Toby's POV

I wake up and cringe at the light, my room has never been this bright, when I open my eyes, I notice I'm at Spencer's room. What? I turn to my side and there's Spencer's light brown curls. I can't remember what happened last night, god. She looks so peaceful when she's asleep,I shake Spencer softly and she immediately hits me.

"WHY WOULD YOU WAKE ME UP!"

"Why are we sleeping in the same bed?"

She smiles teasingly.

"Is that why you're so scared?"

"Shut up."

"Brett suggested it, instead of you two sharing a bed, that would be gay enough.. So what?"

"What do you want for breakfast?" I kiss her cheek and stand.

"Mmmmm…. Coffee…"

"That's too obvious."

"Okay mmm waffles."

I walk to the kitchen and find Brett on the way,

"Toby! How was it?"

"What?"

"The night with Spencer? Did you guys….?"

I rub my eyes and then laugh.

"We didn't do anything.."

"WHAT? I gave you an opportunity! It's obvious you are into her!"

"Keep your fucking voice down, I'm not in love with her.. " I whisper and he eyes me suspiciously.

"Toby…."

"Shut up, please, can we discuss this later?"

"Sure, I need to go anyway, I have classes at 9, thanks for letting me stay the night!"

"Aren't you staying for breakfast?" We freak out and jump at Spencer's interruption.

"I seriously need to go, enjoy breakfast though.. " he gets out of the apartment and I notice he left the breakfast all prepared and served.

"God he is so sweet." Spencer smiles and sits down. I honestly am feeling so calm right now, I know that Brett won't let me down, specially with Spencer.

"What did you think of my friends?"

"They are cool, the blonde girl you fucked, is crazy and Dylan is a jackass. I liked Brett, he seems like a really good friend." I chuckle.

"Yes he is."

I get a phone call in the middle of our breakfast.

"Do you seriously need to answer?" Spencer asks and I hang up, putting my phone on vibrate,

"It's not that important." The phone starts to vibrate multiple times and I finally answer, it must be important.

Spencer's POV

After they call him 6 times, he answers, it seems urgent though, he starts talking and then quickly stands off the table and runs to his room. I run to him but couldn't hear through the door. I knock lightly.

"Toby, what's the matter? Toby?!"

Half an hour passed and he finally opens the door after I insisted so much.

"Toby are you okay? What's wr-"

"My father passed out…"

"Oh my god I'm so sorry" I don't see tears and I'm concerned, I hug him really really tightly because he needs a friend. I pat his back.

"It's okay, you can cry on my shoulder, I won't judge you, Tobes.." I feel his chest really tense, he's holding back his tears.

"I love you so much." I say and I hear his giggle.

"Toby?" He's breathing heavily and then he stares deeply into my eyes.

"I will be okay…" He tries to fake a smile but stares blankly at the floor, he starts crying, his sobs are heartbreaking and really loud.

"Shhh… it's okay Toby, let it all out… I'm here, okay?"

"I need to go back to Pennsylvania. My family will be there by tomorrow…" he says between sobs and couldn't get the word funeral out of his mouth, he breathes deeply and tries to exhale really slowly.

"Toby?"

"Yes?" He raises his glance to observe me but his eyes are full with tears, I dry them away.

"Can I come with you?" He smiles and hugs me really tight.

"I love you so much, Spen-" He eyes at me and I cut him off, kissing him, holding his chin and pulling him closer. What the fuck did I just do?!.

He stares at me speechless.

"I…"

I cut him off and kiss him deeply again and all of his pain is fading away, all of his worries, he suddenly stops and I think I fucked up.

"I… i will pack, we will be staying in Rosewood for the week, you need to stay with your mom." He nods but has an unreadable expression on his face.

"Toby?" He raises his stare to me.

"Are you okay?" He nods and I kiss his cheek.

"I'm sorry…" He shakes his head,

"We will talk about it later."

I walk to my room and start packing, half an hour later we both walk to my car, he puts our luggage on the trunk and I'm pretty sure this ride will be the most awkward, I will ride 3 hours, meanwhile Toby is not saying anything at all, is he mad?

"Toby you remember prom?" I ask to make some conversation and stop with the uncomfortable silence, he turns to me and smiles but his eyes are faded away.

"Of course I do."

*Start of flashback, Toby's perspective*

"Wow." was the only word I could say after I saw her when she walked downstairs, she hugs me really tightly. She's wearing an Oscar de la Renta black dress, with a huge cleavage and an opening on the leg.

"I can't believe I'm going to prom with you!" She says and hugs me really tightly, I bought her a white orchid corsage that was so unique, just like her.

"You are so gorgeous"

"So are you Tobes! You look like a husband on his wedding." I chuckle.

