Spilled Blood:
Dreaming Without Sleeping.
A/N: Finally I'm getting back into the swing of things! Trailer link is on my profile page if you want to see it! I hope you enjoy this chapter of Spilled Blood.
Dreams seem endless. Dreams take you to a place where you never want to leave, where your wildest dreams come true. What if you are not sleeping for those dreams? If they were your life your…reality? My dreams came like that, while I was awake. Memories and then some.
"Why Ginny?" she asked"Why Ginny?" I replied looking at her strangely
"Why did you pick Ginny to be your girlfriend?"
"Because I like her…a lot."
"If there had been another girl-"
"No, Hermione. I wouldn't have chosen the other girl."
I didn't pay attention to the tears that filled her eyes before she turned back to her book, my mind was only set on Ginny.
She had loved me then, how could I have not seen that?
"Harry?" she asked"Yeah 'Mione?"
"Would you leave Ginny if she had cheated on you?" she looked up at me with blank eyes.
"I suppose, but she would never do such a thing."
She had known about Ginny's affair before I did. She tried to tell me.
"Harry?"
"Hermione if this is another question about Ginny-"
"No, it's not."
"Then what?"
"Do you love me?"
"As a sister."
She turned around and left. She didn't show up to Potions that day.
She had admitted with the least amount of words that she loved me, I brushed it aside.
"Harry?"
"Hermione if this is another question about my feelings for you then don't bother asking! I won't answer."
"I broke up with Ron,"
"Why?"
"I love someone else."
"Okay, I'm doing my Transfiguration homework."
She told me that she loved me, in those four words.
"Is something wrong?" she asked reaching to touch my hand, I pulled it away.
"Nothing's wrong, 'Mione." I looked away into the night.
"Okay, why don't you play Quidditch anymore? Ron's the most horrible captain. You surely know that." She said moving closer to me.
I chuckled darkly, "Oh I know, I guess-I guess I just grew out of Quidditch." I said
"Why don't you let me touch you anymore?" she asked taking another step, another stride of burning in my throat.
"I let you touch me," I said softly
She rolled her beautiful cinnamon colored eyes "Yeah, and I can ride a broom. You never let me hug you, just now when I tried to hold your hand you pulled it away."
She told me she cared about me, that she loved me. I had fallen in love with her too.
"He tried to kill James and he succeeded in killing Sirius and Remus. Hermione we-we can't be together, if he goes killing more I don't know what I would do if he killed you and James."
"He couldn-" she started
"A simple Vampoirus Acorpious would kill you Hermione! I love you, but we can't be together. Take-Take James and don't come back to me."
"You're breaking up with me?" she asked feeling the blood rise in my eyes.
"I love you too much to lose you." I said handing James to her "I love both of you, take care of him."
I stepped forward and kissed James' forehead and her lips then I fled…
I had told her I loved her…while I had shattered her heart. That does not count, I never told her I loved her. Now it is too late. I layed back on the floor and closed my eyes, heart breaking memories of her plaguing my thoughts.
A/N: Well this was a depressing chapter! Review and let me know what you think!
