Yo. Yes it is I. Kyo. I hope your enjoying the book more. Fluffy in this chapter! Sasuke Sakura.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto sadly
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Chapter 4:
She had seceded in step one: Making Sasuke angry. He had stormed out that night, not returning. When she saw him in the halls he would turn angrily away.
She smirked. Now that he was mad at her, she had to make him even angrier then this. She needed him to hate her so much it kills him, not literally of course. She had a plan and hopefully this plan would work..it had to. This mission depended on it. If she failed to seduce him, the only thing left was to torture information out of him.
Sakura now sat on a mountain over looking Sound. She had escaped the snake hole again, to think over her plan. She wasn't sure it would work, but she had to try. She had not trained so hard for nothing. She is a kunoichi and being such, seducing a man for information is like a duty. It has to be done and they were the ones for the job.
It was almost night now. She had to get back before someone came looking for her. She had to put her plan in to action at least this week. She had to make Sasuke angrier then he is now, which won't be hard if she talks about Itachi. There's no one he hates more then his Nii-san. She knew that for a fact.
She ran down the mountain toward that snakes hole once again. Oh how she hated it there, yet she was on a mission, and no matter what, she had to do as she was assigned. No matter what that meant to her pride, and her life. She wasn't going to be in leaf much longer anyway. She was going to go with Akatsuki and Neji maybe coming too. She just had to do this mission so she could hurry up and leave that village. Leave the place she wasn't needed.
She appeared in front of that snake hole. Though stopped before she reached the entrance. Sasuke stood waiting for her.
" Visiting Itachi again?" He asked, she blinked at him.
" What it to you if I was? " She asked, so he had realized she was going to see Itachi and Deidara. At least he didn't find out about her letters to Tsunade.
" Your suppose to be training with me not my brother. If you want my help then stop going to him you asked me didn't you?!" He said anger rising, she smirked.
" Ah, but...I wasn't going to Itachi for training." She said. Sasuke's eyes went wide as he stared at his ex-teammate.
" Then you..." He said, she smirked.
" I visit Itachi because I want to see him, not because he teaches me things Sasuke." She said walking to him stopping just in front of him. Sasuke looked at her with Sharingan crimson eyes.
" He will back stab you! He doesn't love you! Why do you visit someone who will betray you?! Why?!" He asked almost yelling now.
" I have already been betrayed Sasuke what difference does it make if I am again? I'm just an annoying girl. Or do you not remember that? Why does it matter to you if he betrays me or not? I'm not your teammate anymore. I am your student for now. Yet you haven't been a very good sensei." She said. Sasuke frown his eyes returning to onyx.
" I don't want you to end up like... they did. I had two goals in life...to kill Itachi and to rebuild what he destroyed. I have to kill Itachi. f I don't he'll kill the clan again if he's alive. I can't rebuild the clan if fear he'll take it all away from me again. I couldn't return your feelings. I had to reject you." He sucked in a breath.
" I couldn't love you until Itachi was dead. I couldn't put you in danger..or Naruto. I had to get stronger to kill him then I could finally rebuild my clan ...rebuild it with you." Sasuke was looking down now. She looked at him with cold jade eyes.
" I'm only here to train Sasuke..I'm not going to be your clan re-builder. I will not produce heirs for you. You do not love me Sasuke, you can not love...not me. I loved you for years..and you broke me again and again. Why should I do anything for you when you took every thing from me?
" Aren't you the same as Itachi? He took every thing from you, your family, your happiness, your future. I tried to give you all that back including my heart and..you take it all away from me?...My parents are gone. I am the only Haruno left. My family is gone just like yours. My Happiness is gone, you took that too. You left, Naruto left to get stronger, to get you back..and every one went to make their own life. You took..my future away too Sasuke. "
" I dreamed of marring you when I was younger. That's what I always wanted and you took that too. You also took my heart with you. To tell you the truth your worst then Itachi." She said her voice cold and angry.
Sasuke was speechless his mouth hanging open in shock and his eyes confused and wide.
Sakura turned on her heals and walked back into the snake hole called Orochimaru's hideaway.
Sasuke just stood there trying to process all that.
' Worst then Itachi?...Did I really make her just like me? Did I really? I did the same thing Itachi did to me? ' Sasuke looked at his hands..
' I did?...'
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Itachi watched this display from the trees he frowned..and Deidara looked at Itachi.
" Your not going to talk to him? Yeah." Deidara asked Itachi sigh
" If I did that its would just break him. Sakura needs him for this mission, but their emotions are getting the better out of them both, and ruining the chance of this mission seceding." Itachi said and closed his onyx eyes.
