I looked up at Dean, into those beautiful green eyes, we were in our own trance like state, my hands on his chest, his on my waist

"what the hell am i doing here?" the mans voice suddenly spoke from where he still lay on the floor by our feet

"What the hell Happened, I was in the bar" he climbed to his feet and looked round the Ally way

"Did you come with Friends, if so they may be looking for you in the bar, I think you've had too much to drink, your minds just a little fuzzy" i tried to persuade him that nothing happened

"right sure, my mates...yer they're still inside, he looked at the door then at Dean

"you, mate you alright" dean looked very haggard and his throat was red

"yer, fine" he said hoarsely, his hand still rested on my waist and i turned to face the man

"think you bumped you head, go get some ice on it" i wanted him to leave, after a moment he looked around again and then walked through the back door, I faced Dean again and looked up into those eyes, memorizing!

" Ah crap" my phone was ringing

dean looked down at the little screen

"it's Sammy"

"hey Sam, what's up"

his voice came down the phone,

"are you sure" i asked Puzzled

"yer, the only way is for someone to reject her, but he can only have the power to reject her if there is someone in their life that means more to them then anything....its a bit fuzzy....not much info on it really"

"oh, ok" i replied, turning away from Dean and began to whisper

"are you sure that's the only...."

"yer, I mea, i had to really research it but that's the gist of it, why? is something up"

"no, no...its just....she's dead!"

"oh...ok, then everything's fine right?"

" i think so....Dean killed her, he rejected her"

"oh ok....so what's the prob.... oh, you think.....oh..."

"right!" i said, i knew what he was thinking, must have been the same thing i was thinking

"ok then...do you want me to keep that last bit quiet" he asked

"yer, just to be sure, you know"

"is everything alright" Deans voice came from behind me

"yer, Um...Sam we'll come back now....See you in a bit"

I clicked my phone shut and turned to face Dean, he was standing very close, i stepped back abit and looked at the floor

"I said we'll go back" he stepped closer again still looked on the floor, i had heard of Deans womanizing ways, i didn't want to be just another notch in his belt, I only meant alot right now, he only wanted to get in my pants, I didn't want that, i had to many flings in my life, i was over that, i wanted a real relationship.

"i think we should go" i said starting to walk round the side of the building, i looked back at him, he looked puzzled, hurt. that stung me to the core, I didn't want to hurt him

We were quiet all the way back to the motel room, i kept on looking over at him from the corner of my eye

As we pulled up outside the room i climbed out, we walked to the door together

"Dean, before we go in, i just want to thank you for tonight" i kissed his cheek, he seemed brighter with that little peck.

"no Probs" he smiled

the door opened, Sam stood the other side smiling, as i walked in, i put my hand on Sam shoulder, and reached his cheek, I peaked it gently

"Thanks Sam, now I'm off to bed"

I left them standing at the door, as i grabbed my bag and took it into the bathroom

I could hear them talking, but i couldn't hear what they were saying, it kind of annoyed me that i didn't know what they were saying,

I pulled my hair up into a tight ponytail and pulled on a tank top and shorts, i splashed my face with water and stood with my hands either side of the sink, i breathed in deeply and looked at the bruise on my arm

"yet another bruise" i muttered to myself, I stood up straight and grabbed my bag, then walked out the bathroom

"sorry did i interrupt you" i said noticing the boys stopped talking as soon as i entered the room

"No, its fine, I'm gonna sleep on the chair, better then sharing a bed with Sammy" he laughed,

I felt complete darkness surround me, Images of my mother flashed across my mind, each one of her in pain, her last few moments, i tried to reach for her, protect her....Save her, but it was no use.

I woke with a start, Dean sat beside me

"Jenna, Are you ok?" i must of looked awful, because he looked panic stricken, my body was hot and shaking

"Dean" he paced his hand on my forehead

"your really warm"

"its ok" i replied, i sat up " just nightmares, did i wake you?" i asked

"no, its ok, i don't sleep well" i looked over at Sam

"did i wake him" then his soft snore floated through the air

"no Sammy's fine, it takes alot to wake him" his hand moved to my cheek

"are you sure your ok?" he asked still looking worried

"yer, you think I'd be used to the nightmares" i rested my head on the pillow again

"i just keep seeing my mother, I hate that i wasn't there to protect her"

"you can't blame yourself over that" he said, his hand still soft on my cheek

"i know"

he moved his hand "try and get some more sleep"

he started to stand, and i reached for him

"dean, would you lay with me, you calm me down"

he sat on the bed and swung his legs up, he lay down on top of the covers, i rested my head on his arm

"now try and get some sleep" he said again, delicately kissing my forehead.