Thor felt nothing. It was like he was numb, he couldn't say or hear anything. It was like he was in a strange, bottomless void. All he could think about was Loki and the twins. Were they safe? Did the Avengers defeat Thanos before he could get to Asgard? Loki. His mind began racing through all of the memories that he and Loki made together.

"Thor?" Loki stared into his eyes. They were lying on their bed. It was right after they finished building their home. Thor leaned his forehead against Loki's.

"Yes?"

"Are you prepared to be a father?"

"With you, I am prepared for everything." Loki chuckled and kissed Thor's lips.

"I love you." He whispered and closed his eyes leaning into Thor's chest.

"And I love you." They fell into a blissful sleep.

Loki was holding Hel and cooing lovingly. Thor brushed his hand against her cheek. They were so cute together. He heard a soft wail from the other room he stood and headed to where Fenrir was laying in his bed, his arms extended toward the sky. Thor slowly lifted him from the crib hushing him.

"What is wrong, my son? Is it because your sister is not near?" He rocked him slowly back and forth as he walked headed back to Loki's side. Loki smirked at Thor as he came into the room.

"Concerned father is a good look for you, Thor." Thor smiled and sat next to him. Hel began to squirm and fuss. Loki put her closer to Fenrir and they both fell silent. Thor pulled Loki close and kissed his forehead before closing his eyes.

Natasha stared at the men in disbelief they all did. How could Thor be with someone so evil?

"You must be joking." She was the first person to break the silence.

"Unfortunately they aren't." The woman who stood behind them spoke first. She seemed angry about something.

"Since when?" Stark spoke suddenly.

"A year after you defeated the Chitari Thor went to see him in his prison and Loki confessed his feelings this all happened while the Allfather was in Odinsleep." Sif cringed.

"How did they have children? Did they adopt?" Natasha spoke again.

"Adopt? Valhalla, no! Loki is a Frost Giant. Which means that he can have children. There are no female Frost Giants in Jotunn so they are breeders." The Avengers were confused.

"Interesting." Banner finally spoke.

"We must take him now or it will be too late to save him." They lifted him off of the ground and headed back to the place where they appeared only minutes before. "Hiemdall open the bifrost post haste." A light appeared and they were gone. Barton walked over to where Natasha was she was staring at her hands in horror.

"Nat, come on. Its over, there is nothing else we can do. Let's go report back to Fury and we will find out soon enough."

"We can't lose him." She stood and staggered behind them.

Odin and Frigga rushed to the Healing Room when they heard that Thor had come back hurt.

"Thor?" There was still no word on how he was. He still wasn't moving or breathing. The light was gone from his eyes and he was very cold.

"Go and tell Loki. Now! He needs to be here." Frigga screamed at the warriors three tears were streaming down her cheeks. She was angry and she couldn't control her anger. The warriors three bowed and rushed back to Hiemdall. Moments later they were standing on Ginnungagap. They rushed to the lonely house before knocking. Loki spoke sounded very worried about the twins.

"Loki, we have news from Midgard."

"News? What of Thanos? What of the Avengers? What of Thor? Tell me."

"Thanos was defeated. The Avengers have taken care of him. Thor, he has fallen. He is in Asgard we took him to the Healing Room. The Allfather has requested you to be there." Loki stared in shock as he held the twins motionless bodies close to him.

"No. No. He told me that he would come back. You- You're lying."

"Loki, come. We will take the twins back also so that they can be healed." Loki stared at the ground confused and disoriented.

"Can you hold them? I do not think I can right now." They lifted the twins and helped Loki off of the ground.

"Fenrir. Where are you?" Loki was searching for his son who was giggling under the table where Thor was sitting. "Thor, have you seen Fenrir? I know not where he is."

"No. I have not now that you mention it." He heard the soft giggles again from beneath him.

"I have searched everywhere for him."

"Have you searched in the pantries and under all of the tables?" There was a sharp inhale.

