Disclaimer - I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this story aside from Suicidal who is my original character. Otherwise I would be very, very wealthy.

Just a very rough scene by scene go through from the Avengers movie combined with an OC of mine.


A/N – Just in case you're wondering what happened to the heroes since Loki

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Deathwish

Part 4

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A parallel world

3 years ago

Nick Fury walks along with Several shield scientists and stops at an upright chamber filled with liquid holding the body of a woman inside as one of the scientists speaks "General Fury sir this is what we discussed earlier, Project Bodyguard. Using what we could salvage from Doctor Erskine's notes on the Super Soldier program we've managed to make our own version so to speak to act as your personal security and bodyguard".

"And what do you mean our version" questioned Fury. The scientist continued "Well the subject will far more durable and completely resistant to gunfire and high impact force. The negative is that we haven't managed to make it consistent, you see the subject will remain in regular human form however when either danger is present or on your command, the formula will kick in and there you have it, instant bodyguard".

Fury further enquired "And what if she refuses or what if she changes her mind and doesn't feel like listening". The scientist answered "Not to worry sir, you see as part of the mental programming of the subject we suppressed her free will. She will operate with the sole purpose which is to serve and protect you".

Nick came closer to the chamber and said "Wow she really volunteered for that. I mean I've seen some good agents in my time but this one must really have a deathwish. Holly shit did anyone else see that. She just twitched, are you sure she's properly suspended"? The working scientists scattered around the laboratory checking everything while the head scientist calmed Nick Fury and said "Sir we can confirm she is in a suspended state in the regenerative chamber but we've just turned up the dosage for safe measure". Fury nodded and replied "Thank doctor. Hill you come with me".

As the two left Fury asked "Deputy Hill you were in charge of agent selection, what can you tell me about the volunteer agent". Maria Hill replied "I personally oversaw the selection of agent Sarah Jensen for this project. She passed all the physical tests with flying colours which was expected since her militant parents had her doing all possible sports since she was a child. Psychologically she was something else. She appeared very competitive and overly determined and would do anything to win to the point of suicide even. She definitely had some anger issues which we believe is attributed to childhood abuse but as an agent she's perfect for the job".

Fury stared at Maria and loudly said "So you're saying that this over the top competitive adrenalin junkie just said yes to losing her free will? And she's just happy to be turned into a robot". Maria nodded and replied "Yes we told her about that and she still agreed. The point is that she knew what she was signing up for, she agreed and she will protect you".


One year ago

SHIELD base

"Jensen go" screamed out Nick Fury as Loki appeared out of the tesseract and began blasting the SHIELD agents. Sarah already in her powered form stood in front of Fury to deflect fire from Clint Barton then charged into Loki. Loki swung his staff around with the blade missing Sarah but then spun low and tripped her over. Using the tip of the staff he pointed the blue stone at her in an attempt to turn her under his control but her powered form resisted and simply looked in shock as the blue light hypnotised her. While she lay still in thought Loki made off and Fury came to help her up and said "Agent what the hell just happened, are you alright",

Sarah stood in shock and slowly replied "ye, yes sir I'm fine".

The following night

"Wake up my little sweetheart. Rise and shine". Sarah opened her eyes after deep sleep and awoke to see a blurry image of Loki at first thinking it was her dream but then realised it was truly him. As she got up she stumbled and couldn't get her bearings with her mind racing as Loki approached her and said "What's the matter dear Sarah, is something wrong".

Sarah was fumbling not knowing what to do then just stared at Loki in confusion until he continued "So what are you going to do now? Are you going to fight me? Well if so then please be my guest". Sarah stared at Loki and replied "This is strange but no. I, I don't want to fight you". Loki grinned and said "If you remember our last encounter, you felt the light of tesseract through my staff. While you did not fall under my control as I would have wished, you must admit, something happened to your mind. How do you feel"?

Sarah stuttered and said "I feel. I feel free. I feel like myself". Loki continued "Of course you do. After how many years have you been Fury's lapdog. Built to obey his command and to serve and give your life for his. When they made you they took away the one thing every human takes for granted. They took away your free will". Sarah looked at Loki in confusion and he whispered "Here woman, take my hand and it will all be clear".

As Sarah took Loki by the hand she had a stream of visions of the last several years beginning with her training then through to her experimentation where SHIELD took away her willpower suppressing her mind turning her into nothing more than a puppet. Sarah reeled back collapsing against the wall crying then as she wept she put her hand up to her face feeling tears of sadness, an emotion she had long forgotten she had.

