Wednesday
I sat in my den an hour later, quite in shock from Tugger's "lesson". I hadn't expected Tugger to have done that in a million years. Especially considering I was not gay, and I did not like him. I think. I was actually questioning that right now. I needed to get back with Vic, and that was that. I was happy with her. And I couldn't be happy with anyone else. Yes, that's right, just think about Victoria, Mistoffelees. Only about Victoria. Not Tugger and that one…NO!
I stood up quickly, before walking out of my den, instantly walking over to Victoria. She was sitting alone, her eyes closed as she bathed in the warm sunlight.
"Hi, Victoria," I said softly as I sat down next to her. She looked up, opening her eyes.
"Misty…Look, I'm sorry about the other night, Misty. I guess I was just slightly jealous of the other queens…I'm actually really glad I have you," she said, hugging me and nuzzling me gently. I smiled, as I hugged her back gently.
"I'm sorry too, Vic. I really shouldn't have taken you for granted. I missed you over the past couple of nights," I said, before taking a deep breath and gently pressing my lips to her forehead gently. She smiled, looking up at me.
"You actually kissed me," she said, sounding pleasantly surprised. I smiled my crooked smile, and she gently kissed my lips. I kissed her back half-heartedly, almost wishing I was back in that field with Tugger. NO! No! I was happy with Victoria…only Victoria…Not Tugger. I took a deep breath pulling away from her, holding her in my arms as she purred softly, laying against me. I looked across the clearing, and I saw a dejected-looking Maine Coon watching me. I was happy…happy with Victoria. That's all I needed to know in my life. I looked down, not wanting to make eye contact with him.
"I love you, Vic…" I said softly, holding her close and still trying to convince myself that I was happy with Victoria, and that I couldn't be happier with anyone else. Especially not Tugger.
