i didnt edit so sorry for mistakes i just really wanted to upload becaseu its been a little bit. i thought id update for my birthday on friday (24!) but i jsut didnt work out i also had trouble thinking of what to write for this chapter i rewroteit a few times but anyways

enjoy!

disclaimer: i dont own glee


Santana walked home that day. It was a long walk but she needed the time to clear her head.

Did Alyssa like her? How does she really feel about Brittany? What the hell is she gonna do about Sugar?

She knew that eventually she'd have to talk to her about what's going on but that does not mean she was looking forward to it.

Lately Santana has been feeling constricted by Sugar and it's really messing her up. She felt like and endangered animal that was being treated like a baby; watched all the time and corrected and over cared for over and over again.

She thought back to the days when she was free single and wild.

It all started in seventh grade when she came to terms with herself and the fact that she may like girls and boys. She let it fade to the back of her mind because she had better things to think about like popularity and parties.

The parties are what started trouble with the Latina. She had her first kiss in a closet during one of the many parties she attended in middle school.

After that she felt recklace and hardcore and did whatever she wanted everywhere and whenever she wanted. She was just a mess.

Santana shook herself out of her flash back and decided to call in for back up. She grabbed her phone and dialed the number of someone who she knew would help her and actually know how.

After two rings a gentle and light voice floated through the phone.

"Santana! Hey! How have you been?"

"not so good Quinn not so good. I may have um messed up?"

"spill"

Santana told Quinn everything that was going on with her and Sugar Alyssa and Brittany.

"wow Santana you've really done it this time huh?

"I know I know but I need you to help me with my plan!"

"and how do I come into play?"

" I want you to get the midget to talk to Sugar and get her to spill everything she's feeling and then tell me so I can fix it." Santana said softly.

Quinn knew in her heart and her head that Santana wasn't in love with Sugar but Sugar had grown on Santana and it just stuck.

She could see her best friend just wished to go back and never meet Sugar. She knew her best friend just wanted to be Sugar free and not have any commitment or ties to her at all. Quinn hated Sugar for that very reason. She sucked the life, the fun and the everything out of Santana and Quinn could see it really taking its toll just by the tone of her bestie's voice. Quinn sighed.

"why do you keep doing this to yourself?" Quinn said gently.

It killed her that her best friend was so drained. After almost one and a half years of dating Sugar, Santana started to see everything as if it was her fault even when it wasn't.

"do what Quinn?" Santana said clearly acting oblivious.

"you're beating yourself up over a girl that doesn't deserve you! That's what!"

"Quinn."

"no don't Quinn me. Santana she is so bad for you. Now she has you thinking that it's ALWAYS your fault and it never is. She's a conniving bratty stubborn bitch and theres so much more! I could write a list longer than war and peace!"

"but I lov-"

"you do not love her Santana Lopez and don't you ever think that. That is not love. It's just lust! You know I only want the best for you and it's pissing me off and taking everything in me not to stab her face to death for brainwashing you!"

"Quinn please. Just help me. Can we talk about this later?"

Quinn sighed again.

"fine but we WILL talk about this okay? Now must you insist on calling Rachel a midget?"

"thank you. And fine I'll call her dwarf." Santana spat.

"let's get this show on the road!" Quinn screamed to get her best friend alive again.

After Santana and Quinn got off the phone, Quinn called Rachel.

"Hello?" Rachel said after about three rings.

"hey Rach it's me. Quinn."

"oh hey Quinn what's up."

"um you're good friends with Sugar right?"

"yes.. Why?"

"I need you to talk to her about Santana for me."

"what happened this time?"

"it's a long story."

"okay I'll see what I can do."

Rachel sent Sugar a text.

'Heyyyy!'

'hi Rachel'

'whats the matter?'

'Santana is stressing me out. And driving me nuts!'

'wanna talk about it?'

'ya. Meet me at the Lima bean."

About twenty minutes later, Sugar was at the Lima bean café waiting for Rachel. After Rachel came in, she ordered their regulars and sat down across from Sugar.

"spill."

After Sugar told Rachel her version of everything that's been happening Rachel had to fight the urge to roll her eyes.

"I can't believe it! That's crazy." rachel acted.

"I know right! Like what did I do to deserve this!"

"what kind of things would she need to do this time because this is an outrage!". Rachel said with a astonished expression.

Santana paced her room as she awaited another call from Quinn with answers. She didn't want to wait long because being alone really makes you think and that's the opposite of what Santana wanted to do. she needed to get out and that's exactly what she intended to do.

She dug around in her cheerios uniform until she found the little slip of paper that had Alyssa's number on it. She continued to pace her room as she shot the newest contact in her phone a text.

'hey it's Santana'

'oh hey! Wats up?'

'not much just DYING of boredom.'

'oh same same. Hey I'm goin to this party this Friday night u wanna come?'

'yea! That be awesome!'

'cool so I'll pick you up around 9 Friday night okay?'

'cool'

'aight see u tomorrow fire queen don't kill anyone before then ;)'

'fire queen?'

'most def. I saw how you handled josh like a true boss in the hallway and you're the feistiest Latina ever so POOF fire queen it is haha'

'lol okay. I can dig it :)'

'alright then. Seeya girl'

'Byeee!'

After texting Alyssa, Santana felt better. She was excited to party with the seniors and she could spend sometime with another possible new friend. Just as Santana thought things were getting better and her moody cloud was gone, she felt her phone vibrate.

She checked the caller id and it was Sugar Motta flashing up on the screen of her phone.

Her dreams faded and reality hit her dead in the face when she answered the phone.

"hello?"


A/N

hello? poof gone like the horror movies hahaha just kidding i hope you enjoyed! hmm i wonder whats gonna heppen at that party? review favorite all that good stuff give me ideas if u have them my fuel is running kinda low i am getting ready to upload chapter five tomorrow but i have academic bowl practice so we will just have to see have a good week! thanks for reading

TBC...