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The morning dragged and I was happy to be walking into the cafeteria at lunch. I grabbed an apple and some soda and looked around the room for a seat. I noticed Eric and friends eyeing me,
almost like he was about to jump up and call me over, I turned round quickly not really in the mood. A tiny squeaky voice caught my attention then.

''Bella over here'' I turned to see Alice waving at me. I didn't want to be rude, so I made my way over.

''Hey, you looked at little lost there'' She smiled as she pulled out a chair for me.

''Well yes, I didn't stay for very long yesterday so its still new to me'' She laughed lightly, remembering our awkward meeting yesterday.

''Well you can always sit with us'' Her words were sincere but from the look on Rosalie's face, I was only welcome to four members of the group.

''Thanks''

''Do you want to ride with us after school? Charlie is already at our place'' She laughed, and my mouth popped open a little. I told him not to bug them and he promised to wait until I was home before he went over.

''I told him to stay home, I don't want him bothering you''

''Oh no its fine, Esme loves having people over'' I hoped that was the truth because I was sure Charlie would be there more often than they were.

As I bent my head down to take a bite of my apple, I noticed Edward staring at me. I looked up and met his eyes for a second before he looked away. The same emotion filled his eyes as last night, he was looking at me with some sort of awe, like I was fascinating to him. I carried on looking even though he looked away, his hair shone different colours of bronze and gold in the light. His skin was was so pale it complemented his hair even more.
His eyelashes swept the top of his cheek when he blinked, like long black curling feathers. I watched him delicately spin a bottle top along the table, gently flicking it around his tray.

''Bella, are you ok?'' Jasper was looking at me with a tiny smirk on his face.

''Er ye I'm good.'' My eyebrows lifting up embarrassingly.

''The bell went, its time for class'' Alice answered, grabbing my hand. ''Ill walk with you if you want?''

Edward, Rosalie and Emmet were already walking through the door as I stood up. Jasper began to walk faster to catch up, leaving me and Alice to walk on our own.

''You know my visions are a little less blurry. Its just like looking through frosted glass now'' She gave a short sharp laugh, I could see it bothered her not being able to use her power. But I was glad she couldn't see me, I liked my privacy.

''Well I'm sure with time it will go back to normal'' I tried to sound reassuring, not really sure if it worked.

''So you have Biology next right?'' I nodded.

''Well its just here, Ill meet you at the car after school ok?''

''Ye sure'' She waved and danced off down the corridor.

I looked through the window before walking into the room. I froze a little as I saw Edward looking at the door, from the middle row.

''Can I help you?'' Mr Banner asked.

''Yes I'm Isabella Swan''

''Ah yes, take a book and find a seat. Have a read and I'm sure you will catch up quick.''

I squeezed my fist tightly realizing the only seat left was next to him. I looked at the floor and dropped my bag as I perched on the stool, I hated feeling awkward and shy.


''Why are you following me, don't you get it? I want to be alone, ALONE!'' I shouted in Charlies face.

He had followed me now for two days straight and I was getting sick of it. I didn't want company and I definitely didn't want some guy gnawing on my nerves. I was so used to being alone, always hiding in the shadows, looking out for my mother and dealing with my emotions. Watching as her life slipped away, knowing she never really got over my death. And for that reason I hated myself, I wanted to punish myself for leaving her. I thought I was doing that by being alone, letting the pain engulf me. Sometimes it was so crippling I had to stop, my knees unable to hold the weight of my body.

''Please just let me help you'' He was always near by, just when I thought I was rid of him finally. He would show up somewhere.

''I don't need your help''

''The sooner you realise that you do, the better''

''In what way could you possibly help me'' I looked at him, my arms folded across my chest.

''By telling you its not your fault, that who your are is not your fault. You couldn't save her''

He talked and talked and for some strange reason I actually listened. His words made sense somewhere in the back of my mind, and I suddenly felt an overwhelming wave of grief, anger and hate wash over me. All the emotions id been locking away were finally set free. I let myself feel what I was supposed to feel, what I had never wanted to feel.
He helped me when I thought I was way past the stage of being help. I thought I was lost, made to live an eternity of pain and loneliness. But Charlie somewhat gave me my life back, and I was more than grateful.