Loki gave her his hand raising her up and said "So tell me now Sarah, what do you want". Sarah grew enraged turning into her powered form with long red hair and angrily said "I want to kill Nick Fury". Loki smiled and said "Wise thinking but that is not the way to go about. The next few days will bring great tidings and I want you at my side. Heed my words and we will succeed. Give yourself to me and I will make you my queen".

Sarah smiled for the first time in years and said "You know what Loki, I think I just might go with you. I will stick with Fury by his side and when you give the order I will finish him off". "YES" Loki exclaimed as he and Sarah Embraced each other.


Loki's invasion was now underway with the Avengers all racing towards the scene of the battle with Sarah, Black Widow and Hawkeye making their way by jet with Captain America in the pilot seat. As they approached Sarah heard Loki's voice inside her head command her "Now". Without notice she grabbed Hawkeye by the back of the neck and slammed his head against the steel wall then repeated it twice killing him.

"Holy crap what just happened" yelled out Captain America and Black Widow replied "It appears Jensen's gone rogue, let me deal with her". Agent Romanov charged into Sarah who swung her fist but the Russian agent slid under her legs and opened fire. As she fired Sarah continued forward not feeling anything and said "Oh come on did you expect that to hurt" but Black Widow didn't reply and leaped at Sarah with a flying kick but was thrown aside nearby Captain America. Steve Rogers glanced away and said "Take the pilot's seat, I'll fight Jensen" but Natasha simply replied "Captain. Don't worry about it" and pulled the eject chord sending Captain America flying through the roof hatch leaving just the two women.

Without a pilot the plane began to descend taking both women of balance. Sarah and Natasha were at eye contact as Sarah smiled coming towards Natasha and mockingly said "Looks like we're about to hit the ground", then flashing her nails said "So how do you wanna go darling. Crash or slash"? Black widow replied "I don't know what's gotten into you, but you've really got a deathwish". Sarah replied with a dirty grin and said "Deathwish huh. I kind of like that. Now say it again"!

Black Widow pulled out a grenade and threw it at the floor breaking the ground underneath Sarah's feet dropping her through. Black Widow breathed a sigh of relief jumping into the pilot seat but little did she realised that Sarah managed to catch on and pulled herself back up into the jet. As Widow began trying to stabilise the plane, a pair of hands pulled her from behind with amazing strength tearing her away from the controls. As she was restrained with full force Black Widow could do naught but watch as the plane went down taking her with it as she desperately yelled "Sarah what are you doing, not even you could survive this". Sarah ignored her and as she pulled Natasha back she said "Can you feel that rush. The surge of adrenaline as we fall. This is where I perform best you know, the more I get scared or the more I feel a sense of danger, the harder and stronger I become. Now keep your eyes forward. Eat Gravity". The jet then flew down dropping into the ground creating a giant explosion which nothing could surely survive.


The huge explosion took out multiple vehicles and crippled several nearby buildings and sent people running but amongst them stood Loki completely calm and at peace as he watched the red haired amazon step out of the burning plane wreckage. Sarah walked out into his arms and remarked "Loki my beloved, I did my best but Captain America got away". Loki held Sarah and said "Do not worry he'll be back soon, there's no way that one could ever run from a fight. Now come with me" and in a flash of brilliant light they vanished from the streets and appeared in Stark tower.

"What's happening now" Sarah questioned and Loki replied "This tower, it will be the pinnacle of our victory. No doubt that Stark will be on his way so I will make this quick. Please stand still for a moment". Loki raised his hand pointed at Sarah and released a beam of energy changing her. She began to grow taller and more robust, her hair grew longer and more fiery and her nails took on a dark bloody red colour. The colours of her clothing too began to change taking on green, yellow and black colours similar to what Loki wore.

With the transformation complete Loki took Sarah to a nearby window and as she peered at her reflection in the glass she began to smile and then let out a villainous laugh and replied "I love it Loki. I feel so much stronger, so much more invincible; nothing could hurt me ever again". Loki marvelled at his creation and said "Yes I have made you in my image, for I am a god. No longer will you have to take on the form of that skinny miserable Sarah Jensen anymore, maybe we can fashion you a new name. How about I call you my dark Valkyrie". Sarah replied "No I have one in mind already. Call me Deathwish". Loki grinned and said "Yes I like the sound of that my beloved. Now Stark approaches. Please stand back, I will use my magic to obscure you from sight and I will deal with the human". The two shared a kiss and Deathwish hid herself away as Iron Man flew in.

There you have it, now we know how Agent Sarah Jensen went dark side. Next chapter – Deatwhish fights the Avengers.