" Will Sakura...stay with him?..Yeah. Will she leave us?" Deidara asked worry in his voice. Itachi opened his eyes and looked to Deidara..
" I do not know what the future will bring, but if this keeps up...Sasuke will win her heart again or break her completely. Even she can not forget what he has done, and Sasuke has to realize that the world doesn't revolve around him." Itachi said..( Ooohh Harsh!)
Deidara frown and nodded.
" We need Sakura though...Yeah.." Deidara said, Itachi looked to him.
" Not only for a medic." Deidara said and lowered his head. Itachi looked back tot his little brother, standing down there. He had to be so confused right now to..find out he was just like the person he hated for so long..That had to be shocking.
" Not only for a medic.." Itachi repeated and sigh again. He glanced one more time at Sasuke
before jumping away. Deidara followed sulking.
Sakura sat on Sasuke's bed her head on her lap. She frowned, this mission was too dangerous. To dangerous to be in. She could not afford to get emotional with Sasuke.
If she did that what would she do? She had to go to Akatsuki. She wanted to..but she wanted to because Deidara and Itachi right? No she wanted to go to forget all her problems, to leave behind those who never needed her when she was weak, and didn't now that she was strong. She wanted to make a new life with people who need her, who she trusted and needed. She loved Deidara..and Itachi. She loved them dearly. They helped her when she needed help out of that darkness, like she had tried for so long to do with Sasuke.
Who was going to help him once she was with his brother? Who was going to help him from the darkness when she pushed him further in? She was the one who always vowed to do it, so now she was pushing him in deeper? Naruto... Naruto wasn't enough to pull him back. Sasuke...
Sasuke was to far gone, but she could help him. Though she would have to give up, becoming Akatsuki, give Itachi and Deidara up, all the people she cared for in Akatsuki. Give up wanting to be loved again, wanting to be needed.
Just to help someone who never asked for her help. Never wanted it in the first place. One who pushed her into that darkness, yet she was going to help him from the dark? She sigh...
Was she really going to? Was she going to give up all of her hard work just for the same person who broke her? Who pushed her in the first place?
Sakura somehow fell into a dreamless slumber one that let her free of every thing, and how good it felt to her. Yet when she had to wake she knew she had to make a decision. One that would change her life. She didn't care at that moment all she wanted was to enjoy this peace while she could.
Sasuke walked into his room, he was slightly confused. He couldn't accept that could he?
He stopped as he saw Sakura asleep on his bed. His onyx eyes lowered. He frown. Her suffering was his fault?
He never realized that she would become just like him, and he was just like Itachi. How could he do that? All he wanted was to kill Itachi for killing his dreams for killing his family, killing his hope.
He knew once he killed Itachi he would somehow marry Sakura. It was only natural, he always found that girl exotic and annoying, yet she was just like Naruto and they were both his friends. The only real hope he had left in his dark world
He was alone and she and Naruto saved him if only for a while. Then, his goal. He had to complete that goal, he had to before he could rebuild his clan. He had to protect Sakura, it was common sense that he would marry Sakura right?
It was only natural, he kept telling himself. She was the only female except his mother that he was ever close to. She was the one who he felt comfortable around. Without Sakura there was no heirs to his clan. He couldn't rebuild his clan with out her, because as much as he hated to admit it. He dreamed of her as the mother of his children, always her. No other women.
He dreams of their little children running around, while Sakura smiled softly, holding the latest Uchiha. She would smile at him and he would walk over and stare down at his new son with Jade eyes and his black hair. He dreams of that and he dreams of Sakura meeting his mother and father.
Then Itachi would come and kill his children, his mother, father, and his wife. He would kill Sakura and he would wake screaming Itachi's name. He was scared he would lose her..lose his unborn children and his chance to rebuild the clan. If Itachi knew that Sakura was close to him..he was scared he would kill her like he had their family.
Sasuke found himself sitting on the floor on his knees with his hand against Sakura's pale cheek. She felt so cold yet so real. He stared down at her sleeping face her dark lashes making crescent shapes on her pale skin, her pink lock spread all round her like cherry blossom petals in the wind.
He knew her eyes were jade the color of grass and the color of his hope for the future. That's what he saw in her eyes, he saw his unborn sons eyes. He blinked and he found himself leaning down his lips hovering over hers. He blushed slightly. He held his breath then let it out as he hesitantly brushed his lips to hers.