I decided to let him come with me if he needed, he was looking for a partner, somebody to talk to. And secretly I needed someone to be with. A friend that I could rely on and talk to when I needed, somebody who wouldn't judge me for my wrongs and point me in the right direction when I was lost.
I didn't like my feelings to be on show, but sometimes I needed an opinion. Thankfully Charlie was that person.


''Hello'' His hypnotizing voice rang in my ears.

''Erm...Hi'' I didn't look at him, afraid I would get lost in his eyes.

''Are you liking it here so far?''

''Yes its nice to be in a routine''

''Yes I know what you mean'' I watched as his hands curled and uncurled into fists. His albaster skin stretching over his knuckles.

The rest of the lesson went by in silence, I thought about questions to ask him but each time I came to speak my voice disappeared. Every so often I would sneak a peak at him only to find he was already looking at me, causing the blood to rush to my face.

''Well I will see you after school, Mike will walk you to gym'' I looked at him confused, and then suddenly the bell rang. He was up and out of his seat in less than a second. I watched him fluidly walk out of the room, his shoulder blades twitching as he walked.

''Hey Bella''

''Erm hi, its Mike right?'' I remembered him sitting at the table with Eric at lunch.

''Yea, I was wondering if you wanted to walk with me to your next lesson'' I smiled, but it was at Edward who had known Mike would ask as soon as he thought it.

''Ye why not'' I shoved my books into my bag and walked side by side with Mike.

''I have gym next, what do you have?'' I asked, trying to break the silence.

''Oh same here, that's another lesson we have together'' He smiled at me, and I tried to reciprocate but I had a feeling it didn't quite reach my eyes.

Thankfully he let me go when we reached the changing rooms, I was worried that he would actually follow me in at one point. He assured me that if we had to pick teams he would deffeintly pick me, I told him I would be no use but he insisted.

So I stood at the back of the court as Mike and three others battled it out for the Badminton Champion. I found myself daydreaming about things I really shouldn't be thinking about, like Edwards liquid gold eyes, and his sweet heart melting scent.

''Bella'' A voice shouted, and just before I could get clonked on the head by a shuttle cock I swung my bat in no particular direction.

''See its dangerous to think about boys'' I whispered to myself, slapping my wrists internally.

''Well I have to go'' I said to Mike, after he walked me to the entrance and gave me an invitation to sit with him at lunch.

''Ok Ill see you tomorow'' I waved and watched him walk away, So Id know to make a run for it if he turned and came back.

A'POV

I watched the way Edward and Bella looked at each other, it was like they were having a conversation without saying any words. You didn't have to be psychic to know they have a connection. I was still annoyed that I couldn't see Bella, her future was so unclear it actually hurt my head to look. But Edwards was crystal clear and I was looking out for something every minute. He was making so many decisions I couldn't make out what he was thinking. But I saw him standing there with a blur, and I knew that blur was Bella.

''Hey Bella, do you want to follow us in your truck?'' I asked as she walked over, her eyes darting too and from Edward.

''Ye sure''

We all piled into the car, Edward always being the driver. I sat with Jasper and he smiled at me, I knew what he was thinking because he could feel what Bella was feeling and also Edward. As much as he tried to hide it from us, he knew Jasper could feel it.

''So Edward..-''

''Dont even say it'' He cut me off before I could finish

''I may not be able to see her, but I can see you''

''What are you on about?'' Emmet asked, always being the last to know.

''Edward has a thing for Bella'' Me and Jasper said at the same time, causing us both to laugh.

The whole car then erupted in 'ooo's and ahhh's, causing Edwards hands to become dangerously close to crushing the steering wheel.

'I'm going to kill you' He growled in his head.

'You'll thank me one day, brother' I thought back.

It was time for me to get planning, the more time I spent with Bella the easier my visions would become.

I think a shopping trip is in order.