Special thanks to Midnight luna and Inner fangirl

Ezra's POV.

I woke up early in the morning and decided to start breakfast. I still haven't talked with Kanan, I'm starting to get annoyed with how busy he's been recently. I just want this month to be over with.

Kanan's POV.

I just got out of the shower to the smell of breakfast, it confused me since Hera usually makes it, but she stayed up late and asked me to cook it since she was going to sleep in. I got dressed, put my hair up and went to the kitchen.

once in the kitchen I spot Ezra putting food on the table, I swear he's full of surprises. "Good morning Ezra."

Ezra's POV.

I finished cooking and set everything on the table. I always try to make myself useful so I don't feel so bad. It doesn't always work. "Good morning Ezra." I turn around and spot Kanan in the doorway. "Good morning Kanan." "I didn't know you could cook." "Umm yeah, I've been helping Hera whenever I'm up."

Kanan's POV.

I nod. That explains why the food sometimes tasted different. Ezra and I ate our breakfast in silence, then I remember Ezra wanting to talk yesterday.

"Hey, what did you want to talk about yesterday?" "Oh well um, I was just kinda wondering if we could spend the day together?" I smile "Of course. What did you want to do?" His face lights up. "Well, I wanted to show you some things I found and stashed in my tower." I nod "Ok after we finish eating and the others get up, we can head out"

Ezra's POV

"Ok!" I hurry to finish and run to go get ready. I get my backpack and go to wait.

~Time skip~

We leave after telling the others what we were doing. On our way to my tower, we stop at a vendor and get some things that Hera asked us to pick up.

We get to my tower, lots of memories play in my head as we go to the top.

Once there I toss my bag over to where I used to sleep. "Go sit over there Kanan, I'll be right back." I say as I go into a different room.

Kanan's POV.

I sit down next to Ezra's bag, I look around while I wait, then I see something poking out from under the pillow. I lean over and grab it, it's a sharp piece of scrap metal. it's not very big about 3 or 4 inches long and it's thin, normally I wouldn't worry since he has scrap metal, wires, helmets, etc, just laying around but when I look closer at it I notice this brown stuff on it, I rub some of it off well it's not rust. but then what is it? as I'm trying to figure it out, Ezra comes out with a small crate in his hands. he freezes and looks from me to the scrap metal I'm holding then back to me, he looks horrified. A thought comes to my mind and I'm hoping and praying that I'm wrong.

Ezra's POV.

I come back with the things I wanted to show Kanan but once I lay my eyes on him and notice what he's holding, a mixture of emotions go through my mind, anger, sadness, worry, and worst of all fear, fear of him telling the others, of him being upset with me, of what he'll think of me. what should I do? I can't move, I'm too scared.

Kanan's POV.

I snap out of my daze and walk over to him. I grab the crate out of his hands and set it down. I grab his wrist, he realizes what I'm doing and try's to pull away, before he can push his sleeve up and my eyes widen in horror as I look at the scars going from his wrist to his elbow. each scar varying in age, some look like they can't be more than a week old. It breaks my heart to see that he's suffering so much. He pulls away from me before he can turn and run, I bring him into a tight hug. "Ezra, I promise you, everything's going to be ok. I'm not mad."

Ezra's POV.

"Ezra, I promise you, everything's going to be ok I'm not mad." after hearing that, I break, I cry into his chest and hold onto him as if I was drowning and he was the only thing keeping me above the water. "I'm sorry Kanan, I'm sorry." I know he's mad and disappointed, I can just feel it. But I can't change, this is the only way to make the pain go away for just a little while. "Shh Ezra, calm down. I'm not mad. just please, promise me you'll let us help you?" I can't say anything so I just nod into his chest.

we stay like that for a little over an hour before I start to doze off. we hop on the speeder and go back home to the ghost. I fall asleep, not even halfway through the ride back.

A/N. Sorry for not making this longer but at least it's an update.