Ok so I've finally updated again, and I'm still thinking I can try and promise an update every week, hope I get more reviews though.
Disclaimer- I do not own kingdom hearts….sadly
Make me believe,
Lie if you have to.
Stay here forever,
Tell me this won't end.
Make me believe,
Know that I need you.
Don't leave me alone here.
This doesn't have to end,
This doesn't have to end.
-make me believe by Tupelo Honey
last night in heaven
I helped Axel pack some of his things into his backpack. I didn't bother about packing my own stuff since Seifer usually kept clothes there for me.
"Hey Riku which pair of under wear should I bring? Pink or black?" Axel asks holding up a pair of fluorescent pink briefs and a black pair in the other hand.
"Umm, black I think I've just been blinded." I reply covering my eyes with my hand.
"Where the hell did you get those anyways?"
"My dear sister thought they were sooo me when she went to that gay store in the mall, Lacy and Kink for men." Axel said smiling. I give him a little push.
"I'm being serious there is no such thing as Lacy and Kink in the mall." I reply. Axel started to laugh. "Well I thought I would give it a try, but anyways I have no idea where she got them."
"I think there rather sexy." Axel added before tossing them back into the bottom of his closet.
"Get down stairs children I finished making supper." Larxene yells up the stairs. I quickly jump off the bed and run down efficiently beating Axel to the supper table.
"Oh my little Ri-ku, you look underfed good thing I made you lots." She said placing a huge plate in front of me; it was over loaded with chicken, potatoes, vegetables, enough to feed three of me.
"And what am I your next door neighbor." Axel asks sitting down and staring at his small plate. "Riku is a growing boy and needs his nutrition." Larxene snaps. Axel mumbled something under his breath that sounded something like old hag.
When I finished eating my food I pushed the plate away, my stomach so full I could feel the band on my pants feel tighter. Throughout the whole meal Larxene chatted with me about worthless things, occasionally asking Axel for his opinion.
"Thank you so much for the supper Larxene you are an amazing cook." I said. I stood up and gathered the plates to help clean up but I felt an intense stare on my back.
"Ri-ku sweet heart, your not about to clean up my mess are you?" Larxene asked me sweetly. I already know where this conversation is headed.
"Please Larxene you slaved over the stove to make such a magnificent meal for us and you expect me not to help you do the dishes?" I say still continuing with gathering the rest of the dishes.
"Honey you are the guest of honor. Axel can clean up; he does fuck all anyways won't you my baby brother?" Larxene asked daring her brother to refuse.
"Yes. Anything for my bitch of a sister." Axel replied sweetly grabbing some glasses from the table. I put my fist in my mouth and attempt to stifle my laughter. God I had missed there arguments so much.
"Awww that's so sweet you little shit, I hope you die like maybe a fork accidentally stabbing you in the neck." Larxene said back just as sweetly as Axel had said it. There conversation sounded like it was between two old friends who were talking kindly about one another with complements.
Except the only thing lacking in there conversation was the compliments had conveniently been switched out for insults.
"If only I was so lucky you whore, then I wouldn't have to look at that ugly face of yours, tell me did you ask the hair dresser to make you look like a giant cockroach with that hair, or is that just natural for you?"
I quickly walk out of the room, and it seems they didn't even notice. I think back to what Axel said to Larxene, he should realize that I don't like people using the word whore, it's too harsh, and it made me think of what I would have been called back then.
I run my fingers through my hair and let out a large yawn. I can't remember when I've ever felt this full and clean before, and I actually felt like sleeping for once.
I hear the tinkling sound of china breaking. "GOD DAMN IT AXEL." The familiar voice of Larxene echoed through the rooms.
"THAT WAS A PLATE FROM MY BEST FRIEND, GET THE HELL OUT OF MY DAMN KITCHEN NOW!" she screamed.
Looks like Axel got his wish about not doing the dishes in the end. "Riku, Riikkuuu," Axel's voice yells as he comes skipping into room. "Let's go up to my room and lock the door before I die." He says happily grabbing my hand and pulling me after him.
We ran up the stairs and confined ourselves in his room, I could still hear Larxene swearing from the kitchen. "So Riku, what do you want to do for the rest of this fine evening?" Axel asks me. I know what I want and I can tell by the little smile on his lips he wants it too.
"I want you." I say huskily. Axel gives me a wide smile. "If you want it come over here and get it." Axel replied laying down on the bed. I walk over and straddle his hips. As I look down at him, I admire his face. He had such beautiful eyes, and skin. In the summer I always loved how the sun hit his hair to make it look like it was real fire.
"Tell me what you want Axel." I say leaning down and kissing his neck. I trace his jaw with my lips and slowly work my way to his lips. "I want everything you are, I want you." He says. His eyes are closed and he looks relaxed. I smile typical Axel answer.
"I know." I whisper back, running my hands under his shirt. I trace a long scar that tainted the once perfect ivory skin, I smile I remember that one grand theft auto age 13, me and Axel. We fish tailed on one of the old roads, spitting gravel behind us, we rolled it 4 times and if Axel wouldn't have been wearing a seatbelt, it could have either killed him or major surgery, I was lucky to only get thrown out the car, for not wearing one.
"You're perfect you know that?" I say kissing the scar. Axel leaned down and pulled my head up towards him. "I'm not, I can never be perfect unless your by my side." He whispers, and kisses my lips.
My heart is beating louder in my chest, I feel hear the pounding in my ears. I pull away and smile at him. "Thank you." I reply.
The rest of the night is a blur, our bodies rub against one another, as hands roam over every inch we can both get our hands on. I feel again, that tingling in my chest, the feeling of being loved for everything I was, and everything I am.
I lay next to Axel panting and trying to catch my breath; he pulls the sheet up and around our naked bodies, and kisses my forehead, murmuring words into my ear. Then I drift in to a deep sleep, and into the comfortable warmth holding me.
one word crosses my mind...
i'm loved
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