-Four POV-

I'm not hungry enough to eat dinner, so I stay at my apartment. Tris being the goddess she is, aggress to stay with me.

"Tris, go eat. You need to eat." She shoots a glance at me. Stubborn. "As do you. Whats gotten into you?"

I hold my breath, it still pains me to talk about it, but I keep my face straight. "You know what." She is silent for a moment, then nods.

"Tobias, if it means so much to you, why not just tell her?" I look at her for a long moment, taking in the suggestion. "I dont want her to get too cocky around me."

"Calyx? Cocky?" she laughs softly. "She only talks to Via and Ethan, and when she's mad Leslie, to whom she gave the perfect nickname- Candorface." I laugh. She always knows what to say.

"Why don't you slowly start dropping hints?"

"Like what?"

"Catch phrases, facial expressions, voices, whatever she might catch?"

I smile, but think. What if she realizes. Would she even be happy? I left her! "Tobias, she will."

I spoke out loud.

"Tobias, relax. Just consider your options, its up to you." I decide to just stare at her, calmly.

Her long wavy blond hair, and clear gray-blue eyes. She is beautiful. "Tobias." She says, softly. "Are you alright?"

I donot answer, I just lean down and kiss her. Taking her in my arms. I wrap my arms tightly around her waist, and her arm pulls my head closer to her. She smiles, as I lift her up.

She puts a hand through my hair, and I lay her against the nearest wall. I let my lipps travel from her lips, down her neck and onto her collar bone. She moans softly, and I smile. God she is perfect. So perfect.

I feel her hands travel under my shirt, and I shiver involuntarily. She starts to lift it over my head, and I don't stop her. She kisses me again, strongly. And I double her power. Her shirt follows suit, and I lay her down on the bed.

"Are you sure?" I ask softly. She smiles. "Never more." And I take control.

-Calyx POV-

I wake up the next morning at 6am, like I have trained myself to do. I quietly put on my combat boots, and I hear Via stir in the bed next to me. "Calyx, are you training again?" she whispers.

I nod. I need as much practice as I can, not just for Dauntless but for my own safety. What if I have to face Marcus again?

The thought fuels my strength. "I'm coming too. I will practice with you." I look at her. "Are you sure?" She nods. I smile a little bit. "Okay, come on."

We walk out quietly, together and make our ways to the punching bags. I immediately start punching, and she joins me. "Hey Calyx, can you teach me that spin kick I saw you doing?"

I nod. I explain it to her, and tell her I wont do it in training, just in a fight. She laughs. "That will be a cool surprise. I just hope its not against me." I laugh.

"You'll be able to block it."

"How?"

"I'll show you."

We head to the ring and I explain to her, on how to block it. We practise until we are full on sparring.

Soon enough it is time for breakfast, so we walk in together. We head in and sit with Ethan. "Hey Vi." She blushes. "What up with you two?" I smirk.

"We… may or may not… be dating." Chokes out Via. I laugh. "Congrats." She grins, and he kisses her on the cheek. She turns her head so their lips meet.

"I'll leave you two to it." Ethan grins his thanks. As I pass him I whisper. "Use protection." I blushes and I laugh.

As I turn the corner to head to the training room, I bump into Four. "Excuse me." I say. He nods and I pass him without a second glance. I hear him breath for a second, before continuing walking.

What is it? I dont get it!

I reach the training room, and realize we are using the punching bags today. I go through my movements without hitting the bag until everyone else came in.

"Alright! I will show you some moves that will help suring a fight." Announces Six. I zone out. I have my own style, and I don't want people changing it.

"Feel free to d any moves you know, but basics are very effective, themselves." I practice some of my own basic moves, and every once in a while do a little spin.

This is supposed to represent my spin kick but I don't want anybody knowing that. I continue fighting with the back, and spinning on the balls of my feet.

"You do realize this isn't dance class, don't you?" Four's deep voice rumbles behind me.

My patience is thin. "Yes, I'm not stupid."

"Why are you spinning then?"

"Just because you cant realize it, doesn't make it irrelevant."

He just looks at me for a moment. Then turns away. "hope it works, because dancing isn't particularly helpful."

"Like it matters to you."

He stops for a moment, and I see something flash in his eyes as he faces me. "It does." And he patrol the rest of the line.

I hiss to myself. God! But I continue exactly what I am doing. "Alright Initiates! Go to lunch!"

I file out next to Via and Ethan. She is laughing as he kises her cheek and spins her around.

They really are happy. I sit across from them, and watch them. They are so happy together, and so perfect. I smile and ask him. "Did you take my advice?" I ask Ethan, laughing.

He turns red, and glares at me. "Havent done it yet." I nod. Via freezes up. "Ethan? You- You want to do that?"

He looks at her for a long moment. "Via you are perfect. You really are, and I don't want to do anything you aren't willing to do. Eventually, I guess, but only if you are comfortable."

She smiles widely, and they begin making out. "Guys, Guys. Please tone down the PDA." Via laughs and Ethan turns red.

We begin to eat and talk. I look over and see Candorface walk by our table. I notice Ethan look up as she licks her lips. He smiles a little and looks at Via.

"Vi, Four told me to work on my shooting, I know you're great so I will go practice." She smiles and nods, as he leaves. "Lets get tattoos."

I smirk. "Sure." I laugh. We head to the tattoo parlor. "What can I get for you, I'm Tori." I keep a straight face like I do around all strangers.

I finally decide, on an M for Marcus, entwined with a T for my brother, surrounded by the Abnegation and Dauntless signs. I don't remember his name, but Marcus always told me it started with a T. I got my tattoo behind me left ear.

The side that powers my spin kick.

These marks will fuel my strength. My fear will power my hate. I don't know what I would do if I met my brother, but I know I wont.

I would not be excited about it.

Via got an E on her ankle. Damn, she loves that boy. We head back to the dorms, since we have the rest of the day off.

"Via, I am guessing that you want to talk about Ethan, so go ahead." She grins at me, and explodes on how perfectly he treats her. I smile.

"Calyx, you are such a great listener. No wonder you are my best friend." I smile at this. "You are literally the only person I have really opened up to. So I believe that makes you my best friend too."

She grins again, and hugs me. And I decide to let myself out to her.

"Via, would you be able to keep a secret, if I trust you with it." Her face g=hardened, and I knew she was.

And I let out my past.