He almost jerked back..her lips, he never thought they would be so so...soft, so warm. He pulled back, his tongue licked his bottom lip, blushing as he tasted Cherries. She tasted of Cherries. He dreamed that she would. He never thought that a kiss would be so...good, soft, warm, and so dangerous.
Sakura woke up to lips against hers she didn't open her eyes, she knew who it was, but she was confused to why he was kissing her. She opened her eyes briefly. Sasuke 's eyes were closed. She closed her own as he pulled back. He was blushing she couldn't believe it. She had never seen him blush before and he was blushing because he was stealing a kiss from her? He was blushing because he was kissing her?
Did he really have feelings for her? No she didn't want to believe it. Why? Why did he treat her in such a way, if he felt like this toward her? Itachi... was he scared of Itachi hurting her? She almost opened her eyes, but she knew he was still in the room, she felt his chakra.
Sakura's heart felt like it would break again. She was not only confused, she was hurt. He finally kissed her. Well stole a kiss when he thought she was asleep, and she couldn't love him. She was the one this time who couldn't return his feelings. She had to get information from him then get it to Tsunade. Then finally leave for Akatsuki, leaving Naruto alone to deal with Sasuke. If she could get him to come back to Konoha...
Sakura opened her eyes. Sasuke was starring at her, but he wasn't really looking at her. He was blushing, yet he looked so hurt. She felt it, her heart was bleeding. She did still love him and seeing that pain in his eyes, on his face made her heart urn for him. She hated it. She hated it so much it hurt. She didn't want to love him, she wanted to hate him.
This was her mission, not only to gain information. Tsunade gave this mission to her to make her find out if she had feelings for Sasuke anymore. Some how she realized she might always will.
" Sasuke..." She said, he was lost. His eyes were so lost. She sat up and touched his cheek. He still sat on his knees at her bedside.
No response.
" Sasuke.." She said she hated this, hated what she was going to do..
No response. She winced.
" Sasuke..-kun..." His eyes locked with hers those onyx eyes went wide. He frown in confusion..
" Sakura.." He said, she sigh..
" Sasuke. I'm sorry I was out of line.." She said, he looked startled. He shook his head.
" No. Your right. Your always right. I'm scared to love you Sakura. I was always scared to return your feelings. I just thought you would wait for me, wait until I killed Itachi. I didn't want you to get hurt. I can't rebuild my clan, with out you, there is no clan. It was always you..Sakur-" She cut him off by pressing her lips to his.
if she was going to do this she was going to do it now. She couldn't take his words if she knew the truth she couldn't do her mission, she couldn't go to Akatsuki. She was also afraid, afraid he would change her life again.
Sakura deepened the kiss licking his bottom lip, he pulled back surprised.
" Wh..." He started but her eyes stopped him. Her eyes held that pain his held. She was also lost.
He crawled to her, leaning forward to capture her lips again, this time when she touched his lips with her tongue he let her in. His eyes opened surprised. He never knew it would feel so good to kiss her. Her tongue ran over his. She tasted so sweet, his eyes closed again as her arms went around his neck. Her body pressed to his, somehow she ended up on his lap.
(Lime alert)
She pulled her lips from his her tongue slipping from his mouth back to her own. She gave him a moment to catch his breath before she lowered her rose bud lips to his neck. His eyes went wide as he shuttered. He felt like Jello his body felt hot all over. He was scolded where her lips met his neck. Oh god, her tongue ran down his neck to his color bone, he slightly regretted ever excepting to wear that stupid outfit Orochimaru made him wear, with it gaping his chest to the world, and now in Sakura's reach.
His breath caught as her hands slid into his shirt around his waist, he lost his ability to speak, to move. She brought her lips to his again, this was so much different. It was more, more then he could have ever dreamed up. He couldn't explain it. This felt more...needy...that's the word...needy. It felt as if she was trying to crawl threw his mouth into his body.
His back was suddenly flat against the bed. Sakura's petite body gently on his. He never realized she had curves. His hands were on her hips he didn't know where to put them, heck he didn't know what was even happening. He had always turned down all the other females, when they asked him for a night with him. He only ever wanted Sakura. Though perhaps he should have at least practiced. At least known what he was supposed to do at a time like this.
Sakura seemed to know what do do however. He wondered how she knew more then he did on this subject.
His mind was going blank now, but his body seemed to know what to do because it was responding to her on its own.
Her lips were suddenly off his and she was sitting on top of him. His eyes were wide.
" Sasuke your shaking..." She said softly it took him awhile to understand what she meant he blushed. He was a bit ashamed. He had no clue what to do in this situation. He was embarrassed completely.
