Hi there, long time no see? Well it wasn't that long but still... Anyway on with the story!!!
DECLARATION: I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA!!!...NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO...
CHAPTER 4 - YOU LEFT ME!!!
"Nira" someone called.
Kagome turn to see who it was and instantly regred it. There in front of her stood the one person she hoped she would never see again. His long silver hair glistened under the lights of the club and his amber eyes were staring at the girl in front of him,as wide as hers.
"I-Inuyasha..." Kagome managed to say.
Inuyasha didn't say anything, he didn't even move. His mind was blank. He couldn't beleive it. There she was. The girl he had left to come here to become the best. He had sacrificed their love to reach his dream and no matter how many times he told himself that it was the right thing to do and he wasn't sorry for his chose there was always this small voice in the back of his head that kept on telling him that he was just lying to himself... that leaving her was the biggest mistake of his life...but maybe it wasn't his head but his heart that was telling him that...
He would often stay awake at night staring at the ceiling wondering if he had indeed done the right thing... if he would ever get to see his little angel again... and most of all, did he deserve to see her again?...
But now here she was standing in front of him. Kagome. His Kagome... "NO!NO!NO! What am I thinking?!" Inuyasha thought. "She's not mine...not any more...she probably hates me for everything I did to her..." Inuyasha tried really hard to stay calm and not to show how he truely felt but unfortenutelly the tears that started to fill Kagome's eyes were no help at all. He hated when girls cried especially his girl..." NO! I'm doing it again...she's not mine..." Inuyasha told himself over and over again.
And then she turn aroun to hide her tears and he couldn't take it any more so he did the thing his heart told him. Inuyasha took a step towards the crying girl and gently wrapped his arms around her small body. He pull her as close to him as he could and rested his chin on her shouder whispering sweet things in her ear trying to comfort her. Kagome was so shocked by his actions that she didn't even protest when he hugged her. She just stayed there in his arms crying her heart out in his chest.
Never did she think that if they met again it would be anything like this. He was there. The love of her life was right in front of her. The only man she ever loved was holding her like he had really missed her...
Sure, during those tree years she had tried to forget him, to move on with her life...but she just couldn't...or she didn't want to...
"What am I doing?!" Kagome thought while still in Inuyasha's arms. "I can't let him do whatever he wants with me!" her mind scream at her but her heart was pounding so fast in her chest and for the first time in tree years she felt so...safe and...warm...they both felt so very warm. They felt that somehow it was...right...to be like this in each other's arms...
All this time Kagome stood still and let Inuyasha hold her but now she found herself slowly reaching her hands up to wrapp them around his neck. "NO!" she told herself. " I can't...I-I...AHHH... To hell with it all...I missed him so much..." Kagome wrapped her hands fully around Inuyasha's neck bringing herself even closer to him.
All time seemed to stop for the two...that is until someone decided to break the sweet moment(A/N Guess who?)
"Ahem..." Miroku clearted his throat bringing Inuyasha and Kagome out of their little fantasy. As soon as Kagome came back to reality and found herself in Inuyasha's arms she quickly pushed him away and ran out of the club.
"Could someone tell me what the hell just happen here?!" Sango who was as shocked as Miroku demanded to know. Miroky nodded showing he also would like to find out but when he turned again to his friend...he wasn't there.
"What the..." Miroku looked around but Inuyasha was nowhere to be found. " Where did Inuyasha ran off to?" he almost shouted.
"And Kagome left like the devil was on her tail..." Sango said "I've never seen her like this..." Then she suddenly looked up toward the guy next to her and asked:
"Do you know anything about this?"
"No! I'm jusy as shocked as you are" Miroku said.
That was when Nira,who was just sitting there the whole time watching the scene that happened in front of her,decided to make some things clear.
"Excuse me you two..." Nira said loud enough to get their attention. Both Sango and Miroku turned their heads to the woman sitting right next to them and looked at her like they saw her just then...which was true. With all that happened the last ten minutes they completely forgot about the person who invited them all here...
OUTSIDE THE CLUB WITH INUYASHA AND KAGOME
Kagome was running down the street tears streaming down her cheeks. She wanted to get as fat away from there as possible...to get away from the memories...from the pain...from him.
Suddenly she felt someone grabbing her wrist. She turned ready to hit the guy or yell for help but to her surprised there stood Inuyasha.
"I-Inuyasha..." she whispered her eyes wide and filled with tears. "W-Wat a-are you..." Kagome's body shook with her sobbes and she couldn't finish her sentence.
"Kagome, I... I don't really know what to say...I guess I never thought that we would..."
"...see each other again?" Kagome cut him off. "Yeah well I was hoping we wouldn't!" she spat at him after she was able to control her sobbing.
"Kagome..." Inuyasha didn't know why but her words cut deep into his heart leaving it bleeding and broken. He didn't want her to hate him. Inuyasha knew that she had every reason to but...
"What's the matter,Inuyasha?" Kagome asked bringing him out of his thoughts. "Cat got your tongue?" her words were dripping in venom and hate and she wasn't crying anymore. Now her face was stright and with no sign of any emotions or feelings what so ever.
"I-I..." Inuyasha hesitated. He knew that whatever he say it won't make things right with Kagome but he wanted to tell her that he was truely sorry for all the pain he cost her...even if she didn't beleive him. "Kagome..." he tried again. "I just wanted you to know that...that I'm sorr..."
"NO!" Kagome cut him off again. "Don't say things you don't mean and I know you're not sorry"
"No...I really am sorry..." Inuyasha looked down at his feet. His voice was raspy and his hands were sweaty. "What is she doing to me?" he thought.
"Well,even if I did beleive that crap..." Kagome paused to make sure he was listening to her next words. "That still doesn't mean I'll forgive and forget everything YOU put me through!" her voice was also raspy now and her hands belt into fists shaking at her sides. "Inuyasha,you wanted to be the best, to have everything your heart desire! You were NEVER happy with what you already had...you weren't happy with...me..." Kagome's eyes started to fill with tears again and Inuyasha instinctively took a step toward her.
"NO!" she took a step back and lifted her hand in the air to tell him not to come close to her. "Don't...just don't! You have no right anyway to even asked for forgiveness! she screamed at him. Her whole body was shaking now.
"Kagome...please,try to calm down..." Inuyasha pleaded, his voice a soft whisper now. He didn't ever want to see her like that because it made his heart hurt and the worst part was that HE was reason Kagome was like that.
"Don't you dare tell me to calm down!" she yelled at him again. "Itis your fault! Inuyasha do you hear me?! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! YOU LEFT ME! It's your fault..." Kagome's tears fell freely now down her cheeks and she started sobbing again but she didn't care. She needed to get it out of her system. Slowly her anger started to fade away leaving only sadness and was silent. "That's something new" Kagome thought. She couldn't look him in the eyes right now besides she didn't really want to so without another word to him Kagome turned on her heels and walked towards her hotel completely forgeting Sango and Nira and why she came to the club in the first place.
The thing she didn't know though was that if she had spare only one glance at Inuyasha she would had seen that one tear that escape his eye ran down his cheek when she had screamed that he had left her. He stood there in the street watching her walking away from him just like he had done tree years ago as another tear ran down his cheek...
Well there you go. Hope you like it!
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