"And you look like a princess, miss Hastings." I try to use a british accent, putting her corsage on her delicate hand and then I kiss her hand, she blushes, her make up is really strong and I have never seen her like this, it's hot and she looks so pretty.

"Ugh you are so cliché" She rolls her eyes. "I love it, thank you" She stares at her hand.

"Our limo is waiting for us," She laughs at my joke and I open the car door for her.

"You're driving today?"

"Shut up, I'm supposed to be the man."

"That comment was way too alpha male for me trying to be a feminist." I laugh at her smartass mouth.

"Spencer, shut up; you're ruining the cliché, it's supposed to be our prom night."

I stop at some woods that look incredible with the daylight and sunset.

"Let's go.." I open her door and start taking out my camera equipment off the trunk.

"What?"

"I'm taking pictures of you, you're just too gorgeous I need to remind this moment forever." Her smile is the brightest. She walks down the woods with her dress and I take tons of photos of her, she has always been my muse for my best pictures. The mistery in her huge hazel eyes and her dress fits the picture perfectly along with the biggest trees at the back.

*End of flashback*

"You made me feel so special that day, I wish I could do the same for you right now, but I seriously have no idea how."

"You make me feel special when you keep my company in my best and worst moments. Thank you."

"Are you mad for what I did?"

"No."

"But you are just so cold right now."

"It might be because of my father, Spencer."

"I'm such an idiot. I'm sorry, I'm overwhelming you with my bullshit, it's obvious you have worse thoughts to deal with."

"Calm down, Spencer." My breathing starts to increase and I feel anxiety coming. I need to stop the car.

"Spencer, breathe." I stare at him, he doesn't understand this.

"You are going to black out if you keep concerning, breathe!" I inhale and exhale loudly, I'm not gonna cry.

"You can control it." Toby says steady.

"Just with you." He smiles.

"I'm glad I can help with a problem that you have since we were little, but I think it's coming back and you need to see a specialist. "

"Let's talk about something else, what do you want to eat?"

"I'm not really hungry…"

"You need to eat.."

"Spencer, please don't insist."

Those were the last words we say on the whole road trip, we arrived 3 hours later to his house in Rosewood, he hugged his mom really hard and the picture of it was really sad,I hug his mother who was like a second mother to me, so sweet and caring.

"I'm so sorry…" she hugs me tightly.

"It will be okay, honey, don't be sorry." I think I need to leave them alone. I walk upstairs and find his little brother that is like 8 sitting on his bed.

"Tyler?"

"Spencer!" He runs to me and hugs me really tight, he is so innocent he still doesn't realize what is going on.

"How are you, kid?"

"I'm okay, I have been better, I missed you and Toby! Did you guys kiss already? I know you are both living together now! My mommy told me as a secret! Shhhhhh..."

"Chill, kid! We are just friends…."

"LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!" Toby gets in the room and starts laughing.

"Hi Tyler! Why is she a little liar?" I glare at the kid and he stays quiet, they both hug and it's the cutest thing ever, he starts showing us his toys and telling us about his school friends.

The night arrives and everyone is in their rooms, i'm sleeping in Toby's old room and he is staying in the guest room. I start looking around his room and couldn't help it but start counting how many pictures of us are all over the room.

I watch all of his books and grab "A Catcher In The Rye" I can't help it but smile. I take a photoalbum all black, I open it and gasp at the pictures he took of me at prom. I smile and can't help but read his notes next to my pictures.

"She is filled with grace and talent. Her sharp wit is tempered by her beautiful heart. She makes everyone around her better at what they do. Having her as a friend is a gift in my life, she has empowered me to take risks with my work and follow my dreams. When I think of her, I think of inspiration. She is a partner, a friend, a teacher, a rock and a safe place to land.."

I feel my heart ache and tears falling down my eyes, I wipe them away, I can't believe I just found this.

There's a knock on the door and I open it, Toby is standing right there with his pajamas and it looks like he is devastated.

"Are you sleeping? Can you stay with me?" I smile and invite him to bed, I sit and his head rests on my lap.

"it will be okay, Toby." I can't help it but smile, just repeating the words he wrote in my head.

"Why is this happening?" He frowns, I brush his hair with my hands. He sits down in front of me.

"I will be your rock.. I will help you get through this."

"Thank you, Spence.." I can't help it "safe place to land" keeps repeating in my head, I don't notice but I kiss him deeply and he starts kissing back unsurprisingly.

"Tell me we're not fucking everything up." He smiles and shuts me up with a kiss.

I'm sorry I haven't updated, homework eats me alive, HOWEVER GUYS I AM CONTINUING THIS CHAPTER TONIGHT BECAUSE I HAVE IDEAS.

Please review your opinion beautiful readers because in the next chapter they will talk about the kiss and their feelings and if they will be willing to do it, maybe someone will move out.

I love you!.