Luciel manage to contact everyone, having them all get to the hospital. It would be the first time I would see the whole RFA together. I didn't know what Yoosung was doing. Luciel had tried to get to him, but with no luck. It didn't matter right now anyway. He needed some time to cool off. As everyone else probably needed as well.
Jahee was the firs one to arrive. She gave me one look and then smiled.
"Oh my gosh! Yuki!" She hugged me tight.
"Woah, nice to see you too Jahee" I smiled and hugged back. Taken aback by her straightforwardness.
"I was so scared something bad would have happened to you guys. You have no idea how frustrating it is to be on the other end of the screen when your friends are in danger" She said and ended the hug to take a good look at me, making sure I was okay.
"I am fine, really. V is the one who really needs the check up. Luciel kind of gave him a peace of his mind just before you got here" Jahee looked confused. Of course she didn't know the whole story about Luciel and his brother. Luciel had told me everything after he had contacted the rest of RFA. When it was done we couldn't do much then wait for them to get her anyways, so he had told me their story, helping me to make some sense of it all. Apparently their father was the prime minister himself, who now is the president. When Saeran and Luciel was born, their father was afraid since he didn't want the news to get out on media that he had kids with someone out of wedlock. Their mother had hidden them from the world in exchange for money. But she treated Saeran very badly. Luciel decided to do something that could take them out from that toxic home, but it all ended up like this instead. I had asked Luciel if he didn't want to meet his father, to which he only laughed and said "You think that son of a bitch would allow us even close to him? He is nothing for us, as we are nothing for him. It would be fun to damage his reputation though for all the pain he made us go through"
Next one to arrive was Zen. Now only Yoosung was missing, but we all knew he wouldn't come. I left a message in the chat in case he would go in and read it later on.
We all assembled in an empty room, well, all of us except V and Ray. They needed their time to heal. Zen was the first one to speak.
"So is this really true? Did…. Did Rika really…?" He didn't want to say it out loud. And we couldn't blame him for it. Luciel looked down on the table, not meeting anyone's gaze.
"I'm afraid so. I guess when she realized it was all over for her she decided to blow herself up together with the evidence she had" Everyone looked completely beaten down. And I understood them. I had not known Rika for a long time at all, but it was obvious they had all loved her dearly. They thought they had known her, and now she had betrayed all their trust by pretending she was dead, and creating a crazy cult. Believing she could make everyone happy. Even Jumin could barely keep his usual stern and collected expression.
"What we gonna do about the party?" He asked. Luciel sighed.
"It's obvious isn't it? We can't have a party under these circumstances. That would be completely mad" Everyone nodded in agreement.
"Yeah. It's sad, considering Yuki been so kind and invited a lot of people" Jahee said. I nodded my head.
"No, don't think about that. It was fun helping you guys anyway. It's sad it had to end like this. But there is more important things right now then holding a party" Luciel leaned back on his chair and crossed his arms.
"This might be a good time for me to tell you all I'm going to leave RFA forever" Everyone looked wide eyed at him.
"W...what! You can't leave! W...why?" Zen shouted. Luciel clenched his teeth.
"Because I refused to work close to that bastard V! All he does…. He is no better then Rika!" I placed a hand on his lap.
"Come on. He has actually tried. And compared to her, he does not want anyone to suffer or get drugged down" Luciel turned to look at me.
"I don't care. He should have told us the truth from the very beginning. He has lied to everyone. Me especially! He was my friend and now..:" Jumin was now the one crossing his arms.
"Come on. This is not like you Luciel. Where is that happy guy who always make stupid jokes and seem to never know when to take a break" Luciel suddenly laughed. It was not a laugh any of us was used to. This laugh was more dark, and had no humor to it.
"You think that's how I am? That's just an act stupid! An act so that no one of you would see how totally deep in despair I was. But know what? I don't give shit any more! This is who I am. A depressed, naive little shit who never wanted his life to come out for anyone to know. Like you all are so perfect? You Jumin! You try to hide how utterly disappointing you are at you father for switching women as other switch underwear by pretending you don't care or feel anything. And you Zen, you try to compensate for the love your parents never gave you and the dream you had by pretending you are the most perfect human there is. And Jahee, you overwork yourself to death because you want to feel wanted by someone, which you never could feel when you where a kid" Everyone was shocked at his outburst. No one knew what to say.
"L...Luciel" Jahee started, but he just held up a hand and closed his to stop her.
"I don't want to hear anything from any of you right now. I will take my brother and leave firs thing when he feels better. And forget everything. Start a new life" He turned around and looked at me.
"Since my brother really likes you, I don't mind if you tag along. I must try to end my other work as well, which will be hard. We might have to live in hiding for a while. I understand if that makes you not want to come with us. But the choice is yours" He left the room with everyone still open mouthed.
"B...rother? Luciel has a brother?" Zen asked, braking the uncomfortable silence. I didn't know if Luciel wanted me to tell them the whole truth about his life. But then I figured he had already said that much, so might as well give those who was supposed to be his friends the real story.
When I had talked some more with the others I sat down with Luciel and a doctor to talk about Saeran. The doctor twisted his fingers together and placed them on the table.
"It's like this. The drugs and chemicals he has inside of him is not easy to handle. He will hurt when he wakes up and for a couple of days after. And his mind will be… very unreasonable. If he didn't like you before, he can turn to real bad violence if he sees you" The doctor told us and turned to Luciel.
"What about me?" I asked.
"As I said. It's not clear how he will react. It's probably better if he sees no one that he knows before he is completely free from all the bad stuff in his body. Luciel sighed.
"I don't care if he hurts me. I deserve that. When he wakes up. I want to at least try and see him" The doctor thought for a while but then nodded.
"Fine. I will have some nurses and doctors ready if he would turn to violence"
When the talk was done, I decided to go and check up on V. He was still in bed, but looked a bit better.
"How are you V?" I asked and gave him a small smile.
"I'm okay. It's just… Luciel hates me now, doesn't he?" I could see the hurt in V's face.
"Hate is a strong word. I think he only feels… betrayed" I guess that didn't help V to feel better. But I couldn't lie to him. He closed his eyes with a regretful and sad face.
"It was never meant to be like this. I wanted to be his friend. I wanted to do what was best for everyone. But instead It seems like I just dragged everyone into hell" I took his hand.
"Don't worry. Yes, what you did might have been wrong. But sometimes we don't know what consequences our actions can have. You just did what you thought was right at the moment. And when you realized it might not have been right, it was too late. Don't blame yourself for that" V smiled a small smile back at me.
"Thanks Yuki. You have been so kind and brave putting up with all of this. I am sorry. That's all I can give you" I laughed.
"It's not me you should say sorry to. Save that to the rest of the RFA. They are also worried about you" He thanked me.
I felt good to have talked to him. I hoped he felt better by that talk, and that he wouldn't blame himself to hard. And I would try to do my best to turn Luciel around, making him forgive V and stay with the RFA.
I walked out from V's room and decided to check on Saeran, if he maybe had woken up.
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