" Are you scared?.." She asked, he blushed even more. He closed his eyes trying to calm himself.
He felt her lips against his again and opened his eyes to be met with green, something in her eyes made him hesitate. He knew that...look, but what was it? Why couldn't he remember where he saw that look from?
Sakura was sitting on his lap once again this time she slid her shirt off. Sasuke's face went crimson. He had dreamed about this...never in so much detail thought, but still. What he was about to say he couldn't remember. His eyes ran down her body, she was so beautiful and tiny.. He never saw this part of Sakura, never saw this much of any woman. Although he never really thought about..how he was to make heirs, not a lot. He just knew he was going to. Now..that this was happening he couldn't really think straight.
She untied that huge bow holding together his short and pants, and pushed it out of bed, it landed to the floor with a thump. His shirt was slid off now, but still lay under him. Her hands caressed his chest and he closed his eyes. Her hands..he always wanted to have her hands on him.. Her mouth met his again as she leaned down. His hands on her waist pressed her down, his eyes flew open as a low moan left his mouth.
Her eyes looked into his surprised. He blushed, she looked down at him. Her eyes were soft..with understanding and lust, yes he knew that look lust.
She shifted her hips and he bit his tongue as another sound escaped him.
" Sak..Sakura..." He said panting...
This was harder to do then he realized it would be. It felt so good with her body against his, yet somewhere in his mind he knew he should be doing this. He couldn't think of why though. Why couldn't he? She suddenly slid off him getting on her knees her hands rest on his abs. He blushed as her hands slid lower to his waist band. He tensed as he noticed his pants, that weird feeling had cause this?
Her eyes were on his pants more importantly the bulge in his pants...a scarlet caressed his cheeks.
Her hand ran over it and a moan escaped, before he could stop it, her eyes were no longer on his pants or the problem pressed tight against them, but on his eyes. That look on his face almost made her want to do more, however she sighed and pulled back.
" Alright Sasuke...no more tonight. I can't. " She said, he went even redder. Did that mean she was going to have sex with him in the first place?! It hadn't really accrued to him but he was a virgin. He looked at his pants then her.
She noticed what he did and smirked.
" Unless you'd like to continue?" She asked a wicked smile on her face. He looked away. He was so embarrassed. He had never been this embarrassed before not by anyone, not by her
" N..no.." He said hesitant, she looked surprised then smiled.
" Alright I know your not use to this so... I'll just..leave now. I'll see you tomorrow for training..." She said and actually left after grabbing her shirt and sliding it on. Sasuke didn't stop her he didn't know how. How was he supposed to stop her with such an embarrassing problem? How the heck did he fix it?! He had never had this sort of problem before. Dang it he should have asked, it was a tad painful more uncomfortable then anything, but he flushed as his heart sped up he'd never forget how it felt when she ran her hand over him. He turned redder cursing himself..great...just great he was now hormonal...very hormonal and its all her fault.
(End lime)
Sakura walked out of the snake's hole...into the forest. Itachi and Deidara jumped from the trees over head.
" I couldn't..continue and I couldn't get any information..he couldn't talk anyway. He was scared. God he was shaking so much. I've never seen him like that. ." She said looking down. Her arms wrapping around herself. She herself was shaking.
" You got no information..." Itachi said, she nodded.
" How did it feel?.." She was surprised by the question and by the person who asked it.
" It felt like my heart was bleeding.." She said to Itachi.
" This mission is dangerous. I do not want to do it anymore. " She said.
Itachi took her hand and pulled him against his chest.
" Ask him tomorrow. Simply ask him. " Itachi said against her pink locks.
And for the first time she nodded agreeing to do as Itachi said. She never did that. Never agreed so easily. It surprised Itachi, but he wouldn't show it.
Deidara looked at the pink haired girl in his rival's arms. His heart also hurt, but he was scared that she would leave them for that kid. For Itachi's little brother.
What will she do?
Will she chose that kid over them?
Chapter 4 end:
Yep thats that chapter. I hope you liked that lime. You know how hard that was to write? Gosh it amused me though.
I had someone tell me they didn't like how OC Sasuke was in this chapter. ^^ Don't really care. How do you guys know what Sasuke would do in that situation eh? So how do you know if he was really OC or not? Lol anyway. If you don't like how I made Sasuke act then go read something else, I don't care. I don't write this for you guys, I write it for my own imaginations sake. You guys reading it is just a bonus to me. ^^ So review and tell me how you liked that chap. Remember no flames.
I am not like most writers. I do not like constructive criticism.
Kyo