"I have. Except where you are sitting but he could not possibly be there." Loki was slowly heading toward the table. "Found you." Loki put his arms under the table and pulled a squealing Fenrir out from under it.

"He was under me the whole time? I had no idea!" Thor played along with Loki's game and walked over and kissed Fenrir's forehead. Fenrir giggled as Hel walked around the corner. She jumped on Thor's leg he started to stomp around the table as she began to laugh loudly.

Loki stood staring down at him. He was so … cold. Motionless. It was so unlike him. Thor's eyes were empty they didn't have the happy sparkle that they normally did and it was scaring Loki.

Loki stared into Thor's eyes he didn't want him to leave he wanted him all to himself. He turned and saw the twins crying softly in the doorway.

"Fenrir and Hel can you go and find your Grandfather and play with him?" They left sniffling and sobbing. Thor looked at him with a questioning stare.

"Are you alright Loki?" Loki pulled his lips to his and kissed him. Pleading, no begging for one last time before he left for gods knows how long. Thor stared at him for a moment before returning his kiss. Loki mewled softly against Thor's mouth. Thor chuckled. "And you called the Midgardians mewling quims." Loki smirked against his lips and pushing him against the wall.

"Thor." Loki moaned his name. "Please." Thor sighed and gave in to Loki's request. He pushed Loki against the couch and slowly kissed his way down Loki's neck to the collar of his shirt. Slowly they undressed each other taking the time to touch and taste fearful of the chance that this may be the last time they would be together in this way. Loki gasped as Thor entered him slowly. He arched and pushed his hips toward Thor gladly excepting him. He moaned loudly as they began to move quickly together. Loki moaned and whimpered and clawed at Thor's back making him shudder in delight.

"Loki. I love you." He panted before kissing him hard. Loki's eyes rolled back as he kissed him back.

"I love you." Thor thrust into him one last time before he exploded. "Yes." Loki hissed and came with him as he arched his back. They fell back onto the couch and held each other close. Loki brushed his fingers against Thor's chest. "Thor, promise me that you will come back to us. Promise me." Thor kissed his forehead.

"I promise, Loki." They heard the twins giggling about something outside.

"Thor! Quickly we must leave!" Odin shouted over the twins' giggles. Thor jumped off of the couch.

"I must go." Thor dressed quickly as Loki slowly stood pulling his pants up. "Farewell. I love you." He kissed him one last time before he disappeared out of the door.

Loki had no idea that that would be the last time he would see him alive. The tears prickled at the corners of his eyes. They fell before he could stop himself. A sob escaped his lips. They only had three years together. He finally got what he wanted after so many years of wanting and it was all taken away from him. At least he still had his children. Oh my God my children. How will they take this? He glanced over at his sleeping babies. They were only two. How are they supposed to live without Thor? How will he live without Thor? Loki collapsed onto the bed sobbing. He grabbed Thor's hand and kissed his fingers lightly. They were cold nothing like how they were when he would hold him, touch him, and caress him.

"Thor, please don't leave me. You promised. YOU PROMISED!" Loki was beginning to yell and started to hit his fists against the floor. It was cold and hard, painful but it didn't bother Loki he was numb to everything except the pain in his heart. He finally got what he always wanted just for it to be torn away from him.

"Papa? Is that father? Why is he not waking up? Papa?" He heard the twins' small voices. He wiped his tears away before turning to them.

"Hel, Fenrir, come hither." He held out his arms toward his children. They climbed into his lap resting their heads on his chest. He pushed the hair out of their faces and kissed their heads. "You know that your father loves you, right?"

"Yes. We know." They spoke together.

"Well I do not know if he can tell you again. He might have gone to a place where he can't tell you anymore. I just want you to understand that and know that he loves you for all eternity." They turned and stared into his eyes as tears began to fill their eyes.

"He loves you too, Papa." Hel wiped a single tear that escaped his eye. He kissed her hand.

"Loki?"