it all of a sudden became to much."Jake i said that's enough,ow Jake that hurts"it really hurt he kissed my neck to rough to the point where he was biting didn't say a word he just continued to grind into me and roughly kiss me.I pushed him away
"ok jake i thought we were gonna have fun today none of this bullshit and this isn't close to fun."then the sickest smile formed on his face like it was a game of cat and mouse.
"o i didnt say it was gonna be fun for you,just a whole lot for me."this was like he was in predator mode i couldn't believe what was just ripped my top off revealing my bra i had on,i pushed him off and started running away then his hands grabbed my head and pushed me to the ground making me hit my head first to the floor,that point i just stopped fighting once he was on top of me I've done everything i can do i yelled,screamed,clawed, ran there is nothing more i can do.
He started kissing me all over making his way to my pants,"JAKE STOP''i shrieked a ear periceing scream,the more i look around didnt nobody care or come by to help my pants were gone he ripped the remaining pieces of undergarments i had on,he held my hands over my head,the more i screamed the more he hit me in the face ''SHUT UP!'' he screamed at me.I screamed out in pain once he plunged into me,the pain was unbearable,like i was begin ripped kept pushing into me roughly force ably,finally after 30 minutes of begin raped i cried out,yelling at the sky,i wish this was a dream a very bad dream i would wake up from,but it wasn't this was my life.
"Stop crying it wasn't that bad to keep crying"Jake said as if i wasn't harmed by this.
i started beating on Jake,punching him in the face, clawing at him screaming at him,then jake got up and punched me in the face"IF YOU EVER HIT ME LIKE THAT AGAIN YOU ARE GONNA GET A WORSE BEATING,NOW GET DRESSED SO WE CAN GET HOME!"he screamed at me like i wasn't his imprint,like he didnt even know me.
The ride home was in silence,he dropped me off at my house and just drove away.I ran into the house crying,i ran into my dad.
NESSIE! whats the matter,what happened"i showed him what happened starting from day one,when i was done i balled my eyes out but my dad was furious he idmediatley hopped in the car to drive to la push.
(Jacobs pov)
I don't remember when or how i got home in must've been 5 to 10 minutes until i very angry vampire bust through my door pounding my face in,he didnt stop until the pack came to stop him.
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU''I yelled,what have i done to deserve this,i haven't done anything.
"YOU'VE BEEN BEATING MY DAUGHTER THAT'S WHATS YOU DID,YOU ASSAULTED HER AND RAPED HER ALL IN 3 WEEKS!" I couldn't believe my ears i would never do that to an imprint.
"Are you saying you don't remember doing any of that"? he asked in question to my thoughts
"No,its like ive been spaced out all 3 weeks.i said completely honest
"When did this start exactly"he asked,like he dont know
"um as soon as Nahule came like the day after"it was true none of this happened or would've
"yes a lot of stuff has been going on since he came back".
(Renesmees pov)
After a few days of not eating or talking my whole family knew and respects my wishes in not wanting to see Jacob,i have been feeling a little weird and sick but Carlisle said that was from the trauma i i knew something wasn't right,so when everyone was at jacobs house dealing with him i went downtown and convinced the 50 year old woman to buy me the magic stick the only thing that teens would be afraid of:a pregnancy looked at me like i was on fire,but she was willing saying shes been in my right lady once you've been beaten and raped by a werewolf then lets talk.I got home waiting to find out the answer just to be sure that im not,if i am then im gonna raise it even though he or she is rape victims child and i would make sure he or she doesn't see the father.
After waiting for the 3 minutes to pass i checked my watch 3 min had passed so as i looked over the counter and my switched to the sign I...TO BE CONTINUED.
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